DEKA'S DREAM
Only the Heart Tau

Arti gathered with the mothers there, many sympathizing with her, how not today should be the happiest day for her, but everything was destroyed instantly because of her misfortune.

The news of his illness has shattered his dream of living with a man who has been in love for six years.

They love each other and promise to accompany each other until death separates, unfortunately their love does not get the blessing of the parents of his former lover.

Although the heart of Arti strongly rejects the existence of Deka(husband) after all, in fact she is the one who wants to accept her situation, even though it is with a feeling of force.

The meaning of glancing at Deka who is still chatting with Yudha adeknya, they are very familiar with the inner meaning.

"Oh, Arti can ask you something?" tanya Arti sat next to her mother.

"You ask what Ar?"

"Why do you ask the God of Marriage not that we still have blood relations?" ask the Curious.

"No, the mother of God is the adoptive child of the same mother" replied Uti Tika.

"Oh, kirain mbak Arti's birth, kept his father where buk kok Arti never know?" ask Meaning again.

"Your husband's father is there, he is the son of your father's master first." said Uti Tika, Arti did not ask again he was afraid of being judged too concerned about Deka.

Late at night, guests who had been present prayed for the late Kakung Sarjono one by one to go home to each of them.

Uti Sri accompanied Uti Tika in her room, Arti had also entered her room.

"Again to the madam's room" asked Yudha.

"Ga wants Jud to be afraid you're angry."

"Not cook when her husband is angry" Yudha said.

"I am your room Yud ya." Pinta Deka.

"Don't, you can't be there, Yudha anter" said Yudha pushing Deka's body, Deka still hesitating and somewhat rejecting Yudha's encouragement, but Yudha did not give up, she continued to push Deka into her sister's room.

"Knock the door bang." tell Yudha.

"Ga dare I'm Jud."

"Yes have a girl who is not brave, one of these fathers looking for a husband for mbak Arti." Yudha shook her head.

"So good" said Deka, feeling a little offended.

"Well, cook scared for the wife anyway."

Deka also ventured to knock on the door of Arti's room.

Tok.dok..

Meaning who is still sitting pensively in bed immediately put on her veil again and open the door.

"What's up!" say the meaning behind the door.

"This is Yudha mbak, brother wants to come in" said Yudha.

Deka also showed herself then Arti opened her door wider so that Deka could enter her room.

When Deka had entered the room, Arti did not even pay attention to her he instead chose to lay down his body and cover it with a blanket.

Deka did not know what to do, he also just kept quiet and joined his body beside his wife.

Deka could not stand didiemin, he chose to ask.

"Mbak don't diem dong." said Deka again.

"What am I supposed to do." she replied, I knew she was crying.

"You ain't got Deka hugging, here." Deka bargained.

"No thanks." replied Meaning.

"Bak is angry with Deka?" ask Deka.

"Why am I angry with you, I'm just angry with myself" he replied, still turning his back on Deka.

"Why you are angry with yourself, you are not wrong" said Deka trying to calm his wife.

"Who said I wasn't wrong, I ruined my girlfriend's dream Ka, and my family lost a father how can we say it's not my fault and again you have to shut down your future in order to marry a barren woman like me." he replied.

"Mbak don't say that, who said mbak that's just a doctor will I'll find the best doctor mbak so that mbak cured and can give birth to a baby." deka said as she tilted her body staring pity at the woman beside her.

"I'll try to heal Ka, I'll try to recover for her." Deka's heart crumbled again when he heard his wife's words.

"Can I go back to him if I recover?" ask Arti again while looking into the eyes of Deka, Deka who still did not expect Arti to say like that just smiled.

"Of course mbak, mbak has the right to choose." replied Deka mature, although his heart feels squeezed but he still tried to understand the Meaning.

"I know you're forced to marry me, right, I hope we're equally able to take care of ourselves - can I keep my chastity for her?" what kind of question it is, this is so crazy it hurts more than hearing of Desvita's marriage to her ex-boyfriend.

"Why not everything is suitable that you want, just calm down." replied Deka with a smile.

"Thank you Ka for your understanding, he was crying when he decided not to come, I also heard his parents say do not expect the barren woman.why do you want to be he said, at that time I knew that I was sick, why no one told me about this, he said he loved me so much Ka, even he has begged his parents to let him marry me but unfortunately his parents kekeh ga ngijinin he came , he also could not marry me without my blessing also right." Meaning can express what happened to him when he was just now.

"Patience, you can believe that if you are all partners, you will all be back to how it was." replied Deka, huufffff what is this is if he does not consider me at all, did she forget that I was the one who married her earlier, did her ears not hear that we both have made a promise to live on, this is really crazy I was getting sick of fate playing tricks on me.

"Are you mad if I sleep here tonight?" ask me, I must be careful now, I may not force something on a woman whose heart is still filled with other men even though she is my wife.

"May, just keep the distance," she replied still trying to fortify herself, you think I'm a man, what the fuck, I've seen naked women you know but I've absolutely no lust because I promised to touch the woman I love and love me of course and again I just want to do it if it's lawful inner Deka.

There is a great anger in the heart of Deka for the words of his wife, may I not consider me there is also the inner Deka.

"Can I get married again?" tanya Deka tried to fish what was in his wife's heart.

"Of course, no one forbids you to get married again" he replied casually.

"OK, so what do we call our relationship?" ask me again, honestly I just want to know what she thinks of me.

"What is our relationship?" he asked back, I think enough until here I feel pain, I we he understands religion turns out his brain only thinks about himself, he said, ohh so you don't take me well don't ever blame me if I'm so also inner Deka again

"Heemm, you really I'm just a stranger, okay we'll sleep tomorrow I want to go to my lover's place" said Deka while fixing the position of his pillow.

"Which love?" her question, why ask you ask me not nganggep I would like it to feel like Deka asked like that.

"My mother is who else." replied Deka, for some reason there was a slight sense of pity at the meaning for Deka when this man beside her began to close his eyes.

Deka's mind drifted somewhere, she still could not digest what was happening to her at this moment, as well as the meaning of there was a sense of flogging in her heart at this time after her chatter earlier with Deka.

Ahhh, everything will be fine Inner Meaning.

I don't know what this feeling is just the heart knows.

DEKA'S DREAM

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