
" Are you sure this is okay, Green ? " asked Elin before the doorknob in Green's hand managed to open the door of the room that Amel and Alfin were resting in, "let's see, but today she hasn't filled anything for her stomach " sahut Green then pressed back
Knop the door so slowly ,
" he's still sleeping, we can go back to Green" he said when he saw the bedroom was so dark , but Green seemed not to hear he actually stepped so slowly to find the location of the light switch on the wall of the room.
" Why are you two like thieves huh ? " attack Amel along with the lights on and it managed to make the two women who had just entered his bedroom aghast, "you surprised us Mel " growled Green while holding his chest ,
" yes, you almost made this food fall" added Elin.
Amel laughed at the behavior of his two friends, but the laughter soon faded and looked back out the window, "have you been there Mel ? " asked Elin as she walked over with a tray in her hand.
" Yes, I've been here since and I've been watching you both "
" Chey, now eat "the door.
" Just put it there Lin , I'm really not hungry "
" No you have to eat Mel, don't make me angry" Green continued with a high tone and a slightly sharp gaze ,
" Green you can't force her " said Elin who was a little confused by the woman's attitude.
" In fact he must be forced Elin, otherwise the food will really never touch him until tomorrow morning "
Elin was silent for a moment staring at each other alternately at his two best friends, he still did not understand the atmosphere that was going on between them, "Mel, Green right you have to eat ! haven't you filled your stomach since ".
" But I'm not really hungry Elin "
" You never feel hungry, do you not realize that your body is so thin huh" said Green connect and look increasingly angry.
" Green, you can speak softly "
" I screamed like this and she still didn't hear Elin "
" Please don't confuse me, what really happened between you guys ? " asked Elin and the atmosphere suddenly returned to silence , Green suddenly no longer spoke and looked at Amel who was again pensive towards the outside of the window as if he did not care about the presence of his two friends , " Did you guys fight ? " ask again.
" Green, Amel answered ? " he continued in a higher tone because he saw no answer from his two best friends.
" No we're okay "said Green slowly.
" Then this ? "
" Nearly every day I was always yelling just to tell him to eat Lin" she continued and stared at Amel's frustrations,
Elin no longer asked, he immediately put the tray that was still in his hand on the nightstand then walked back to Amel and then sat beside him ,
he pulled the woman's soft hand over her palm and stroked it so gently, "for so long we have not met" he said slowly ,making Amel react by throwing a brief smile at him.
" Are we still friends ? "
" Certainly "Amel had to look back at him because of a silly question from him.
" really ? "
" Of course Elin, what are you talking about ? "
" I'm just being unsure , after a lot of time that I missed "
" Nothing changed Elin, our friendship forever "Amel answered loudly, he looked a little excited to dismiss Elin's distant thoughts, "yes, , ' he said ,but your attitude now makes me feel like I'm no longer there "
" What do you say Elin "call Green who again raises his tone, but Elin immediately winks her eyes to signal that she should remain silent , " yes what you said Elin, nothing different our friendship is still the same, even if you have to go decades once ".
" No, my Amel is not like this he is so cheerful and I miss him "
" believe me I'm still your old Amel Lin , but over time life events always manage to change someone's attitude "sahut Amel slowly with a pensive back gaze ,Elin looked back at Green who seemed to be slowly sighing, "everything that goes will definitely be replaced with a better one, believe me "he said by walking closer.
" You don't know what it's like to lose Green "Amel said by raising his tone.
" Yes you're right , maybe I don't understand the feeling of loss because of the departure but I think that feeling is much better than the presence that is not expected and you certainly do not forget that I know very well what it feels like about that "
A moment of silence returned, with Amel being jolted by Green's remarks and realizing his mistake, "pardon me, that's not what I meant "
" Explain first what is really happening, what is missing and what is going, you really make me confused" continued Elin unstoppable by staring back and forth at his two friends ,
Green was speechless and Amel looked down on his face, "me or you will explain ? " ask Green quietly and don't want to feel so presumptuous as to tell her the real thing that has happened to Elin, "I just lost my fetus Lin" explained Amel in a raucous voice.
Elin flinched with a slightly paled face and enlarged eyes "is this serious ? why is it so big you didn't tell me "the sergeant was so surprised, then quickly hugged Amel's body, "I'm sorry, I didn't know you were so hit 'em, ' ' I didn't know you were , I'm sorry there wasn't a moment when it happened "his lament was full of regret with tears pouring down, ' she said ,
" Lin don't cry, seeing you like this makes me feel even more broken" said Amel, and Elin immediately stopped the tears that were still flowing, "again pardon me "he said it and increasingly hugged it.
" You're not wrong 'cause you keep apologizing "
" I'm so sorry for the loss of your fetus, you must have been devastated "
" Yes, but now it's better to see you cry, 'it turns out my sadness is no uglier than your face today" said Amel, laughing a little , " it's okay I look ugly the most important thing you can laugh because it's "said Elin smiled with eyes that returned glazed.
Green could not help but hug the two women before him, with teary eyes he immediately approached the two men and hugged them so tightly , " Hey Green you make me cramped "Amel protest in the middle of the embrace, but Green did not mean he actually increasingly tightened his embrace with the sound of crying that began to sound, "Green.. " call Elin slowly and raise her face to see what really happened to the woman.
"Green why are you crying ? " said Amel slowly, and the cry was increasingly heard breaking from behind their bodies, "Green don't scare me, I promise I will no longer trouble you "he added so worriedly.
" I'm always sure everything will be fine when we get back together "he said amid the cries, the phrase actually managed to make Elin and Amel's tears come dripping down , " yes you're right Green , my feelings always become more relaxed every time we hug like this " added Amel who is not less emotional in his cries.
" I'm sorry, if it wasn't for me not choosing to come here maybe we'd be together, I'm sorry " said Elin who again felt guilty , " but in this way we will miss each other " Green said as he slowly took off his embrace.
" But it's no better than us being with Green "
" We'll be back with Mel , as soon as possible" he said, now smiling.
" Yet I was really almost crazy because of Amel but today in an instant everything changed , it turns out that I can't handle it myself and need one of you to solve one of us "he added again, but this time his face looks much more sublime , " I'm sorry Green" said Amel
" I didn't know you were so worried about me "
" Foolish mana maybe I'm not worried about your state of being "angered Green by raising his hand to move hit Amel, making Elin laugh again.
" I'm actually wondering what caused you to lose your fetus, but I don't want to talk about it now because the most important thing is that you're okay" Elin said.
" That's thanks to you guys, may I ask for a hug once more "please please Amel quietly.
" It is with pleasure "said Elin who immediately spread her arms and Green's body into the cover of the circle of arms, "I will hold you tight" he said.
" Do you want to kill me, Green ? "
" No , I just want to punish you because all this time it has made us all worry "so said Green before the laughter broke coloring a full hug haru that had not happened for so long , " I love you guys " said Elin emotionally while she brushed off the happy tears that almost flowed from the end of her eyes.
" We both love you more Lin" said Green and Amel at the same time.
" I want us to get old like this"
" When necessary to move nature "
" it was too frightening Green " protested Elin , then all came back laughing like no tears had ever flowed from their respective faces.