Aksara For Arsyilla
Openness
“Good afternoon Ms. Arsyilla,” greet Aksara while entering the classroom that is still quiet.
Not expecting, the Lecturer who was in his apartment he could call him directly by his name, on campus, he had to call him so formally.
Arsyilla nodded, “Siang,” her reply was brief.
Being reasonably like Lecturers and Students, Aksara was a little standing in front of his lecturer's desk, at that time Arsyilla was sitting and filling out the Lecturer's presentation that he had to sign every time he taught.
“Did something happen just now?” tanya Aksara with a witty. Aksara dared to ask because at that time the classroom was still quiet, after all Arsyilla did not reply to the message, so Aksara asked directly.
From Arsyilla's reddened eyes, and also some of the woman's facial expressions changed, Aksara also guessed that Om Darren had come to see Arsyilla.
“Later I'll tell you,” she replied in a clean light.
Aksara nodded, then the man chose to sit in the very back seat. After all, some students have also started to arrive and enter the classroom so it is indeed the right time for Aksara to choose to sit back there.
For approximately 120 minutes Arsyilla taught, in silence Aksara actually always pay attention to Arsyilla from where it is now. Not expecting, when the students came, in fact Arsyilla could control himself and control his emotions, even the woman was the same as usual so mastered the material while teaching.
And, now .. when they were both in one car, Aksara sighed and looked at Arsyilla.
“You want a story now?” tanyakanya.
However, Arsyilla shook her head in lethargy, “Later when it was in the apartment,” he replied again.
Therefore, Aksara also chose to drive his car and bring Arsyilla back to his apartment. The man felt that Arsyilla would tell him if he was ready, so he would wait until Arsyilla came to him and shared his story.
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The night had already shown 20:00, and Arsyilla was presumably still silent. Both of them were silent while enjoying their dinner.
However, without Aksara guessing, this time Arsyilla was sitting with Aksara who was changing his pay television channel. Realizing that Arsyilla was already sitting by his side, without waiting for long Aksara immediately turned off the television. The man then glanced at Arsyilla's face which looked overcast there.
“Tadi Om Darren came to see me,” he said as if opening his story session at that time to Aksara.
Arsyilla's hand then took out a thin, rectangular piece of paper from her pants pocket. There is a blank check that has been laced with the signature of Darren Jaya Wardhana.
“For this,” said Arsyilla again handed the blank check to Aksara.
Honestly, Aksara is so furious. The man who used to be the mother's ex-husband has not changed. Still love to do bribes and even do ways under the hands of the unworthy.
Then Arsyilla sighed, the woman spoke again, “First she came if I reported Ravendra, then she asked me to retract my report. For that I actually do not hurt, I hurt because he said that we were dating and s’ex before marriage was natural. Why is it as if he is looking down on women?”
Arsyilla seemed to close her eyes for a moment, and the woman opened her voice again, “I know I got married because of the one night relationship that had already happened. Only, he had no idea how much of a burden I was carrying was huge. I failed to be a good child, I smeared the names of both parents, also I was terrified if I ended up getting pregnant because of the relationship before that marriage. Why would anyone judge when a woman is kidnapped, held captive, beaten, and nearly raped is taken lightly. Even then, Ravendra said the orange juice I drank at the party had been mixed with alcohol. That means he has wanted to prey on me many times,” Arsyilla story this time.
The script was still silent and he listened to everything that Arsyilla felt and told. His heart felt tight, it looked like the man was hardening his jaw.
“What if he has a daughter and then his daughter is treated the same as me? Why does a CEO of her caliber not think that far,”, Arsyilla said. Now the woman's lips seemed to tremble, her voice was choked, several times her voice was shaky and her eyes were back in tears.
Then Aksara advanced his back, “My back is ready to accommodate your cry,” said the man.
Without waiting for long, Arsyilla instantly darkened her face on the man's back. Letting her tears break on that sturdy back. The woman was crying, sobbing, and a hiccup there.
Hearing Arsyilla's bitter cry, Aksara wanted to embrace the trembling body in her arms. However, only the hand of Aksara moved and grabbed Arsyilla's hand. Grasping tightly.
“I was in pain, I was hurt, I was abused, even I was traumatized, why he just as casually considered the relationship before marriage to be normal. Why is it so easy to give a blank check to a victim like me,”, said Arsyilla again with trembling lips. The woman had a hiccup in speaking, but that was exactly how she felt right now.
Hearing the words of trauma that Arsyilla said today, Aksara was slowly moving to change his position, the man broke his grip in Arsyilla's hand and then looked at Arsyilla's face filled with tears.
The character slightly bent his back, his thumb and index finger moving to wipe away the tears that drenched Arsyilla's cheeks. Wiped it so gently.
“Crying may be, let you be relieved .. I am glad that you want to share with me. To all your tears to me,” said Aksara so gently.
As if the words spoken by the Aksara were shaking her heart, without ba bi bu, Arsyilla was precisely scratching her face at the chest of the Aksara, and her hands were encircling the waist of the Aksara. He came back crying on the chest of the field belonging to Aksara.
As if gasping, shocked, and happy into one, Aksara gently rubbed the top of Arsyilla's head up to her shoulder. Up and down movements filled with gentleness, even Aksara several times anchored his lips on the top of Arsyilla's head. A kiss that hopes to calm Arsyilla and a sign that she is so loving and loving the woman who is crying on her chest.