HEARTFELT
Valentine day

"Hmmmmm.." muttered Timah, with his mood getting worse, how not his turmoil getting damaged when he met his own ex-lover.

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Today is the Valentine day that is celebrated by teenagers. Timah's memory returns to the events of the past two years, on the same day Zuhrik gave him a bunch of flowers as a symbol of his love for Tin.

Just like the belief of European teenagers on Valentine's Day that the first man they see is his soul mate.

Even though it's a myth, girls in Europe still consider it a true as if the formula must apply in terms of matchmaking.

Even though it is considered a myth, unmarried girls in Europe wake up before the sun rises on Valentine's Day. At the window, they waited for the man to pass by. They believe that the man they first saw in that day, or the man who resembles him and will marry them in that year.

Likewise with Tin today he woke up very early while packing goods that will be carried to Indonesia.

Tin who was later a bit shy like finding new hope, his appearance turned very cheerful.Every moment he glanced from the window to see if there was a man passing by and willing to meet him.

Suddenly Timah remembered Zuhrik his former lover, he hoped Zuhrik came back to repeat the events on valentin day two years ago, he remembered the romantic memories of that time. the poetry of Zuhrik was very imprinted in his heart and re-enacted in his mind.

"If loving you is wrong, then I don't want to avoid the mistake. My love for you is so strong and brighter than any light. The way we must go is long, but we'll win every fight."

"If loving you is a mistake, then I don't want to avoid that mistake. My love for you is stronger and brighter than any lamp. Our paths are both long, but we will win in every fight"

"I never believed in love before I saw you. Never believed in marriage before talking to you, but now I'm a big believer in life because I have you."

"Trust me, you are the only one in my heart, whom I always remember, whom I always wished for in destiny and someone I love the most."

Timah's daydreams are up when a voice calls his name, yes it's Zuhrik's voice, a voice he's very familiar with. Tin almost jumped in joy when Zuhrik really greeted him.

"Oooh my god, you come here" cried Timah, As if the valentine's law were true.

"That means Zuhrik is my soul mate" Timah thought.

But the happiness was suddenly lost when Zuhrik said he would marry someone is definitely not him.

"Oooo my good" the heart of tin said. For some reason When remembering his memories with Zuhrik, his heart was more captivated with the charm that Zuhrik had.

Instantly Timah's legs limp his body collapsed violently unconscious.

"Are you conscious?" Zuhrik's whisper sounded close to Tin's ear.

I don't know what happened when Timah realized that he was already in Zuhrik's arms. Between the omelette and the invisible face of Zuhrik, his heart grew cooler and more comfortable without feeling his lips had muttered as if only talking to himself.

"Don't leave Tin, don't leave me Zuhrik, I love you, my body can be away from you but my heart can't"

"Please ask Zuhrik not to go, these eyes might forget you, but my heart can't forget someone it loves". Timah kept muttering as if he was delirious.

"Zuhrik my lips can say no but the heart always says that you are my true love.

"Well... You heard me, right?" zuhrik asked while shaking the tin body.

"Yes I heard" replied Timah.

"Talk Tin, it will reduce your suffering" Zuhrik told Timah.

"It won't ... No!" zuhrik

"Believe me Zuhrik... If I'm going to try and promise to be a good wife to you" Pinta Timah explained.

Nine months he tried to forget and stay away from Zuhrik acting hard without him, although his heart wound further from Zuhrik his heart was getting hurt, yes the wound is getting gaping.

"I'm sorry Timah.I can't go back to you" said Zuhrik did not want to know Timah's feelings.

"Hmmm... " Guman Timah began to realize the situation he was in.

During this time Tin felt a life empty without Zuhrik, like a fish in a dry river flanking suddenly found a clear spring when the presence of Zuhrik.

"Are you sure what you're saying?" ask Tin.

"Yes .." replied Zuhrik steadily.

Tin is still convinced that the valentin day ratio does not miss the name if valentin day as a day of affection.

A sacred day in various parts of the world is celebrated by young or old couples in a romantic way, even as a holiday in various countries.

Even though Russia prohibits valentine's day but secretly the public still celebrate it.

"Are we going to celebrate valentin day ... Zuhrik?" tanya Timah still believes in the valentine's day formula.

"Sorry Tin, I'll celebrate with Mona" Zuhrik replied honestly.

"Damn you" Like a lead slump jumping from Zuhrik's arms.

Indeed valentine's day is not only a day of affection, but valentine's day is also made by men to come to his Valentin partner, as an expression of dissatisfaction with the woman.

Not infrequently they come to his woman with a very painful thing, until there is a dispute and maki each other and the man leaves without guilt. The woman will usually make a bonfire when the departure of her male valentine partner by making a bonfire and then burning all the photos in the accompaniment of diatribes and curses that are very scary.

"Ooo it turns out that you are here indeed want to hurt me" said Timah.

Tears of Tin melted, however she was not ready to accept this reality. Yes if the first formula is wrong means the second formula applies, Tin begins to realize Zuhrik's arrival is not to re-knit the affection between them but his arrival is nothing but to dispel Tinah's hopes of living with him.

A very painful time when we expect it to turn out to be the opposite, it is difficult to accept this how not from the morning blind he believes his soul mate will come but it turns out just the opposite. Timah is aware of this reality but is not yet convinced by what he is going through.

"What's wrong with Tin, what's the lack of Tin, what's your complaint Zuhrik?" ask Tin.

Zuhrik was unable to answer in his eyes also showed a very deep love for Tin. His eyes could not lie to Timah if Zuhrik also still loves him.

"Well, Zuhrik, why do you want to get away from me, what's my lack?" reset Tin.

"You are too kampung and kolot for me, you prefer life as a nun compared to modern life" said Zuhrik.

"Are you sure?" ask for a brief lead.

Indeed Tin has been more maintaining a religious life that obeys so often reject the invitation of Zuhrik to live freely without marriage.

"I'm sorry Zuhrik found what Zuhrik was looking for in Mona" Zuhrik replied.