Hijrah the Rebel Girl
Conscious

Does anyone wait to see their parents? aaaaa same qkwkwk.. But I you made habib niesel first let it taste good... Itung let it realize wkwkwkwkw.

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Not if you think Miss does not love Habib. You know what it feels like when you have given the trust to keep what you give but someone is negligent and ignore what we give it like there is no price? You know what it's like when the stuff you gave me was scratched here and there and broken? Even smashed to pieces?

Padahals a person you trust has given you a promise and also a hope for you to take care of all that you entrust or give? getting sick? Oh of course. Miss is not a God or an angel.not-no.nya Miss entering the God in this reformer, this is just a sign word brought by Miss.

Longing only to feel his heart sliced, the more people hurt him then he believes then he is stronger facing his life ahead.

No..!! don't you think the more tests that Missing can make her life even more miserable and live in the recesses of despair.. the bigger the test he gets. The stronger it is to face the life to come..

It is likened. the test he made to make a potion of life.the more bitter the pill he drank, then later when he drank a pill that is not too bitter then he will not feel anything. Maybe at first miss will spit it out, but when something has become a habit then it will be nothing..

Different from people who never get the exam. When he was given a little test then he would be the most fragile person.he felt if his life failed and also full life with sadness. Many people are now killing themselves because of a boyfriend, killing themselves because of marriage or ebagainya left. Too weak to face a world of arrows and full of mere discovery..

So for those of you who are plagued with exams and problems.. feel sick and weak as well? Then let's rise..! make it a medicine for you, a powerful medicine so that in front of you you are stronger against the world.. do not make the problems and calamities that you feel become a prolonged sadness.remember, no bent nails are hit.. up here understand, right?

Unlike the case with Habib, he saw Miss who backs him it makes him sigh and then squeeze his hair because she feels guilty.. he breathed because he did not respond and then chose to leave when he remembered that Missing would go to his house to take goods.he had to find a solution and also find a way to miss forgiving him.. until he forgets miss sick ap?

Habib was surprised to be defeated and then saw Miss again, but when he wanted to ask he remembered if Miss no longer wanted to talk to him made him stop.. he just stepped away and left the room Missing with his disheveled face..

Until he met the doctor Rey who looked at him with a sharp gaze then peeked back to him like he was examining Rundu only Turned out he eavesdropped.. But Habib doesn't care. What he cares about now is Miss. he stared at the family who looked at him sharply it.” Miss what pain? Is it all right?” Ask with fatigue.

Doctor Rey hissing made it.”Even you just asked me that?” His chuckle mocking.” Then from earlier you apologized for what Habib..!!! and now you just remember what pain misses? Crazy..!!” Doceter Rey said cynically to Habib.

It is likened to when someone is given rice and rendang to eat. But someone eats rendang at the beginning and finish it without eating rice as well. then only rice left? I don't think so. Will someone be full? Hahaha.. I think also not.. even eneg and also nausea right? Maybe there is even spiciness and vomiting? Yes because actually the staple food is rice not rendang..

Yes. the time of the staple food is forgotten. padahalkan Rendang there is only a complement so that the rice there is a taste. so that the staple food and also the filling food can enter the stomach with a good taste.. that's the way Habib is today, he devoured things that he should not have..

Habib was stunned because it was wrong, he looked at doctor Rey with a look of hate and also flat.. “I Ask Miss what pain and how it is? Don't want to ask for your insults.just answer it hard huh? Will I pay for this hospital?!!” Habib said with pride.

Doctor Rey lift the corner of her lips “ You Just ask with Miss.. not Ask us.!!”It wasn't Rey who answered but Rey's mother when Rey would answer.” And you don't have to pay for my daughter-in-law's treatment money. And my family is still very able to pay for this hospital.”He answered again without telling if this hospital had him and his family, because he was not a person who would boast before someone made him have to do the disgraceful thing.

“Ayo Rey we just go home. let's miss a break here.. You have to take a shower and also pray right? Day already magrib loh.. time want to pray the same dirty clothes like gini? Later if you have, just here again.”Rey's mother said cutting off the answer from the habib who just spoke up.

Doctor Rey looked at her mother with a glare and said.”Then if Rey misses back how do you? Let Rey pray mushola in the hospital. Mother same others just go home first nothing kok.”Rey answered with ease.

“Let me take care of it is okay.”Habib cut off their conversation with a convincing look despite the bruised face here and there because it was slapped by Yohan and her father Rey..

Rey's father looked at him Habib then looked at Rey.” Let me take care of him.You go home with your mother and your brother, let me not pray.you need to clean up facing Robmu.. you must be wearing your best suit, right? And dressed very neatly? Or meet someone you love and care about? Will definitely wear your best clothes and wear fragrant fragrances so that someone you like does not turn away and someone important it will be interested in you?”

His thoughts about the world were also very broad, and that was also his point of view and until now had not been able to find his true identity.. there are many things that he asked on this earth as in the book God Allow Me to be Bela** and so on. All of them make him look at all religions and say if all religions are true. But is there the truest, not the truest?

Rey looked at her father with an unreadable look then nodded.”Well well well. please take care in Miss ya. later Isnyallah Rey will come again after Isya because it will be responsibility after magrib kan.. “His teaching made his father nod and pat his son on the shoulder..

“It's already that we go home.. Dad is fine here.”Rey then crucified his father's hand and kissed him making the scene look very pleasing to the eye.This is not the first time Rey did to both parents and even her brother. But it still brings a warm feeling in the presence of Rey's father. He felt his chest still struggling with the pleasure of getting a child who was so polite and well mannered.

Fey who saw his sister was so polite and polite sometimes embarrassed to make him follow his sister like now. “Fey also said Yes Well. bay.”.He then crucified his father's hand and kissed his father's hand and cheek..

His mother Rey did not want to lose and greeted his father as well and said.”We go home.. Bay. keep Missing from the man yes.”ujarnn then mengadap habib like want to skin Habib who had been sculpting because it was not considered. He was like a statue there stupidly did not go to make the family snort as well as made.

Rey's father was so happy when his son and wife were so respectful to him.he nodded and looked forward, where Rey embraced his mother and Fey who held her mother's hand. If only he had not been too crazy about money and wealth.he would have been happy? The cake has been explained yes dibab before.after Rey's father left Habib there and went into the room longing to sleep dishofa only. He's been pretty tired all day. Besides in the room Rindu there is a shofa and limiter with curtains for his patients..

Habib there made him look at the family nanar who did not hear it at all and considered it. he sighed then towards the administration room and also the doctor room Missing. but the fact that the condition and disease of the patient was very closely closed by the hospital because Rey's doctor told and also told. Be Habib doesn't find anything making his head hurt right now..

Habib needs to refresh or sleep? Refreshing it must be dicLub if it is dizzy like this, but he is not in need of it. he sighed then remembering the word Rey's father had about praying made him stunned.. it is true when confronting a creator we should look beautiful and also clean..and then he stared at this dryness?

And all this time ? has he been too self-deprecating all along? does he make himself too far from God until he remembers the word Miss if all he does is actually not just for their relationship. But because of his obligation to make him stare nanar into the street.”I have to what?” Ask nanar.

It is like a ship traveling without direction whereas it is its execution. He was his guide and also his captain. How can a captain not have a map to get to a place he's seven?

Habib took a dry saliva and looked at the road, he chose to walk without direction because he was not willing to ride his car.. earlier when he came here he brought Gevan's car and it turns out Gevan did not fill his license to make the car stay in the hospital. He also had no intention of contacting his family or even Philos. It takes the cold of the night to warm the lake..

Until he looked at the mosque in front of him.The mosque is very beautiful and also large makes him stare at him. He messed up makes him hesitate to enter. he hesitated to meet Robnya. but he was surprised to be shoulder patted someone and he looked sideways.” Ayok enter.. soon the show will start loh.. ayok..!”He said with a smile there.

Habib looked at the figure in wonder. The figure of none other than Ustadzt Fatih makes him stunned and Ustadzt Fatih scratched his ear.” You remember me, right? I am Fatih and soon Kyai Abu will be interested... You do not want to go in? Pretty dapet spiritual flush as well as geratis food.”Her guy with her sweet smile.

Habib looked at himself and then looked at Fatih again with his joints,”But I'm stinky and haven't had a shower.”His words were honest and innocent and then said again.”Later God will not accept me if this is so.” Later when he remembered his father Rey's words were plain.

Fatioh chuckles on making it.”Ehhh you think Tuihan is as bad as what?” The question made Habib stunned.”When you want to bring it and be angled to it then God will hold you tight and smile gently.he misses every one of his people.he does not distinguish anyone through his appearance.but through his intentions Habib,.”.His words made Habib silent.” When you come to your Lord with clean clothes and fragrant because you feel your God is valuable then you will get a reward.after all clean and fragrant it is sunnah is not it?” Ask to make habib glorify.

“but when a servant comes in his tangled clothes, has not yet taken a bath and also bauk. aangat urgently or in need of his worship in his arms he will not be angry.then you he cleansed with the pleasure of faith and tranquility.all depends on intention.but it is good for you to be clean and fragrant. because to meet humans alone we are always dressed neatly and fragrant. Time facing the creator alone kucel and also dirty. time with your God opposite.”.Told with the ruckus

“So?” Habib asked innocently again there to Fatih who told him there. He knows and understands. Yet he is a fool in religion and understanding turns out.

Faith sighed.”You take ablution first in the bathroom, then wash your hands, face and feet so that you are clean and fresher.. the engak time come? Loss of tau ngak. Want you clean want you not it depends on your intentions. If your intention is to’allah then return it to Allah.. “Javabnya.

“Mari tad.. sebntar again the show wants to start..!!” That call from inside the mosque made Fatih there stunned and stared ahead.there the fathers wore sarongs and peci made him pat his head.

“Asstaghfirullah I forgot hehe. End of keasikan talk to Mr. Habib this.”He said with a thorny look at Habib.”Yes I have been first yes.. I am waiting for you inside.”.Continue patting Habib's shoulder and enter calmly without reminding Habib behind him again. Now his duty is to give a reflection..