Penance (I'm a Sinner)
Chapter 6.

"Don't!"

Aisyah and Bagus who happened to cross saw Saints who were willing to jump. They immediately ran towards the Sacred and prevented him from committing suicide.

The saint who was willing to jump was held back by Aisyah and Bagus. Aisha drew the Holy hand. He held the Holy Body. The saint thrashed for release, he even cried. However, Aisyah did not let go. Aisha even tried to calm the Saints.

"Take me off! just let me die. Hicks." Sacred rebel.

"No. Suicide is a sin. Be patient and calm. Cry if it's better" Aisyah said to Suci. Saints were getting so-so crying, he didn't even care anymore if it became a spectacle of Aisyah and Good.

The saint was crying in Aisha's arms. Aisha let. It was good to take the Holy bag that fell to the ground. He waited for the two women and let the two embrace.

After Saints calmed down more, he stopped crying. Aisha persuaded him to go home. Sacred was silent and looked confused, where was he going to go home? there was no place for him anymore.

Aisyah sees doubt and worry. Aisyah smiled.

"You're just coming with us? oh yes, my name is Ayesha." Aisha extended her hand.

The saint welcomed Aisha's hand. "I'm Holy."

"A good name and a beautiful one fits the person." Aisyah smiled kindly.

"If this man is Good his name." Aisyah introduced herself Nice. Sacred stretched out his hand, but Good did not come into contact with the opposite sex. He just cupped his hands near his chest, like two palms sticking/uniting. That's a great way to introduce himself, "I'm Good Pratama."

The saint pulled his hand, "It's so arrogant." The saint muttered slowly. Sacred thought Good was arrogant, he did not understand the matter of the opposite sex being forbidden to touch if not his mahram.

It was good to see Saints, he seemed to have seen Saints. But he forgot where and when. The saint was still silent and Aisyah finally went back to asking the Saint.

"If there's no destination, come with me, okay?"

"All right." After hesitating finally Suci assented, because he already did not know where to go so Saints just follow with Aisyah.

Go them together. Good, Saints and Ayesha they went home together. The saint did not know where to take him, but he followed Aisha alone. After a long and long journey, arrived at a place that is a boarding school named Ar-Rahman. The boarding house is quite far from the city and the crowds. It takes an hour and a half to get to the big city.

Aisha brought in the Saints. Suci was a bit frightened and hesitant, but Aisyah assured that it was okay. Good to come in. Good handing over the Holy bag. A middle-aged old man came over, his name was Kiyai Yusuf.

"Bah, Aisha has come home." Aisha kissed Kiyai Yusuf's hand.

"Alhamdulillah, Son." Kiyai Yusuf smiled gently at his daughter. Aisha was the daughter of Kiyai Yusuf.

"Excuse me for Kiyai's first entry." It's good to kiss Kiyai Yusuf's hand, too.

"Thank you, good. Thanks to Bagus Nemani Aisyah so safe on the way. Yeah, come in and rest." Kiyai Yusuf told Bagus to come in for a break. Excuse me for entering after saying hello. Kiyai Yusuf and Ayesha answered the Good Greetings.

After the departure of Bagus, Aisyah introduced Suci to her Father.

"Well, this is Ayesha's friend. He'll stay here with us. I'll allow it, okay?"

"alright. Just bring it in."

Aisyah also took the Holy hand and they entered the pesantren, continuing towards the room, to bathe and rest.

Kiyai Yusuf himself went back around his cottage. Kiyai Yusuf is the owner of Ar-Rahman boarding school. So now he wants to go around looking at the conditions around the pesantren.

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Suci also began to live in the boarding house. He was actually not used to it because the atmosphere in the place was very foreign to the Saints. Only two Holy days remained in the place, but he had already begun to feel uneasy. The blind morning must wake up. Pray at dawn, cook, clean the yard, and sweep as well.

There will be breakfast together. Then the afternoon will pray Zuhur further lunch together and do not forget for the girls to cook and wash dirty dishes. Afternoon prayer asar and evening before dark prayers magrib then dinner together and evening prayer Isya congregation.

The habit of praying five times, teaching and everything that everyone does in the pesantren makes Suci feel foreign. He was not used to it and felt uncomfortable.

However, Saints stayed in the place because there was no other place. So the Saints are just trying to survive. Aisha was also very kind to the Saints. Saints are reluctant.

In the two days of staying at the place, Aisyah was quite surprised by Saints who were more silent and did not talk to anyone. The Saints do not seem to want to be close to others. Aisyah even several times asked him to pray together and teach, but Suci refused it for various reasons.

"Holy, yuk prayer?" bring Aisyah back.

"First, Ayesha."

"Why never pray together, Suci? better to join together."

The saint frowned.

"Later after that we will teach together with other children. Yuk." yuk."

The saint remained silent. Aisha waited for Saints.

"I'm sorry, Aisyah. I can't pray and teach." The saint lowered his head.

Aisyah surprised. So here's the real reason. Aisha could only be an istigfar in her heart. He kept smiling. Aisyah pity the Saints who are already this big and old can not even worship.

"Then come with me, Holy. Let's study Islam." Aisyah invites Saints. The saint still hesitates. He doesn't know if it can or not. Worth it or not for him. He was so lost and so many sins, what was appropriate for him. The saint doubted himself.

"Later on, Ayesha." The saints refused.

Aisha is not forcing. Aisha went and Suci was alone on the terrace of Aisha's house. Aisyah and Kiyai Yusuf's house is inside the boarding school and not far from where the students study and the beds of the students. The Ustadz and Ustadzah were not far from Kiyai Yusuf's house.

Ayesha and Kiyai Yusuf were alone, because there was a saint, so now they live three. Sacred one room with Aisyah.

In solitude, Suci was pensive as he stared at the bright moon and stars of the night. Azan Isya reverberated his time to worship for the Muslim. Suci now often heard the azan reverberate since living near the boarding house.

Saints felt something was lacking, but he did not know what it was. His heart feels empty. Two girls pass through the porch of Kiyai Yusuf's house. Rara and Kania were passing by, Kania pointed and Rara looked at the direction that Kania was pointing at.

"What?" Rara looked confused.

"Who's the girl? I saw him a few times." Kania wonders who the girl in Aisyah's house is.

"Maybe she is the girl Aisyah brought, Mas Bagus and all the members of the cottage already know," Rara told Kania.

"So that's him, huh? the model is like that. Look at his clothes, too tight and show the shape of the body and the aura. Girls aren't right like that."

"Hush .. It can't be. Just think it's okay."

The two of them looked to Saints and said their greetings, but Saints were only silent. Suddenly the Sacred body shivered and he seemed to have been unable to bear it. Kania and Rara stared strangely at Sacred.

Saints are feeling the symptoms of addiction. He's been on drugs all along. These two days he's at the boarding school and there's no such illicit stuff. Sacred was now sweating coldly and she felt a painful opium.

"You why?" Rara approached and wanted to check on the state of the Saints.

"Go you!" the Sacred Snatch that made Rara and Kania shocked was not playing.

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