Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child
Panic Joints

“When you go home, Mas! Sorry!” said Nila briefly while carrying her bag. 

In front of Orange and Nila, Rendi froze, her heart pounding on Orange still exists even though now it cannot be read where it goes. 

Nila who was talking in the dining room heard the word, yes there came home, feeling got a ticket escaped from the sin of leaving the house. Even so, in her step Nila still swallowed the pain, Nila still hoped that Rendi pursue her forbid her to go home or affirm, I do not want to divorce or apologize, or explain why Rendi claimed to be single. 

Unfortunately when Nila walked Rendi instead stood still not asking or preventing at all. 

While the orange who from the beginning resisted the barrage and could not wait to bring Nila home. 

“Street, Mbak!” jangga said to the driver after they both got into the car.  

Nila kept her head down in silence. 

Orange then turned to smile and clasped his sister's hand. 

“Thank you face, Nila!” soft Orange. 

“Iya Brother!” nila answered. 

The orange hand that was above the gaze of Nila's hand now switched to cupping the face of Nila's sweet ayu, looked at by her beautiful sister.

“Did he hurt you? What'd he do to you? He hit you? Repeating you?” ask Orange to care. 

Nila shook her head. 

“Don't lie to Brother, Nila. Say it! Brother is always there for you!” 

“No, Nila is fine!” answer Nila. 

Nila still always held firm, to keep the disgrace of Rendi, she was not too open in plain terms what she experienced. 

“Listen Nila, you don't have to always be okay. You have the right to complain and express what you feel. Blessed Baba must not always obey all Baba's will! You are now in adulthood, don't you?” ask Orange again. 

“Nila knows Kak!” answer Nila. 

Nila will marry Rendi in addition to wanting to be happy Baba, used to think and see Rendi so perfect. Silent – silent Nila who just entered adolescence, in the frame of her calm heart put awe on Rendi. 

“Now it's not too late, I heard during your stay at Pesantren?” ask Orange to make sure. 

“Iya Brother!” 

“Rendi hasn't touched you yet right?” ask Orange again. 

Nila swallowed her saliva asked about what her household was like and how it related to Rendi, there was a sense of shame. Nila and Rendi are husband and wife but feel strange and do not know each other. Nila only occupies Rendi's room and hangs out with her family. Nila hesitated to tell a story, but her brother Jingga. 

“Not Kak,” replied Nila lowered her head. “Mas Rendi kept her promise not to touch me,”

“Huft Thank goodness. As long as you are not married in the administration of the country and the divorce is not complicated, if he does hurt you, tell Baba!” jingga said he still wanted his sister to be free from Rendi. 

Hearing Orange Nila's advice immediately rounded her eyes and shook her head. 

“No Brother, don't!” nila said quickly. 

The orange is getting worse. 

“Why again Nila. You asked to pick Kaka up, he must have hurt you, right? Your eyes are also covered in stories so same Brother. You are divorced!” jingga memgebu. 

Nila was actually ready with all that, but from then on Rendi's answer was floating. When confirmed the answer is not firm between berkilah or really divorce. 

“Hhh...,” Orange also sighed in anxiety. “He doesn't admit you! He must have hurt you, and now you go home he is silent too, right? Forget about him. Tomorrow we start the selection list of PTN, you can continue to college and take the majors you like. You will meet the man of your choice!” answer the orange again. 

“But Mas Rendi has not yet declared and agreed to want or want to divorce me. He hasn't explained why he lied to his friends!” answer Nila again. 

“Ya keeps what else she expected!?” ask the gaunty orange. 

Nila then smiled at the orange. 

“Give Mas Rendi and Nila time Kak, Nila want to see how serious Mas Rendi is, does he really want to end it all? Is he going to apologize and pick up Nila or really end it. If indeed 3 days he still has no news, Nila will return to discuss it. And Nila wanted Mas Rendi to tell Baba, himself, he was a man. Nila did not want to origin complain and make Baba shocked,” 

“Let Nila clear her mind. Nila just came home, Nila is still tired, sister, Nila needs time and consider everything, Nila Kangen Buna and sisters. Please don't make the house sad first Brother!” said Nila turned out to still think about the impact if she told her sadness.

The orange is still listening and listening. 

“Jujur Nila love Mas Rendi Kak, Mas Rendi family very good to Nila. We can't solve it with emotion. Let Mas Rendi and Nila equally think!” nila said calmly again. 

Orange was silent, yes Nila had just traveled a long way, should now they let go of longing warmly. Unfortunately even met with this annoying situation. 

“Maafin Kaka!” jingga said softly while smiling and hugging Nila. “Kakak Just want you to be happy Nila, Brother does not want your life destroyed!” whispered Orange while stroking Nila's shoulder. 

“Nila sister, Sister. Nila will stand tall. If Mas Rendi is indeed responsible, he should feel obligated to settle with Baba or apologize to me!” said Nila again reassuring to Orange. 

This time Jingga nodded, Nila was always more mature in dealing with problems unlike Orange who was accustomed to her desire to take precedence also spoiled her husband. 

“Tell Baba and Buna if we meet earlier Brother. Tell me that Mas Rendi tomorrow there is an event for Nila to join Brother!” nila again asked that Jingga cover up her disgrace. 

Orange swallowed his itchy saliva wanted to refuse, but if you think about it, Orange is not willing, once you get home, Buna became sad, then Baba and her two younger brothers immediately emotions

“Okay. Buna, Ikun and Amer miss you!” said Orange smile. They also immediately went home. 

**** 

While Rendi sat down swallowing thinking in front of the television. 

“Why am I so powerless to face Orange and Nila. Repot once married a small child,” muttered Rendi still did not understand why her heart felt uncomfortable. 

“Did you, Oma get sick from hearing my conversation? I have absolutely no intention of divorcing Nila, which is true, I admit I married a son graduating Junior High to my friends, am I ashamed? Is that a baper?” muttered Rendi again felt she was right. 

“I'm not wrong. Nila and Orange are childish and crybaby, so go home?” muttered Rendi again. 

“Haduh... but how do you say Baba Ardi?” muttered Rendi again. 

Rendi rubbed her neck suddenly in panic. Since Rendi had not held the phone because she was asleep, Rendi then checked her phone. 

Apparently Ummi called him dozens of times asking to be picked up, Ummi's car broke down. Rendi immediately called back. 

“Assalama... Mi!” said Rendi.

“Waalaikum greetings, how to lift anyway?” ask Ummi

“Ummii.. sorry Rendi overslept, where is Ummi? How's car? Really huh? Jenny's there!” rendi said in panic. 

“Ummi already in front of your house, this is a taxi ride!” ummi answered back to Rendi's house in a taxi. 

At that instant, Rendi shook her head and wavered. 

“Ware, I answer what, if you ask Nila where?” gumam Rendi.