Not the First
POV Wibie

Wibie shifted the blanket that covered her body. For almost half an hour he had laid his body on his soft bed, but his eyes were not closed. His mind was fixed on a single memory that had bothered him so much lately.

Tomorrow he will go to Jakarta, in addition to a longing that is so arousing against Devara, he is also unable to brush off Rey's shadow in his memory.

"Why is he so arrogant. After what I did to him, he never once called me" Wibie grumbled inwardly.

Wibie changed her body position. He is half lying in bed. His head rests on the side of the head of the spring bed and is supported by a pillow under his neck.

He cradled the hp he took from the nightstand next to his bed. He opens the WA and sees the notification from Rey's WA contact. It is listed (last seen 11.00). Wibie grinned.

"What he's been doing all day. Why open the phone, he's so lazy. Is it as busy as its days?" Wibie just kept grumbling.

After a moment of thought, he finally decided to send the girl a message first.

"Rey," she said briefly

Message sent. Seen cheklis twins, but not yet blue. While waiting, the person in question is not online. Wibie's getting pissed. He just threw his HP.

Wibie changed her body position. This time he lay down again on his soft bed.

"Be careful if you deliberately avoid me,"

He was in his heart because he was holding back emotions.

He pulled back his blanket and covered his entire body to the head. Wishing he could escape his regret and immediately closed. Now it was eleven o'clock at night, he did not want to bad luck and missed the plane

When his eyes began to close, the cellphone in his legs shook. He opened his eyes, but did not want to know who had contacted him.

HP was beeping many times. The call was considered something urgent, until Wibie shifted her legs and grabbed the cellphone that remained lit.

Rey made a WA call. Wibie smiled faintly. His heart was so happy because the person who had been waiting for since had finally contacted as well.

"Yes" said Wibie briefly.

"Sorry sir. I just got upstairs. A day helping Aunt at the stall. So just know also if there is a WA from the father," explained Rey so carefully.

"Oh. I thought you were avoiding me?" Search Wibie.

"No Sir. I'm afraid to interrupt if I want to WA first, father,".

"Reason. Remember, you still owe me something. Don't try to escape," Wibie tried to scare the girl.

"No sir. I'm just afraid I'm gonna call you?" Reynch again.

"Tomorrow I will come to your place. There's something I want to say" Wibie said firmly.

"Sorry sir. Do you want to collect that debt?" Ask Rey carefully.

"of course. You should think about it. How do you get that responsibility paid off," said Wibie so firmly and arrogantly.

"Right now I can't afford it in full. But I will pay off those debts. Every day, Aunt gave me Rp.100,000. I did save the money to pay Mr. Wibie," Rey tried to explain.

"alright. I'll be there tomorrow. Don't try to avoid it. Activate your HP!" wibie orders in such a firm tone.

"All right," Wibie chimed in. He then hung up the phone before Rey did.

It was deliberately done so that Rey did not have the view that he so long wanted to talk to him.

Wibie was so happy. He could play on the girl's feelings. His frustration over the past week paid off. From the tone of his voice, it was heard that Rey was so afraid that she would ask for her money back.

"He.he....I can make him not forget me,"

Wibie put the phone back on the nightstand. He pulled out his body and pulled out the blanket. This time there was nothing that made him unable to be shut down. As soon as he closed his eyes, he fell asleep. The semyum of victory developed on his lips

*****

Wibie was unaware. What he did hurt Rey. The girl was still sitting blushed on the floor mattress that became her bed. Hp Wibie sir's gift is still in his hands.

Rey closed both eyes. Breathe in deeply. He did not want to sob, his aunt could not know if he was crying

Clear water came out from the end of his eyes. His cheeks suddenly got wet. Rey rubbed her cheeks with both of her palms.

"Oh my God,"

" If that time can be repeated. I want to go back home and follow my mother's will. I'm here to be a Aunt's burden. Mr. Wibie also started collecting his debts. I don't know how much I have to pay. Mr. Wibie never mentioned his nominal. I haven't got a job myself. If the results I get now run out to pay the debt, how can I go to college?" suddenly Rey regretted what she had done.

"Yes, God. Forgive your servant,"

"Dad... Mom.. I'm sorry Rey," she screeches again.

Rey is sobbing. He regretted his decision so much. Now it is not only him who suffers, other people are also difficult because of his actions.

"I'm so selfish. I've made a lot of people difficult because of my ambition" he said.

"What should I do?"

"Oh Allah, help your servant. This one time,"

Silent.... His sobbing was lost, not even heard by his own ears.

Not wanting to get too late in the grief, Rey got up from her seat. He put the phone next to his pillow. Then he stood up and looked at his face in front of the mirror hanging in the room

His face looks so tired. Every day he had to help his aunt. Four o'clock in the morning, only able to sleep at eleven o'clock at night. It is natural for me that his face is getting thinner due to fatigue. Rey could only breathe. It's all been happening. Whatever he will face, it is a risk that he must bear alone.

"I can't be whiny. You have to be strong, Rey!" Rey tried to encourage herself.

"If it's a start that I have to go through to reach my goal, I have to be strong through it,"

"Don't crybaby," Rey cheered herself up. He patted his chest a few times. Rey can't give her own pepper spirit so she can get through all this patiently and steadfastly.

He rubbed the face with both hands. Rey tried to smile so that her heart could be slightly comforted.

Then he stepped into the bathroom to clean himself and fetch some ablution water.

"Sholat and plead with Him for help, it might calm me down" he thought.