
POV Mahe
Why should he come back, I'm happy with my life and my family, maybe the first love is hard to forget, but not with me, I felt pain and disappointment in my first love, disappearing without any news, making me fall awake, in order to stand up and get back up.
..."Can we meet, please (Kirana) (9.30) "...
I don't know what to pay back, I don't want to hurt my wife and kids, I've had enough to hurt Nindy, because there's a Diffa in our household, even though it ends happily, and finally Diffa died we were all pseudo.
"i can't, I'm married and don't want to hurt my wife and children" (10.15) Mahe replied.
avoidance is better, so that we can forget and make peace with the past.
"*I just want to explain, why I left, that's it"(10.20)
"i won't disturb your household and your family"(10.22*)
maybe true, I should meet, and it's my question why he went, went far away.
but how if my wife finds out, I meet another woman who was once in my heart, even I find it very difficult to forget her, before I find my wife Nindy.
"well, where?"(11.30)
"In the cafe in front of your office, I've been here since" (11.32)
Without retaliating, I immediately slid into the cafe in front of my office to meet with him, there was no mistake, only once and will not meet again, yes just this once, just this once, and forget all about it.
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The caffe
Mahe goes into the cafe and circulates her gaze, to find someone she wants to meet, when her gaze stops at the corner of the table, she sees a girl she once loved very much, and hoping to be his life companion, Mahe works half-dead in order to equal her degree to the girl's family, having successfully achieved it, but the girl never returns, when there was already someone precious in his life, why did he come back, why.
Mahe walked haughtily, towards the girl, with her cold expression, while the girl, stood up and smiled sweetly at her.
"that smile, that smile a few years ago, that smile that I miss so much, why did he show me, what's wrong with me, why is my heart beating so hard?, no, this is not okay" mahe's mind shook her head slowly, in order to dispel this false feeling.
"someone I've always longed for, is now in front of me, that handsome face, I really want to hug her tightly, and say I love you, and I miss you, but, but, but she already belongs to another woman" Kirana said
"A what's up, Mahendra" asked Kirana at the time when Mahe was already in front of him, and wanted to shake his hand, but Mahe just kept quiet and immediately sat down on his chair.
"What do you want to say, quickly, I don't have much time" Mahe said, turning over the question Kirana gave.
"yes, what do you want to drink?" kirana asked, Kirana hopes Mahe will drink with her like she used to.
"just say, I don't want to drink anything" said Mahe cynically.
"Mahendra, maav I, I left you with no news, all my fathers sent me abroad to school there, because I know, we're close and we're dating, dad is angry with me, because we are dating, maav said our father is not equal" Kirana said with tears, because his father was the one who separated her from Mahe.
Mahe was surprised, with Kirana's words, her heart was so sick at Kirana's explanation, and seeing Kirana cry, Mahe's heart weakened, and slightly warmed up, involuntarily, Mahe grasped Kirana's hand and spontaneously wiped Kirana's tears.
"maav kan me, maav Mahendra, all is not my desire, but.." increasingly shed tears Kirana.
"ssttt, don't go on, I understand now" said Mahe, cutting off Kirana's words, and Mahe's hand stroking Kirana's beautiful hair and long, her heart felt comfortable when stroking this hair.
As Mahe forgets Nindy, the strange feeling she thinks, the long-lost feeling returns.
"Mahendra, do you want to save me?"
"Hem, yes, I want you, because it's not your desire" with a warm tone
"thank you, thank you Mahendera, I'm happy to get maav from you, can we be friends now?" Kirana hopes to be close to Mahe again, as Mahe is also Kirana's first love.
"yes, we can be friends now, but no more, because I already have a family that I love and love very much" Mahe said firmly, so that Kirana does not expect more.
"smile it again" Mahe's inner weakness saw Kirana's smile.
"ah yes, well, I have to go to the office, because a lot of work is waiting" said Mahe and stood up to go from where she died.
Unexpected by Mahe, Kirana immediately hugged Mahe tightly.
"i miss you, miss Mahendra very much" while hugging Mahe and saying the word that was indeed from earlier he wanted to say right.
Mahe who was shocked at Kirana's actions, instantly came to her senses, and Mahe released Kirana's embrace from her body.
"maav Kirana, don't be like this, I'm a man who already has a family, I don't want there to be a misunderstanding between me and my wife, thanks for you missing me, but maav I can't repay him, maav kan me" said Mahe at length gently and left Kirana alone.
"i'm happy, seeing that you're happy, Mahendra, but I still love you" Kirana said.
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It had been a week, since Kirana met Mahe, the desire to have grew back, selfish was he, not Mahe only had him, no one should have him, whoever it was.
"good work, this is a bonus for you" Kirana said to someone in front of her, and handed over the money she had promised, after seeing very satisfactory results.
"thank you boss, if there's any more work, just call me" she said, accepting the money Kirana gave her.
"okay, I go first" Kirana said and left the man.
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Nindy feels perfect being a mother, two handsome and beautiful children.
"imaxed Diffa, you gave me a very beautiful and smart child" Nindy said as she looked at Diffa's photo on display in the living room, without feeling her tears wet her cheeks, in memory of Diffa, who from the beginning met up to become his honey and turned into a friend, and brother.
"Why so fast Diff, you're dead, I miss you so much" the more I remember, the sob.
Nindy was surprised there was a hand coiled in her stomach, a second later Nindy realized that it was her husband.
"honey, you miss her?" said Mahe softly, fan turned Nindy's body to face her, wiping away her tears.
"mas, I miss Diffa" Nindy said, hugging Mahe tightly.
"honey, mas also miss the same Diffa, his spoiled kangen, kangen kalua again kidding with you, but we have to be sincere, baby" said Mahe softly, while also reminiscing about his togetherness with Diffa.
"iya mas, I was fortunate in his trust, to take care of Raisya mas"
"Yes dear, Raisya your child, Diffa believes you can take care, raise and give love and affection for her, taught Raisya to have a soft heart like you"
"well, thank you, I also believe, Raisya for my care and I raise it"
" yes, dear"
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