
Not felt, Satria has been there for almost a month. And today is his birthday. August 17th, 2019. He's 27 years old. His birthday is the same as Indonesia's independence day. I'm so sad not to be able to celebrate his birthday together. Though we have just dated but already LDR different countries. But ah, the important thing is that I can still give her a word. But this time I was angry again, at that time he had promised me a video call with me if his birthday, but he refused. By reason of embarrassment and even she disappeared there was no answer when I said birthday. I was really angry at that moment.
"Happy birthday dear.. May Longevity, healthy always, successful career there, smooth school ya dear cepet efforts back to Indonesia. Love You so Much dear.."
"Ami.. Thank you dear." Reply Satria fast.
Then he called me right away. I immediately picked him up and immediately replaced him with a video call.
"Asalamualaik... Open the video call. It's a promise." Answer me on the phone.
Satria still did not make a sound, replying to her by typing in the chat.
"Moskalamic. I'm ashamed.."
"Aren't you promising me?" Answer emotions.
"I'm ashamed.."
"Judah, don't call." I hung up on Satria.
I was so emotional back then, he couldn't keep his promise. He even agreed to a video call with me on his birthday.
"You angry? I'm shy... Yaudah if I want to go out first. Birthdays are the worst day for me. You should be angry." Reply Satria.
I feel so bad, I'm even like the accused of some kind of playng victim. What's wrong with him opening his video call even if only for a moment? I cried into the room so that Mama wouldn't see me crying.
After that Satria must be looking for attention through his status on Instagram. Whether he is speeding with a motorbike or by listening to songs. And it always makes me feel guilty and calls her so many times that she picks up the phone from me. Oh how strange I was when I was with Satria.
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Finally Satria came home from a kuntbutan. I finished crying and Satria found out.
"Why are you doing that? I'm freaking out if you're weird - weird. We're a long way off.." Answer me on the phone.
"Don't cry, I'm in this room. Yes, I'm not weird - weird." Reply Satria is still through chat.
I still wipe my tears.
"Hey.. Dong dong is dear.. How are you still crying?"
"Yet. I have no appetite because of you... It's my stomach hurting now."
"Red.. You are a habit, if you fight the same I will not eat. Don't think so."
"Yaa how to.. I can't eat if you do, honey..."
"Jude, take your medicine first.. That's eating."
"Yeah.. What are you again?"
"Again sleep. You didn't ceremony there?"
"So I finished your bales chat ceremony.. It's still morning."
"Oh yes... I saw your status on Instagram. Forgot me.."
"Yeah Honey.. The food was good - good. I've eaten a little but haven't eaten much."
"Thus you know what you want to eat?"
"Yet.. Mama has prepared the ingredients for cooking. I'm sad that I miss Mama.."
"Yaudah there call Mama dong.. You're having a birthday."
"Well, Mama called me.."
"Judah, don't be sad, dear.."
"Yeah.. I miss you.."
"me too... Have you taken your medicine?"
"Dear baby..."
Again - again we were friendly after making a drama. Surprisingly after that we wash again. Even I always understood the nature of Satria like that. I was too affectionate with Satria back then. Just this time I really loved and loved someone so deeply. And I feel like he's the last one even though we make a lot of noise, but never for days. It must be only a few minutes, after it's good again and dear - darling again.