Hijrah the Rebel Girl
The dreams?

...I am a disgrace...! But when you insult me, then you're more despicable than me. .. NVT31...

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After the incident Miss went into her own room to calm herself. He knew that if the Abby was not angry, for example he was not beaten, he knew that his ashes were hiding something and was sure that his choice of abb was the best.. He knows about it.. Everyone can say that his abb is evil and has faith in his own son, but in his heart he is not.. He knew his brother loved him more than his own life.

“You see now. Later if already maggrib brother call to pray and eat. brother knows you are tired.”.Said Rashid with Miss there stroking the head Miss dear, he smiled sincerely there.”And abbi problem do not think about it, do you know how abbi.”Said to Mute miss fearing his sister thought.

Longing to nod stiffly there to his brother, his eyes are swollen now and somewhere it hurts his lungs, he said,. Can usually he can cry without lung pain.” Yes bang.. Missed a break first yes.”Jawan Rindu made Rashid nod. "Thank you bang.. " Next sincere.

Rashid looked at Miss with sadness and then came out of that room.”Later if you need anything call meja, brother in the room kok not where.’'Ujat Rashid before covering the door of Miss, but he gave a sign of spirit first for his sister.

While Miss stared at her room, which turned out to be the same room, remained the same as the previous one. Right no? Abby loves him and misses him? “Hiks... Abii.” He murmured with flowing tears.

He approached his mattress which was still very clean there a sign that it was always cleaned, then his eyes looked at the bookshelf which was even bigger than the closet there. “Heheh.”He chuckled and laughed happily.. He could not say he saw it. It used to be only half filled because Miss did not have much money to buy many books.

Miss approaching kelemari book that has been fully filled there. and there is writing abbinya written arab that with the writing.” For Rinduku.. hopefully be a child shaliha continue yes son.”That is what it means. Abbiinya know Miss likes books, abinya know miss book lovers.

Miss there see there is another paper that reads Arabic sentences that are none other than Abinya's handwriting. “Stay a rebel yes son.. so that someday you can lead yourself, not others.!!” He misses the chuckle he makes when he hugs the writing.

Somehow his abbi wrote it, maybe it was for him later when he came home, but in fact he had come home to make him able to read all the writing. Abbi Rindu is indeed good at arabic hurup and bald hurup. And miss learning everything. Even Missing father can also wear Manarin language.

Missing's hands stretched out against the glass there and wiped her tears. He did not understand why his father filled the closet. There are a lot of books that I miss. Did Rashid buy it? He thought not, because Raysid preferred to study four books to study, not books of activists, thought, philosophy and history. His brother was even sick of seeing books like this. He said it's hard to live if all you have to think about.

This must be his father, right? Longing to wipe away his tears saw the book entitled’The Story Of Java’ Book which even cost up to one million five hundred thousand rupiah, and this is original.. He used to borrow his friend's book to read it because he could not afford it, and now it makes him chuckle sad and happy.

Then his eyes went through another book, a novel he liked. Gendre islamic and ktitis mindset and so on. It can be said if the books are able to make others lost if they are not able to study and examine it, but are able to make the brain of others walk stronger and more wide open.

Miss biting her lower lip saw everything there.dozens of new books that she liked were there, ranging from novels and so on. Until the fact that a woman makes her bite her own finger in disbelief.” Abbi better miss? But why does abbi make Miss kayak gini? Miss tau abbi who knows better miss bi.”Said Miss then sat in a chair where she likes to read ordinary books..

Then he opened his veil showing his almost swollen face and then rubbed his nose.he opened his closet and again surprised. if it was filled with gamis-gamis there and pants culot, no longer have her torn jeans torn, no more all the permak knick like men there.all beautiful and also covered, the main thing is loose to make Miss bite her lower lip. He did not think that his father was given all this but he was not allowed back by his brother. he did not understand and he could not think realistically.. Honestly, he can't guess at the moment.

He went to his suitcase there and took minerals there to drink, he needed medicine and to eat. He has not eaten since, he must understand his health at this time. There he had also prepared bread and some food that he had to eat, then drank his pill, he could not think he was misty and grieving like this, he had to clear his brain, he had to clean his mind, he could not think he was misty and grieve like this, for him to think he is sad is the same as lying, right?

After all, he felt sleepy, the effects of crying and taking medicine were united to make him climb the mattress is quite soft, but not as plump as his room at home Habib, but this is the most comfortable place for him.. he fell asleep without a blanket because he was still wearing his black robe.

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On the other hand there is a middle-aged lung figure that touches the photo in his room which is none other than the photo of Missing himself, which is, his cheeks were wet there because he saw the sculpture where Rindu smiled cheerfully showing off his medal and trophy he got the taekwondo champion.. maybe his age has entered twelve years there but has been wearing hijab without being ordered at all by him.” Sorry abbi uya Rin.”His gumamm over there rubbed Miss's cheek there.

He smiled grimly over there menggusapnya it, “Abi evil huh? But abbi does not want you to get more painful things than this Miss. abbi is very fond of you being a rebellious girl. Because abbi does want you to be a rebel, not just a submissive girl.”.He rubbed the miss.

“Abbi very dear same Miss.. Abi kangen aduh Fighting Sama Rindu.”Mumbles honestly.” But more abbi do not want to miss going, and abbi do not want to hate abbi.” His word.

“ Servant educates her in a way that is too hard servant because he wants to shape her character to become a strong woman and even make her a rebellious woman though, so that later he is not fooled and can determine his own choice even though the world itself hates him. So that someday he is not the same as his mother.he is indeed a woman but he deserves to be the leader of himself in the future.,.”.His murmur wiped his tears.

“And the servants are not ready for everything.. Let the servant Seem to be a cruel father, let it be. For the sake of the future Long can still smile and enjoy his character. “His mummy hurts and then rubs his cheek.”Servant is not ready to see him cry hearing all the reality that he should not have heard.”His murmur shook there.

Until he hugged the photo of Miss, his dear child, the child who was as close as he hit, he was angry. He picked her up at school just because she came home more than 5 pm, a child who always taught her discipline and taught her hard to teach her which is mandatory and which is not, he said, which should be preferred and which should not be.

Everything he does is not like other people think, he educates Miss not to go out at night because of what? Because he doesn't want to miss anything. It is true that all is freedom, but for Abbi Miss, evil comes mostly because there is an opportunity.. He punishes Miss writing with much so that Missing deterrent. And the last one.. He hugged Miss when he should hit and when not..

Everyone thinks he's evil, everyone thinks he's cruel, but look at him now.. Longing to be a strong girl, even several times he was dropped by opponents and several times wanted to be raped, but how Missing responded? He loudly said that he prefers to break up and die as long as his pride remains awake. Whose upbringing was that? Abby..!! where Miss almost a few times killed but Miss is able to fight calmly..Who is upbringing?abbinya...!

Where when Miss chose an option for him, is Miss the same as other vnaita? Who always chooses what he thinks just according to him without thinking about the length of the breadth? No. gabe.. Longing always examines which is good and which is bad, which should take precedence and which is not. Misses understanding because he has been educated to choose which one he should achieve because every choice he chooses will have risks? It was the upbringing of Abbi Miss....!

Abi Abi. adam are all aabiii....!

The second of the clock continued to run in unison with Miss who was still exhausted in her dream, and coincided with her feeling her head was gently stroked making her eyes heavy to see who the culprit was., due to exhaustion he still continued his sleep with a slight peek behind his eyes. Was Rashid? Apparently not, it was his ashes that stunned him. What's his ashes doing stroking his head like that?

There was Abbi Missing, already from earlier he saw Miss sleep was all busy people. Rashid is busy helping her uminya clean up the house and Uminya cook for dinner. Where's Caca? He played since earlier made his abb there can visit Rindu as he pleases.

Abbi Rindu sat on the edge of the mattress by staring at the closet Missing. “That's a book abi buy because know you are a hard thinker Miss..you want to be smart and also strong.”Said the story,” Look, there are books of activists, racists, biographies to kenovel and abbi martial techniques buy for you, hopefully you like ya.”He murmured, he did not know if he missed hearing his words.

Then his eyes looked at the other closet.”Abi also buy a robe for you because abi wants you to be a sholeha woman. women are not enough to rely on science alone if the obligations alone can not be obeyed.. and how happy abi to see you've covered yourself wearing Niqob Rindu..it is the best gift for abbi when you come home.” He muttered with his tears.

A miss? He was half-conscious half-conscious there, he did not see too much because still in the dream made Abi Rindu rubbed his cheek dear son and muttered.” You are abbi's daughter and will remain abi's daughter no matter how she is in the future. inget yes.!” His words showed a sharp nose miss.”Uh you're still tidutrr ya hehe.”Mumbled chuckling.

Abi Rindu looked at the face of Miss who was now starting to thin it made him frown.” You're very thin right now... is there you rarely eat? Are you suffering out there?” Ask then shake.” But abbi is sure, with your cleverness, with your strength and with the provisions that abbi love so far for you will not make you abandoned out there.. “The goal is to chuckle, he believes if someone has skills and intelligence, intelligence then he will still be able to try and fight.

Abbinya Rindu sighed for a while there and then approached her lips on the back of her head Miss dear, kissed her long there.” Forgive your dear abbi, dear abbi you are, but sorry if someday there will be a deeper disappointment for you to hear, but one thing you must believe.. if abbi loves you more than his own life.abbi loves you very much.. Cupp..” He murmured there and rubbed his wet cheek and dropped the clear liquid on the cheek of Miss.

He sighed then got up, he looked at Miss for a moment then kissed right and left cheeks Missed for a moment then he left,, he left the room Missing by covering the door of the room Missing gently so as not to make a sound.

“Rindu also dear abbi.”Mumbled Miss misses his sleep because he felt it was just a dream, he smiled at his beautiful dream that he did not want to miss it until the beat in his room was spreading his beautiful dreams.

“Rindu wake..!! soon we pray magrib loh... “The Shouting Rashid outside makes Miss wake up from her sleep and prank,”Iya.”Missing murmured made the commotion stop. Longing to sigh he was aware of what he had experienced earlier a dream, he hoped that the dream would not end but Rashid disbanded everything to make him mendenngus.

He rubbed his eyes and cheeks.

Wet? how can? Then he stared at his wet finger that made him stunned?” Was I crying, was I dreaming? But are only the cheeks wet? Was abbi really here? He didn't understand there.

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... Anyone think his ashes miss evil? average do all think so? only It's okay.. Because it is human nature that always sees the bad side and discards the good side...!...