
After 3 days of Satria's post-surgery, today I heard the news that Satria was conscious. I'm so happy. Soon I'll be able to inform Ka Gaida and Vienna.
"Ka. Satria is conscious.. O Allah Alhamdulillah.. I'm so grateful."
"Seriously? Alhamdulillahot. How is Ri doing?" Reply Ka Gaida quickly.
"It's still confused said Mama Ayu Ka. but the doctor said it's possible that his memory was partially lost. I was told that she knew her mother."
"Judah, we'll wait for Ri."
A few hours later Ka Gaida sent me another chat.
"Ri, have you heard from me again?"
"Yet Ka.. Why?"
"This is me in the same chat with Gian, he said Satria had started to mengeeluarin one or two Ri said. But he called Papa, his mother and the names of our best friends. He didn't mention your name.. I was on the phone with Gian, because Gian called Satria's Papa."
"Alhamdulillah Ka, I am relieved of her horror. This is Mama Ayu haven't chatted me yet anyway. Probably still busy dealing with Mas Satria."
"Yes, I think it's true.Yaudah gapapa wait aja Ri."
"Yes Ka."
Unfortunately, I was not immediately notified with Mama Satria and neither did Satria, she did not immediately notify me. I was sad, usually Satria never forgets me but this time when she woke up from her long sleep she did not immediately look for me. Ah this heartache. Again I cried, cried because I felt worthless to my own boyfriend. Will I ever again - again my relationship will end?
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The next day I got a chat notification from Satria, it felt really good.
"Who are you?" Ask Satria in chat.
"Hey Mas Satria, how are you? Hmmm my name is Riri. Hehe..."
"OKAY. Who?"
"You're my girlfriend? What proof?"
"There are photos of me on your phone. It's dp in wa you're also a photo of us both kannn.."
"When are we dating?"
"We dated July 1, 2019 Mas, well, about half a year ago we were dating."
"Older days too, sorry I don't know you."
"Gapapa Mas's. May the spit be healed.."
"Yes thank you. You doctor?"
"Yes, it's."
"Can I go out with the doctor?"
"Long story.later ya slowly - slowly I'm the story. You focus on your recovery the same. Don't be too forced to remember."
Yep.. Ka Gaida once told me that I cannot force Satria to remember me. Because every time I get it, his head always hurts.
Then after that, Satria disappeared again because she needed to rest.
Yes Satria Amnesia Reetrograde, where he can not remember the new events he experienced but he can remember the events of childhood and the past - but it could also be the events of the past was forgotten as well. So at this time Satria does not remember me at all because I and she are still new to know and dating in 2019. It was hard for me to accept that. But I will keep trying to make him remember me. And Ka Gaida told me.
"Ri, if he is your soul mate and he really loves you too, you will want to know. Patience yes..this is also what he wants fitting we gather 4 with me, Gian and Razi."
"Yes gapapa Ka, I also do not want to make him to want me kok Ka. If he really is - really sincere love me, by itself, I remember me. Memories may be forgotten, but the heart will surely show the way."
"Yes Ri... Be patient.."