Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child
The Way to Return.

“Hoooh....,” Nila immediately sighed and smiled slightly then turned to look at Rendi. “Astaghfirullohal’adzim..,” lirih Nila immediately turned her eyes again.

“Ehm....,” Rendi who has been walking and stepping above self-esteem, after groveling asking and even getting a short answer but the terms of the meaning of rejection immediately wave and tighten his jaw.

But it becomes a lash, for him the more he does not accept, if all is not as he wants.

“Why istighfar?” tanya Rendi briefly did not accept.

“Why? Istighfar's good, right? Isn't every time we should always be privileged and ask for forgiveness from Allah?” replied Nila gently and ngeles.

“Ehm....,” dehem Rendi was more offended, Nila's answer was not wrong, but from the mimic of Nila's face, Rendi could read Nila's istighfar brought many explanations, which Rendi wanted to hear the description from Nila.

“Yes you are right, but right now am I not asking you? Shouldn't you answer my question? Was my question wrong until you had to be privileged?” answer Rendi.

“Is there any obligation rule, Nila answered Mr Rendi's Question? Isn't willing to answer or not that my right?” nila answered more and more.

“Gleg!” rendi's emotions were more provoked, all the heartbeats that had increased, like a teenager who expressed love afraid of rejection but hoped to be accepted, now turned into a stirring, now turned into a stir, The more itchy joints even invited to argue.

Fishing lace. Why would a quiet girl who Rendi thought was weak and would pursue her love, now so annoying, might be able to classify Rendi, a soft version of naughty girl.

Rendi can only brim her own hand and get anxious, why Nila is very good at making it emotional and die of lice.

“Oke, it is your right, to answer or not, I was wrong. But I'm serious!” replied Rendi, “My question is clear right? You know what I mean?” asked Rendi instead carried away with emotion and slightly raised.

Nila also lowered her head, and nodded her head increasingly smiling, Rendi more humiliated made.

For a second, Nila raised her face and looked at Rendi.

“Before I answer, you should think again, the question Mr Rendi asked me? Is there a wrong word or not? Quickly or not, he said that to me! Then according to you, what do I have to answer?” answer Nila.

“I'm very clear, right? What's wrong Nila? Yes answer my question. I want us to refer. Do you know how big the sins and ugliness of divorce are? And..,” Said Rendi was excited but cut off by Nila.

“Wait, Sir!” cut Nila, Rendi stopped her words.

“Sorry cutting. Don't talk about the sin of divorce, sir. Mr Rendi said, refer? Yes?”

“Ya... let's refer to and return to being husband and wife. I'll learn to be a good husband for you!” answer Rendi.

Nila also widened the smile of hearing it.

“I'm not wrong to hear that? Sir. As far as I know. The word reference, does it not mean, the return of a broken relationship, but it does apply to us? What relationship have we had, sir? Didn't you ever think that what happened between us existed? Do you feel like we have a relationship? What kind of relationship? Even you never say hello to me, right?” nila replied long and this time very lancery with great emphasis, even her two eyeballs were perfectly rounded without hesitation staring at Rendi. Nila deliberately insinuated Rendi.

The joints immediately wave, and the more depressed it is made.

Nila smiled back to look at Rendi. “Sorry Sir, my suggestion, It would be better, before we deliver something, think first. I think that before we talk about the sin and ugliness of divorce, it's more horrible for someone to play with the meaning of marriage. Marriage is a sacred promise! It's a way of worship, not to be played with. Isn't it a big sin when we make our worship like a joke and joke?” tanya Nila further cornered Rendi again.

“I'm sorry!” answer Rendi quickly.

“Apologies?” nila answered, asking again.

“Why do you always repeat the question every time what I say?” replied Rendi annoyed because Nila was always smarter to make him cornered.

“Pak Rendi apologizes for what?”

“Sorry, because I hurt you, sorry that I misinterpreted our marriage and sorry that I didn't become a good husband all this time!” answered Rendi really has stripped off all her prestige.

“Thank you if you realize that, I'm sorry, but I'm not hurt sir. Apologize to Allah, because you yourself reneged on the promise of the father who brought the Shahadah at that time!” answer Nila again.

Rendi nodded. “Iya.. that's why, I want you to forgive me, and let's fix everything again!” answer Rendi again.

“Then let's start over, go back to being my wife, and we can bring our marriage more legally. Go home to my house!”

“Sorry Sir. Once again I say, before you say something, please think first sir? You are not ashamed? Remember you, sir? Glass that has been broken, as good as the glue will not be able to become as before, rice that has become porridge will not be able to become rice again!” nila replied long, this time Nila also answered carrying emotions and wanted Rendi to feel pain.

Nila deliberately said a lot, evaporating all the pain. Showing who she is, Nila also insinuated Rendi so that Rendi realized her mistake.

“But although it can not be as usual, it does not mean, broken glass and rice porridge can not be used right? Quite the contrary. I don't want the glass to come back the way it came from, or the porridge to be rice again. I want to arrange the broken glass into a series, a beautiful mosaic sparkling like a jewel, at a more expensive price. The porridge can also be given sugar to bring more flavor without having to be returned to rice!” answer Rendi.

“That means there's no turning back! Pak” replied Nila immediately came to a firm conclusion.

“But we can continue the journey without having to change, and throw away what already exists right?” asked Rendi again urgently.

“Sorry, Sir. I don't know what I mean, Father! Let me go home, excuse me!” replied Nila was desperate, Nila did not start looking at Rendi and wanted to leave immediately.

But Rendi does not accept, if what is the purpose and problem is floating. Rendi immediately blocked Nila's hand so as not to leave.

“Can't you answer my question straightforwardly? Why twist! I think you're old enough now, even you're so good at saying words. You know what I mean, answer my question clearly!”

“Then do you think I will be the boy who will follow you as you want? What do I answer? Excuse me!” replied Nila increasingly deliberately toying with Rendi and threw Rendi's hand hard.

Nila walked half as fast as running.

“Aih....,” complained Rendi was very upset.

“He rejected me? Or test me?” muttered Rendi annoyed. “Why is he so doubtful anyway?” rumbling Rendi frustrated herself and randomized her hair.

Fatma and her husband, who were monitoring from afar after seeing Rendi himself, approached.

“Bang..,” call Fatma slowly.

The frustrated joint immediately turned limp and embarrassed. Fatma and her husband came to the conclusion by seeing Nila leave, if Nila rejected Rendi

“Against chasing Nila?” ask Fatma lirih.

“I asked him twice to stay, but he left!” answered Rendi listlessly gazed out without turning to her brother and sister-in-law who looked friendly.

Fatma nodded as well.

“Maafin, Fatma Yes Bang!” say Fatma again.

Rendi who had been throwing a direct look turned to Fatma. “What are you sorry for?”

“Maafin Fatma can't help, Bang Rendi. Fatma can only help, Bang Rendi found Nila. Fatma must return to Bamboo Shade. People said, Alloh will not rush anything unless it is good for Bang Rendi. Maybe Nila is not the best for you. But Bang Rendi don't fall. Keep the true spirit of life Bang. Fatma always prayed for the happiness of Bang Rendi.” said Fatma slowly, trying to comfort her brother who she thought was broken.

Fatma and her family are very worried that Rendi continues to be single.

“Anaan you are so much better! We will meet often!” answer Rendi lightly.

“Heeh...,” Fatma that had been tense even spoke slowly made mired with Rendi's answer.

“Udah said you guys want to go home? Wanna take by-by what? Yuk ready-to-get ready!” replied Rendi smilingly melting the atmosphere.

Fatma is further confused by the change in Rendi.

“Bang Rendi still hasn't given up on Nila?”