Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child
Hanan Prayer

When hope soars, also love thrives and blossoms, but in an instant broken into reality that can not be changed, so inevitably, asa must hempas, even the stairs taken by force, so that, so the fall slammed fast and the pain many times over.

Hanan is very sick, it feels betrayed, it feels lied to, his heart crumpled. Hanan wanted to be angry but at whom. Hanan wanted to yell not to accept but he also never had Nila.

Until he can only vent the crumbling of the heart through tears and determination to not want to deal anything with Nila.

But the business relationship, as a senior and junior with Ikun is still intertwined. Inevitably Hanan was still connected to Nila. Ikun also explained the truth, so inevitably, Hanan had to bandage all his wounds with a blanket of maturity.

His anger faded when his sense of faith came again. It's a matter of destiny. The pain he had to face.

Hanan comes to Nila's house at Ikun's invitation.

“Bang Hanan!” pekik Nila was shocked.

“Hai...” Hanan replied stiffly, even his smile was very sour, Hanan nodded forcefully greeting Nila.

Nila's heart felt very uncomfortable, even why Nila felt Hanan changed, Hanan so impressed stiff. He was very friendly and kind to Nila. Nila who felt, considered Hanan as a friend so confused. Nila did not feel hurt or lied to Hanan, but why Hanan changed drastically. Nila was confused to talk or what.

“Emm... Bang Hanan want to see Kak Ikun? Or...,” asks Nila stammered.

“Ngak!” hanan answered quickly even though his face looked nervous.

Nila also immediately swallowed her saliva uncomfortable, if not meeting Ikun means meeting him.

“Oh, continue?” ask Nila again.

“Can we talk to you for a minute? Your husband can't we talk for a minute? Ehm...” said Hanan very polite and now really understand, he has a limit and a fortress to be guarded.

Nila slightly lowered her head, so feeling guilty had already kept her status a secret to Hanan.

“This, Mas Rendi again call, Bang Hanan sit first, a minute ya!” nila replied again increasingly asserted that Nila's husband was Mr. Rendi. Nila came out to pick up Rendi's phone.

Hanan also gulped his saliva to look at Nila sayu, his heart was broken, but he continued to strengthen with faith. The intention he came was to gallantly want to give congratulations and gifts and prayers as an expression of his true love for Nila.

Nila smiled grinning, appreciating her guests to wait, for a moment, Hanan nodded to sit on the terrace bench of Nila's house. The atmosphere in the courtyard was indeed a lot of decor but a bit far from where they were.

Nila seemed to pull over under the ornamental tree Buna which was formed beautifully, Hanan could not turn his head or look at it. Nila looked blushed and sweet once even though she only spoke to a small object in her grasp. For some reason, Nila's smile was like a sharp expression that sliced her heart when seen.

Hanan knows Nila is chatting with her sin, which turns out to be her husband, an unlikely rival Hanan can beat. Hanan also chose to see the flowers of the leaves of aglonema Buna Alya which was deliberately displayed in front of the house. It all quite helped neutralize his heart to strengthen Hanan to prepare the words.

“Sorry for a long time,” said Nila suddenly.

It seemed that Hanan had just breathed lightly reducing the pain and tightness, her brain was covered by the butterflies flying over the leaves, Nila had already returned to greet nearby. Hanan forced himself to smile.

“No, we're done calling?” ask Hanan.

“Udah, Bang Hanan, Nila want to min” said Nila wanted to talk but was cut because Hanan also immediately lifted the car.

“Nila congratulations yes!” hanan quickly cut off Nila's words.

“Ehm...,” dehem Nila is uncomfortable ucspanya truncated, “Iya! Thanks Bang!” connect Nila so undo the intention of Nila's speech earlier.

“Kak Ikun told me everything. Before the lecture list, it turns out you are the same Mr Rendi? But you guys don't seem to know each other, do you?” ask Hanan again.

Nila nodded her grinning, a little embarrassed that she was on campus never looking forward to it except today.

“Iya, but..”

“Why not tell?” hanan asked with a disappointed look at Nila.

Nila sighed and raised her face looking at Hanan. Nila knows Nila is wrong, but that's the problem because Nila also feels the relationship with Rendi is almost over.

“At least others will not misunderstand, and not hurt others!” hannan again.

“Hoh, hurt?” peekik Nila spontaneously, Nila did not feel hurt anyone.

“Ehm...,” dehem Hanan again.

“Yes. That is to say. No one else knows that you are husband and wife, but there are many laws that apply to you! You live in the same place, whereas you are husband and wife but no one knows!” hanan continued a little emotion and made Nila quietly bowed.

But a split second, Hanan also immediately wavered because Nila was silent and the atmosphere became silent.

“Ehm...,” dehem Hanan fishing.

“How do I explain that no one asks, right Kak?” replied Nila innocently defending herself.

“Sorry..” Hanan said again, embarrassed if he was found out he was heartbroken. Mean Hanan. Hanan wanted to say, if you know from the beginning, Hanan did not expect, but Hanan was embarrassed.

“Nila who apologizes, Nila reckon Nila never hurt anyone, or intend to hurt anyone. But Bang Hanan said it. In order not to misunderstand, we must tell about our relationship, but we do not intend not to tell, our relationship is not yet time to be told to others yesterday, but we do not know, there are many things we cannot share. But we will tell you later!” answer Nila Length times width times height explain.

Hanan became even more stuck, yes indeed no one asked about the relationship of Rendi and Nila, they just never got together and behaved like they did not know each other.

“I just reminded you! Maybe someone approached Mr. Rendi or kept a taste of you. Other people know the place!” hannan added an alibi.

“Thank you, already reminded! Insya Alloh we will tell you soon!” replied Nila gulped her saliva, accepting Hanan's suggestion.

“This, I want to love this, accepted yes. Congratuations. May you be happy to be a happy family and warohmah!” hanan said with his brave attitude, he quickly thrust out a small parcel, but a little rough, so Nila felt yelled at. Nila was confused.

“Hopefully the show is lancer yes. Excuse me!” continue Hanan again while rushing to his feet.

Nila became excited, Hanan like a child who was sulking.

“Bang Hanan, want to go home?” tanya Nila slowly made sure.

“Iya!” answer Hanan stood up.

“Examination show in a moment, don't join njai?” ask Nila again.

Unfortunately Hanan looked tightened up the bag.

“I have an event,” replied Hanan briefly.

“Oh... Did you know Baba Buna? Brother Ikun just got home again!” call Nila again.

“Salam aja.” Hanan replied while reaching into his pocket. “Oh yes, titip kak Ikun. I'm backing down, I'm not going into Kak Ikun's business! I want to focus on college!” hanan handed me a flash.

Nila also glared, and gasped while accepting. “Retreat?” tanya Nila made sure.

“I'm home yes. Assalamu’alaikum!” hanan said quickly.

“Wa..walaikum greetings!” answered Nila stammered, astonished by himself, Hanan was very hurried to go home.

While holding the flash disk Nila was just dumbfounded to see Hanan go.

"What did Mas Rendi say seemed to be true? He was excited to go to college yesterday while on business. How many days have you been back? Yep. Allusion. Why do I feel so guilty? Is he falling for me?" nila could now guess.

Not long after, passing by Hanan, Baba's guest car seemed to come. Nila so immediately opened the flash disk and prepared to receive a guest of study.

Not long after Nila's guests came, Nila was warm-hearted and let her guests in, so that Nila was preoccupied with the family until the lecture began and finished.