Dream Mahligai
CHAPTER 20 - Not Yet, Not Meaning No.

"What prayer did you pray until I was this hard to turn to, Zavia?"

Zavia was pounding, for whatever sake she could not turn away and hide her nervousness. Such beautiful Netra Renaga always managed to make him submissive and submissive without rest.

If asked what prayer Zavia asked the creator, it is obviously simple. In fact he was not a very religious man, but in his life Zavia never forgot who his God was.

As for the love that dwells in his mind, Zavia also does not understand why God bestows that feeling on him. For years she tried to forget, but her little heart was lying every time she turned away from this man.

"I never asked for anything beyond my limits .. Only, I asked God to keep anything that was not meant for me."

Renaga's tall body made Zavia's neck feel a little sore, after several times always avoiding the gaze of Renaga, this second he ventured to talk while staring at his interlocutor.

"Last few years, I thought God had answered my prayers with your departure.But strangely, Brother came back and I felt God was really testing me."

"I became very, very hypocritical, not only to those around me, but to God as well. Funny indeed, I asked to be kept away, but my heart did not know myself until it forgot that my feelings were wrong."

"Don't you think only Big Brother is tired in this position? I am also .. we are the same, if only the circumstances were not like this I was the first to pursue you desperately. But to be viewed from any angle my feelings are wrong and should not be, there is Giska who makes Renaga his world."

His voice even shook after saying all that, without pause. Waitie? Was he being honest this time? About the feelings he had been covering up for so long, a little embarrassing actually.

"Have you?"

Long-length Zavia explained, even her eyes were wet and Renaga had only been staring at her flat ever since. The man was digesting Zavia's speech, during his life maybe this was the first time the two were this serious.

"Already," replied Zavia a little lazy because this man just seemed to provoke him to tell the truth.

Moreover, when Renaga smiled faintly and unhesitatingly wrapped his hands around Zavia's waist. It's a little strange, believe me Zavia quivered with a Force that blatantly showed what he wanted.

No matter what the sentence is, Renaga clearly considers Zavia to have the same feeling. Well, his love is reciprocated. The man without worry of rejection, he eroded the distance until the Exhalation even felt warm on Zavia's face.

Feeling threatened, Zavia clenched her lips tightly as quickly as possible. Although he had never been in a relationship with another man that far, but his eyes could deduce what Renaga wanted.

"Well yuk."

As easy as he spoke, Zavia who had cried after issuing a heavy burden in her life was actually made surprised by what Renaga threw.

"Huh?"

Zavia was silent for a moment, after a while he let go of Renaga's hand and took a few steps back. "Why? I'm old enough, Zavia."

"It's not about that, I don't need to explain that you know that either."

"Your answer has shown me that you love me too, Zavia? Giska?"

"The only one, but the most important thing is the belief .. about my feelings, Brother knows enough and I just want to make it clear that I'm not thinking about Giska, but Brother as well."

Energized was silent for a moment, he was too confident with the honesty of Zavia, the fact that the woman was still difficult to reach even though she was in love.

"Can't you consider it again? I've already memorized An-Naba."

The answer made Zavia a little surprised and upset, really he was not joking and could-be Renaga answer such a thing easily.

"And Al-Fatihah," added Renaga later.

"I'm not kidding, don't mess around about beliefs."

"I'm not kidding either, Via .. if I move faith how? Are you still going to reject me?" renaga asked him fixedly, long ago he was curious how Zavia would react and he asked such questions.

"Don't, Sister...don't ever do anything excessive in the name of love, I don't want it to happen."

"When did you come here for what if you didn't want to be my wife, Zavia?"

Instantly Zavia's mood changed, after all since when she came with the aim of becoming Renaga's wife. Zavia sacrificed time today only to represent the three of them for making Renaga feel alone, nothing more.

"Yet, that does not mean unwilling," murmured Zavia slowly even almost whispered, but he forgot that this before him was a powerful not a deaf creature like Fabian.

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