Love Fraudsters
Chapter 47. Crushed

It's been almost 2 weeks since Satria was critical, but not for Robert. From the beginning he was not in a coma at all, only in his legs. Except for Satria, he really hit his head and feet. Though I have started busy entering the koas again, when I should focus on learning but just my focus is lost by knowing the state of Satria like this. Moreover, Satria has not given a response at all to the story of his mother.

"Ri, what's Satria? Ask Ka Rina curiously.

"It still hasn't dawned on Ka.. Her mother from earlier chat I'm just this through WA." 

"Yaudah lo must and must continue to make the recovery of Satria yaa.. I'm haarus focus but. You know we're a pharmacy that's a lot of memorization and hard." "Yeah Ka.."

Ka Rina who was always worried about my situation when Satria was like this. Even he's always supporting me so that au doesn't stress. 

"Ka.. HP lo sound tuh.." Ria said as I sat down daydreaming. 

I immediately grabbed my phone and saw who was calling. It was Satria who called me, and when I picked up there was no sound. But reply in chat.

"It's Mama... Mama wants Riri to be a spirit for Satria, so that there is movement. So Mama called RIri from HP Satria. Gapapa, right?" 

I also felt relieved because Mama Ayu called me, although it was equally strange that there was no sound at all and replied through chat.

"Yes Ma... I'd like to give spirit to Mas Satria." Answer me on the phone.

"This HP Satria speaker can not be no sound, probably because yesterday fell from an accident. So Mama replied in the chat yaa kiddo." 

"Yes, ma'am.." 

"R.. Doain Satria ya.." Mama Ayu said in the chat. 

"Sure Ma.. I must be doain Mas.. Ma's.. This is my doctor. I hung up on him.. Later if there is free time I will tell ya Maa.. Who knows, you can call me." 

"Judah, the spirit, son.." 

"Yeah Ma.. Assalamualaikum."

"Getishalam." 

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My days without Mas Satria back then, it was ruined. Devastated once, more silence and silent cry - silence. I don't want to show in front of a lot of people if I cry. I don't want people to cry too if I see me, especially for my parents. I always try to stay in front of them. Although it looks not sad at all impressed, but I'm better like that. Rather than seeing Mama and Dad sad to see me cry. Fortunately there was always family, friends and Ka Gaida who supported me and comforted me so that I did not think too much about the situation of Satria who had not been aware for almost a month. 

Maybe if I said I was almost crazy at that time, yes, I was already at the level of depression. But I try hard because I believe God will not give you the temptation to cross the line.

"Relvin.. You have to be strong.." Those are the words of some of my friends when I was in a state of disintegration. 

Even I also have to support my cousin Vienna, because he is mentally weaker than I am. In fact, he almost every day weeps for Robert who has not healed, but fortunately he became communication with his mother Robert. But she still cries every day.