Holy Marriage
Don't be Worried
“Sorry me. I've made your show fucked up. I am stupid.” Anna's tears were back. Guilt made her tears flow incessantly. He was really afraid Alan would get angry.
“Yes done, all has happened.”
The answer made Anna look up, suddenly finding Alan's dark eyes staring at her.
“You're not angry?” asked Anna a little excited.
“Even if I am angry, it will not change things. But next time, I ask to keep the attitude.”
Anna wheezed. Just a day he walked with Alan, it felt tired of being charged with all pretenses. What if it's a lifetime? Will he be able to survive? Anna prefers to be herself. Free to determine attitudes and behavior, free expression, screaming, laughing and jumping up and down at will, without having to maintain the image. His life will be difficult and restrained later. Did Anna just back off from this match? Ah, naw. His father would be a bet if he backed out.
“I was shy, yes?” lirih Anna feels like she's the most guilty person in Alan's life.
“Ya.”
Anna grunts. “But my leg was like I got something until finally so want jatoh.”
“Do not manipulate the situation. The fact that you were making me ashamed.”
“Sorry.” Anna recalled the moment when her foot stepped forward to put down the glass, like something had touched her leg, but that was it. He doesn't want to think about it anymore. The important thing is that Alan is not angry, it is enough to be an antidote for him.
“Come, I'll take you home. It's almost dusk.” Alan stands.
“No texts or calls from them.” Anna was astonished, only this time Angel and Herlambang were not worried about her. After school, he did not return home until almost dusk.
“Don't worry about that. I've told your father,” said Alan, who sat by Anna's side.
“Oh.”
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“Ann, children on a scene discussing a new topic, about lo who was taught by Alan the road yesterday, loh,” said Arini enthusiastically, his eyes sparkling happy too. “Lo is there any connection with Alan how can he get you to school? Yesterday's oath was so sweet. Yes aampuun... A lot of people, loh. Me included. Since when do you know Alan that close?”
Anna folded her hands on her chest. Should he talk honestly to Arini about his relationship with Alan? If Alan was actually her future husband? Ah, it's taboo. Children their age talk about marriage. It doesn't feel natural. Anna is still unsure if she will soon let go of her bachelorhood with Alan, a man whose life is full of rules.
“Ann, by the way, dong. What's the connection between you and Alan? How can you be that same as him?” Arini surprised Anna with a fist.
“Rin, I want to tell you something. It's a big secret, and enough we both doang know.”
“Big secret? What?” Arini curious.
TB