Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child
Punishment

Fortunately, the time Ashar Nila met. So the alphatihah and surah readings are short read siri. Nila can still maintain the peculiarity by focusing on her own prayer readings.

It is inconceivable if at that time, the one Nila met at Maghrib, Isya or dawn. Every time she spoke, the voice that Nila had admired turned into a voice that made her tired.

After finding out it turned out that the muezzin and the priest were the same afternoon, and he was Rendi, Nila hurriedly left.

Even Nila prayed for herself briefly, not for long, not guaranteeing the prayer of Rendi, as if there was a sense of reluctance.

Nila did not want to cross paths or meet with Rendi in the neighborhood of the mosque. Even Nila wants if Rendi can not let him know he is her mother.

Preceding other pilgrims also do not care about Hanan, Nila quickly returned to the campus yard near the parking lot waiting for Mr. Iman.

Nila stepped quickly with an increased heart rate, no one chased after her, but her dheg-dheg was more than pursued by tigers. Anyway Nila does not want to interact with Rendi outside the classroom limited to lecturers and students.

"Hhh... What kind of faith is it?" muttered Nila nervously wanted to leave quickly.

Actually Nila had just come out, there had not been 5 minutes, but for Nila it was very long. Whether Nila can not explain, Nila was afraid that Rendi caught him sitting alone waiting for Mr. Iman, then approached him and returned like when in a meatball stall. Nila's heart is full of inexorable flavors. There is boredom, there is lazy, there is angry but also hopefully curious.

Because I can't wait for Nila to call Mr. Iman, but Nila should know Mr. Iman was driving and before Nila was always patient.

Nila's phone wasn't picked up

"Astaghfirullah, Mr. Faith. Where did you get?" muttered Nila in panic, wailing backwards, she thought fearfully suddenly Rendi nongol behind her.

Though behind Nila there is no one, even Rendi is still sitting quietly praying in the mosque. But the events of Rendi suddenly nongol make Nila paranoid. I don't know Nila's heart is just not ready if she has to face Rendi after meeting at the meatball stall yesterday and this morning.

"Thiin.. thiin..," the horn again startled Nila.

Nila who was holding a nervous heartbeat because Rendi was imitated so shocked and turned her head.

"Ish... that haughty man again," Nila muttered even more annoyed.

Farel passed by and again honked his horn as he pleased

"The girl is not clear!" cibir Farel pulling gas through Nila.

"Is he why the hell? Don't-don't he's a person with a mental disorder. Kasian, the feeling of every meeting, he's always been the culprit?" nila muttered only to allow Farel to pass.

Nila also stroked her chest to be patient. "Prophe Nila is patient. Istighfar, astaghfirulloh..," murmured Nila handle her own emotions.

Not long Sir Faith came. Nila quickly climbed up. And Mr. Faith also drove straight.

"Well, is it old?" tanya Nila spontaneously expressed her panic, and this was the first time Nila was cute, not usually criticizing Pak Iman.

Mr. Iman who has always been treated well by Nila became a wave

"Isn't He?"

"Yes!" answer his face is still tense. Mr. Iman added guilt.

"But I don't go between my wives, you know Non. Really am! As soon as Non called, my wife told me to come here and she ordered her own taxi. The road that Mr. Iman passed also did not stop. Sorry for Non. Mr. Iman has tried!" answer Mr. Faith so baper afraid Nila angry.

"Glegs!" hearing Mr. Iman's answer, Nila also realized, turning Nila who felt guilty. Nila is nervous today. It turns out that Mr. Iman has ignored his sick wife and put Nila first.

"Ehm..," dehem Nila took a break regulating her own emotions.

"Please forgive me, I'm Non..Non-Let's wait from when? Sorry about Non. Mr Iman saw on the clock, it feels like you arrived sooner? Just don't call me straight here?" ask Mr. Faith again so it really becomes overthingking.

Nila also took a glance at the clock, the distance Mr. Iman replied and now it is faster than it should be..Nila became more and more slapped. Nila grinned about her own self.

"Non..," call Mr. Faith again.. "I'm sorry!"

"He. yes Sir. Nila who apologizes sir," said Nila slowly feeling embarrassed.

"Cock?" ask Mr. Faith to be confused.

Nila also admitted her mistake.

"I'm sorry sir? Is Faith wrong? Nila again nervously wants to go home soon," replied Nila back to her child's suit originally being a kind and gentle boss.

Mr. Faith smiled with relief.

"He. The first day of college must be stressful, Non. Patience is Non!" say Faith

"Yes Sir.makasih. So you're not going to be between mothers?" ask Nila again so be condolent.

Nila just nodded.

"I'm sorry sir. I am tired of wanting to go home quickly. There is a lot to be prepared as well" replied Nila again hiding her mistake.

"Yes Non. Then tomorrow Mr. Iman will come before Non's home hour. Just give me a call, Non!"

"Yes sir?"

"Yes, break Non!"

"Yes Sir!" answer Nila briefly. Nila was really embarrassed. He leaned his body against the soft car seat. Look towards the road where other vehicles are passing. Until Nila's soul and consciousness re-entered an unclear mind.

"Why am I being so unstable? Astarghfirulloh? Is it because of him? N-no. It's wrong!"

"Said Kak Jingga, he only taught in the final class. Please yes Alloh. May no credits be taught to her in my class?" inner Nila is different from prayer with other friends.

Nila closed her eyes feeling the tremors of her heart that did not match her.

"I've loved her so much, Ya Alloh. Even I give love to the creature with my highest throne. I once held out my hopes so great for him. To think of him as a ladder of heaven with the title of husband, to be the hope of my service,"

"I accept all his careless behavior by continuing to think well, that he respects my educational process. However, You broke all my good trump in an instant, with just one such embarrassing word. Then why do You now display His kindness?" nila thought to herself.

"Help me to forget if he's not for me?"

"Did I take the wrong major? But isn't every step and decision all of your will? If medicine wasn't my way, I shouldn't have gotten away with it, right?"

"Astaghfirulloh.. astaghfirulloh.

"No. No, this is definitely a test. Baba just believe and betrothed Kak Jingga and I because it thinks he is the best right? But the truth is he's not as good as we think. I can't falter anymore, forget him! Even if he's nice, that doesn't mean I have to keep remembering him. Huuft can do it!" nila's murmurs drew their own conclusions.

Nila closed her eyes and fell asleep as was Buna's habit.

*****

Unlike Nila who wants to go home quickly. Rendi who has been left home by Fatma and her husband, if she returns home she will be lonely. Rendi also chose to linger in the cold and soothing mosque.

Rendi had already retreated from the priest's pulpit, she took the shaf in the corner. All the words of Abi Yusuf, Ummi and Fatma continued to revolve around chasing him and judging him.

"Astaghfirullahal'adzim astaghfirullahal'adzim wa atubu ilaiih..," said Rendi with shrewdness.

Not much different from Nila, because their teacher is the same. Abi and Umi are not bored of reminding. When your heart is troubled, when you slip in trouble and sin, run closer to Your Lord. Distighfar and praise Allah. Allaah will take a thousand steps to reach us with forgiveness.

"Yes Alloh ya ghafur. forgive me. That's right Fatma said. I'm old!" lirih Rendi from hat, the deepest.

"Everything convenient to the things of the world, thou hast bestowed upon me. But why is it that your soul mate vacillates my feelings?"

"Punish me for all my faults and arrogance. Forgive me who is shameless.

I fully believe, You are Oft-Forgiving, I believe Your Forgiveness is infinite. You are also Ar Rahman, the loving God, I ask for Your mercy and forgiveness..Did you show me the best way that I can fix everything, strengthen my heart to whom I end my journey? This time, I really want to get married.

My race that used to be so disgusted at that little girl why did you turn it around with such great taste. Is this a tribal napp? Or punishment for my disbelief in Your favor? How should I? Don't mislead my umpteenth time. I'm ashamed.." - Wirih Rendi solemnly felt the space of his world now there is only him facing Tuhanya. Until Rendi shed her tears.

No man has heard what Rendi prayed. No one knew behind his calm face was harboring deep regret.

From the sight of humans, the one caught Rendi looked so solemnly praying. Until the new student friends Nila who followed the ending also saw it.

"That's not Mr Rendi? That was it, right?" said Friend Celine in front of the entrance.mosque.

Not all from students to the mosque to worship, some choose to go to the bathroom to dress up because the bathroom is cleaner, also to cool off in a place of relief.

Celine and her friends turned around.

"Yes?"

"We're going to be taught he isn't?" answer the others still ask each other no different from Nila's friend.

"The division of Academic Instructor lecturers completed ospek?"

"Hhh. okay we'll see. But I wonder about that teacher? It looks like he's young!" chirp Celine with her sly smile.

"Wooaah?" celine's friends then looked at each other to hear Celine's curse.