MY LOVE IS FORBIDDEN I LOVE YOU BROTHER
Chapter 40

Hellena's expression changed instantly. When asked if he is happy? Of course Hellena is very happy, finally today Giordano the lover of heart that he dated for 5 years at graduation.

But his face was more of a gloomy and sad expression. How he was not sad, happy days and moments like this he was not even told at all by Giordano.

He also knew that today Giordano was graduated because he accidentally opened his WhatsApp story. If he had not opened whatsApp then he would not have known it at all.

His heart instantly sliced and his chest felt tight. He no longer focused on his goal of coming to the SKB test site.

His face was reddened and at the corner of his eyes was a clear liquid seeping down soaked his smooth white cheeks.

Immediately he wiped his tears when he heard a call from the committee so that the participants of SKB session 2 to immediately go to the examination room.

Hellena tried her best to toughen up and focus on following the selection of SKB CPNS. But no matter how hard he tried, still his mind was divided so that he really could not concentrate fully on working on the matter of SKB.

In the end he had to swallow disappointment at the end of the test, the results he obtained he lost to his opponent and only disputed points 0.2 points only.

He wanted to scream, but he could stand it. With a slow step he walked out of the examination room. He was crying in silence. Her tears just flowed without being asked.

Hellena was so disappointed in herself for not being able to control herself that only because of Giordano had she failed this final selection. Though to pass to the stage of SKB is not as easy as imagined. Many people failed, and he was among the lucky ones to get through to this stage.

But it disappointed everyone. Disappointing to yourself, your parents, and your family.

He could already imagine how disappointed his parents were. And how he should explain it to his parents.

After being satisfied with tears venting her disappointment, Hellena cleaned up the remains of her tears. He decided to go home soon.

15-minute drive from the SKB test site to his home he took by motorcycle. Upon arrival at the house Hellena went straight to the room to immediately sleep and forget the disappointment that continues to hit him.

He did not even answer the question of the mother who awaited him in the family room.

After the events of that day, the communications of Hellena and Giordano began to stretch slowly. Each one is busy with their own world.

But thankfully their selfishness was not to the point of breaking the relationship they had built so hard for these 5 years.

A few months after Giordano's graduation, Hellena thinks Giordano will be out and looking for work outside so that their relationship will continue towards a stage of seriousness. Because Giordano initially said he only wanted to steal life science biara, but in fact Giordano never came out.

"Gio's.....When are you going to leave the Monastery?"

Giordano instead laughed in response to Hellena's question.

"Gio's..... I am being serious! You're really gonna get it out?" asked Hellena again with a tone of voice that was held because of her tightness if she would get an answer beyond what she expected.

"Elle......You know I can't get out at the moment. I will definitely come out for you, we will definitely get married, but now is not the time. You have patience, yes" pinta Giordano after a few minutes he was silent to hear Hellena's question.

No response from Hellena. Finally after adjusting his breath that felt tight Giordano again opened his voice.

" Dear Elle..2 months I will go to the TOP (Year of Pastoral Orientation). I signed up a few weeks ago. And I followed the TOP in Jakarta." Giordano said slowly in a very slow voice. He knew Hellena was disappointed in him, but he wanted to follow TOP seeking experience and gaining new knowledge and in a new place.

But after a few minutes there was no response from Hellena.

"Hellena darling..... I promise upon completion of the TOP I will come out and will build our relationship to a serious stage." Giordano assured Hellena.

Hellena was a little relieved at him. But he was still worried Giordano would be interested and fell in love with other women in Jakarta there.

In addition to her distance from Giordano, Jakarta's children are beautiful and she is not able to compete with them in any case.

Just imagining it Hellena already felt insecure and inferior. What else if the truth happens.

But his anxiety was instantaneous by Giordano who seemed to know what Hellena was thinking.

" dear..... Elle.... ! In my heart there is only one. Jakarta children are beautiful, but not the physical that I look at, dear. The heart that I seek and all that I desire I have found in you dear. So don't worry about the no-no and something that won't happen" Giordano said in a very gentle and loving tone. He wants to encourage Hellena, the only lover he loves.

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