
Raka takes Reva to her room. He's got Reva on the edge of the bed. Reva had stopped crying but her eyes were still blank with a pale face. Raka tucked the child's hair that covered Reva's face. He stared warmly and tightly clasped hands as if he did not want to let the fragile Reva alone.
Raka was still confused, the reason Reva suddenly cried a mouthful. His hands trembled and he tried to soak them tightly. Raka tried to smile even though in the corner of her heart still kept asking.
“What part of your life re, until you are so in pain?” batin Raka without taking her eyes off Reva's pretty face.
“Mas, I want to take a shower here, can?” ask Reva suddenly.
“Hem, may.. Maybe you can move your body and cast adrian's shadow if you've taken a shower.” Cetus Raka.
“Mas. I'm not crying either because of Adrian.” Kill Reva while turning her face away.
Raka just smiled, she sat cross-legged on the floor with her body fixed facing Reva.
“But adrian is always one of the reasons you cry right?” raka's question this time made Reva turn her head to look at her. “Re, I gag know how deep you feel as Adrian until you feel so hurt. But, I'm sure someday your feelings will be bigger for me.” Raka looked at Reva fixedly. Her lips were smiling but her heart was slightly grimacing.
“Today, I'm glad you're talking to that guy, I really want to hit him or chop him all together. I'm angry re, I'm jealous. And the reason I invited you here, I gag want suddenly he came to your boarding house and woo you again.” Raka smiled at the end of her sentence. It shakes its head. “I'm stupid huh? So much I'm afraid of losing you. Not that I gag believe in you, but I gag sure as much as that man. But when you hold my hand, I'm sure your current feelings are only for me. And that's more than enough.” Raka ended her sentence by gently tasting Reva's hand.
Raka buried her face in Reva's thigh. Reva's hand was raised and rubbed Raka's head gently.
“You're right, adrian is one of the reasons I cried.” I heard a deep breath from Reva. Raka's eyes, which had been closed, now began to open. His heart was thin, he could not if he had to hear Reva still had feelings for the man.
“But, you've always been my reason to smile.” Raka's heart almost fell to the bottom of her stomach. He lifted his face and looked at Reva warmly. Reva turned her face as if she was remembering every incident with Adrian. Slowly her thin lips began to smile.
“Then, when the woman came claiming to be the wife of Adrian, my heart was broken. I'm really gag ready to lose one of the foundations of my life. But when she said she was pregnant with Adrian's child, I realized, from the beginning I was not the woman who was chosen and gag she would ever choose. He was with the woman after we were together long enough, if he could finally have a child with the woman he said he never loved, then what was the meaning of Adrian's love at that time? Not that the expression of love is actually when all ends in a marriage?”
Reva's gaze returned to Raka. As simple as his thoughts were then and now.
“So, if one day you feel gag sure as you feel, you can tell the truth. I'll take you off. No matter how much I feel about you, I can only bury it if your heart turns away.”
This time Reva's hand was raised to wipe Raka's face. A face that is difficult to guess and often changes expression unexpectedly. Reva felt she had fallen in love, falling deeper than she had ever felt for Adrian.
“I love you mas..” Tukas Reva with a thin and timid smile. That blushing face, made Raka stunned speechless.
For the first time Raka heard Reva speak words of love. It felt like time would stop for a moment, letting Raka enjoy the feeling of love that was blowing in her chest. Staring at that pair of clear wells, how he did not fall in love and was so grateful.
Reva lowered her face, her heart pounding very fast. I don't know where those words came from just like that. Reva felt Raka's hand touching her face gently. This time, he rested in front of Reva, looking at her with a warm gaze capable of making Reva's heart hammer. Slowly Raka stuck her forehead on Reva's forehead. Reva could feel Raka's breath blowing through her face. She bit her own lips slowly, feeling so nervous.
“Love you re, more than anything.” whispered Raka who then landed a soft kiss on Reva's forehead.
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Elsewhere, Adrian still looked at Kean's sleeping face. It seemed like he had a beautiful dream because his facial line looked so happy. After returning from the mall, he continued to chat about aunt Rere who some days he always adored.
“Dady, I still want to play with aunt rere...”
Kean's whining on the way home often ringed in Adrian's ears.
Reva, a beautiful girl who never lost her memory makes her feel familiar again. Adrian touched his left chest and squeezed it slowly. The Debaran he felt for Reva was still the same as when he fell in love at first sight with the girl.
But on the other side of his heart, he could feel the pain that might still be lingering in Reva's heart. It turned out that the time he passed was not enough to erase his feelings for Reva. The closer he got to Arini, the more he felt tormented because of the image of Reva that often appeared in his mind.
He realized, he was so evil. He wounded 2 women's hearts for a reason of devotion to both parents. And this time his wounded heart was deeper among the 2 women in his life.
“Re, do I still have a chance to equal you? Can you give me a place and kean?” adrian with tears in his eyes.
His chest felt so heavy as he tried to take a deep breath. It all feels so hard. He did not want to hurt anyone but until this moment, all he did was hurt without being able to heal.
Adrian was suffocating in his tears. She squeezed her hair hard. His mind is completely fucked. He just wanted to repeat everything with Reva, but it was too difficult. Even Reva's gaze was no longer for him. Finally Adrian was silent in his pain.
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“Aaaahhh no!! freelight! Release me! I gag to come!! I want to be with mama!” shouted a little girl that Reva saw in her dream.
Reva was eager to shout seeing the girl rebel but her voice just disappeared. He could feel the tightness of the girl as 2 adult men stuffed his mouth with a thick sheet of cloth. He could also feel the pain of the two arms of the girl as her hands were tied with a rope tightly coiled around her wrists.
“Please! Please!” reva's heart screamed like that but his mouth was completely twisted. Only tears were breaking unbendingly at the heartbreaking scene.
“Jangaann!!!” reva shouted when he saw a strong-bodied man hit the boy's neck until he was unconscious.
But as soon as it came home the shadow became completely dark. All Reva felt was a tightness and pain in her wrist that suddenly became tied.
“Reva!!” shouted a voice that made Reva aghast. “Re, wake up re!” again, the voice disturbed Reva's hearing.
With all his might Reva opened his eyes and in an instant he saw a familiar face.
“Mas raka..” softly while hugging Raka tightly.
Reva's body trembled in fear. Sweat drenched his deathly pale face. The same dream repeated itself after a long time Reva did not experience it.
Raka hugged Reva's body tightly. He could feel the frightened Reva especially he cried out for help to make Raka who had just closed her eyes again wake up and run quickly to Reva's room.
“Darling, everything is just a dream. There I am here..” watered down Raka while rubbing Reva's back gently.
Reva further buried her face in Raka's chest with her hands tightly holding onto Raka's clothes. His mouth was still muffled and could not say anything.
10 Minutes passed, Reva looked calmer. Raka took the water by Reva's bedside. With her hands still shaking, Reva received the glass that Raka had given her and began to gulp down the contents slowly.
Raka tucked some of the hair that was blocking Reva's face. He looked at her with anxiety. The dream experienced by Reva is certainly not a haphazard dream until a woman as strong and brave as Reva can look deathly pale and frightened in her dreams.
Reva put the glass back in place. She timidly looked at Raka who was still looking at her with anxiety and astonishment.
“You're better? Sleep again, this is still malem..” watered Raka while rubbing Reva's head with love.
Reva just nodded. He laid his body back in a huff. Raka lifted Reva's blanket up to the chest and gently kissed Reva's forehead. As Raka was about to move, Reva pulled Raka's clothes.
“Mas, mementin I just broke. Take me to bed..” pinta Reva.
Raka just smiled. He took his place beside Reva and laid his body to face Reva. Unexpectedly, Reva again buried her face in Raka's chest. He's really still scared. On the other hand, Reva can feel the beating of Raka's heart very fast racing each other with his own heartbeat. But it felt like a piece of music made her feel calmer. Yes, Raka's presence always made her feel calmer. In some time they fall back asleep in the arms of the night.
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