Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child
Move On

Time passed and night drowned Nila in her sleep. Even so, the educated Nila to wake up the night, woke up in the final third of the night.

"Alhamdulillah?" muttered Nila woke up and her hand was outstretched turning off the alarm.

Nila immediately stepped her foot into the bathroom. Taking water for ablution, after that bermunagat meet to beg the Owner of Life and love.

"Why is it that the more I think the more weight and pain I leave them?" muttered Nila after saying a prayer.

Either because the Ummi prayer is stronger than the Baba Prayer. Or the closeness of Nila all this time. The shadow of the compactness of Ummi and Fatma while in the boarding school cooking together, living the days together are clearly imprinted in Nila's memory.

Although the divorce is a good way, and heartache because of Rendi, still if they get divorced will make a distance between them.

"Hhhh..," Nila was getting more and more agitated. The more she prays, as if and whispered, you are still Rendi's wife, fighting for the household and forgiving the husband is more important than pursuing the ego.

But on the other hand, Nila also still felt sick, even all her family who supported Nila separated.

Not strong enough to hold back agitated, Nila also walked out of the room to the kitchen to fetch water. Arriving in the kitchen after pouring water into the glass, Nila immediately sipped it.

"Nila..," call Buna disperse the reverie of Nila.

"Mother?"

"Are you awake, son?" ask Buna.

Nila then smiled. "Nila just woke up Bun. Inu thirsty so grab some water!" answer Nila gently.

Buna sat down to Nila. Buna then looked around, Nila's face.

"You crying?" tanya Buna knows Nila's eyes are swollen.

"Wake up Bun!" nila replied as she swallowed her saliva and threw away her face. Nila's lying.

Buna smiled, Buna knew Nila was lying.

"Tell Buna. What are you worried about, son?" ask Buna.

"Nothing!" nila replied still trying to cover up.

"Buna sees you are distressed by this divorce. Buna and Baba are also your sisters just want you to be happy Nila. If this divorce is really making you depressed. Just say!" buna said softly.

Nila looked down, why did Buna always know what Nila was thinking.

"Nila knows Buna. Nila thank you?" answer Nila.

"Tell me how you feel!" buna said again.

Nila was still hesitating.

Nila then looked around making sure there was no baba.

"Say, Son!" buna again

"Buna.." said Nila slowly.

"Yes!"

"Before divorce? Can Nila meet with Mr. Rendi once?" tanya Nila hesitated.

Buna then smiled

"of course. That's your right!" buna replied wisely.

"But Baba will be angry!" nila replied doubtfully.

"Well, before you get divorced, you have to meet tomorrow!"

Nila also nodded.

"Yes Buna!"

"Do you still hope for him?" ask Buna again.

Nila bit her lips confused.

"The fool is you who walks, son. All decisions we leave to you. It's just that Buna and Baba don't want you to be hurt. We just want the best for you and you're happy!" buna said again.

Nila swallowed her saliva nodded.

"Nila, know Buna. Nila is grateful that Allah bestows a lot of love for Nila from Buna and Baba. Nila just wanted to talk and ask Mr. Rendi for the last time before divorcing Buna!" answer Nila

"Yes!" buna patted Nila on the shoulder.

Nila nodded, then there was the sound of the door opening from the IRT room. Buna and Nila immediately rushed to close their conversation.

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Elsewhere

"Gue has arrived at the airport!" a beautiful woman said to someone behind the phone.

"Okay.gue pick up. I set it up. Rendi is still single. Looks like he hasn't been on from you, Len!" someone who is none other than Axel.