If Only
apology

I was still silent in front of my computer. Since my last meeting with Abian, I have been daydreaming a lot. The name was really familiar to my ears, but I also could not deny the fact that I was still thinking about Randu. He called me many times but I had no intention of picking up the phone. I'm sure the news of my father's death must have reached his ears. I haven't been back to my apartment since my father died. I'm rarely home because I have to go with Haris to learn to take care of my father's business. I sighed, I then looked at the clock that was on the computer. My HP is ringing again. This time I lifted it.

"Sophy"

"Eung" I replied. Randu's voice sounded soft.

"I'm sorry"

"For what?" My toot.

"I don't intend to hurt you, Ji Han and I have nothing to do ... I've been looking for you, but you don't know where it's going"

"Is that?" My toot. My tears came down slowly. I sobbed little.

"Don't cry ... I'm sorry"

"Are you done? I want to go to sleep now" I wiped the trail of my tears.

"I'll pick you up"

"For what else?" I panic.

"You know I don't want to part with you at all"

The connection was immediately cut off when I wanted to refuse. I sighed, it must have been very difficult.

After almost half an hour, Randu really picked me up. As always, he looked handsome. We were just as awkward, even in the car. We ate at the restaurant we used to go to. I didn't ask anything, from now on he's the only one who talks at length. He had even easily forgotten about yesterday's quarrel.

I turned my head out, as soon as my body stiffened when I realized from earlier on Abian continued to look at me from outside. Though he was not who but his gaze was like about to kill. I gasped as Randu took my hand. I dare to look at him.

"Let's make up, I'm sorry" he said.

"You think by apologizing everything's back to how it was?" My toot.

"Let me try to return it to how it was" said Randu.

"Including my father's departure?" Ask again. Randu fell silent and looked at me softly.

"You want me to replace your father?" Ask Randu. "I'll do it if you want, I know what it's like to be in your position right now. I know at any moment I won't be able to return your father, but let me stay with you in your place of your father's duty" he added. I looked at him clingy. I knew he wasn't lying with his words, I could see it in his eyes. I cried and Randu hugged me. I feel like I'm the most guilty here, I don't even let him explain anything. I squeezed his clothes tightly and let the tightness in my heart gradually disappear.

After a long time I feel fine. We started as usual. I don't want to be hypocritical, I really love her. When we were joking, Haris called me.

"Hello om?" My broom.

"Hello Sofi ... Where're you?"

"I'm eating out ... What's up, om?" My toot.

"Some one's gonna pick you up there"

I frowned at me. "Who? Where are you going, om?" Ask me confused.

"Just wait, she'll be there soon"

"But om ..." Shit, the connection was cut off. I pissed off putting my phone down.

"What's wrong?" Tanya Randu was confused.

"It's not what ... Looks like you're going home alone ... Haris's whole om is going to pick me up" I replied. I'm sure Randu will be confused.

"Where are you going?" Ask wonder.

"No idea ... There may be a business invitation" I replied of origin. Randu nodded trying to understand. "It's okay, right?" My toot.

"It's okay" she replied with a smile. "It's hard to be busy" he said with a laugh. I pinched his arm so I made him complain.

"I must often come to your office" said I sumringah. "Now come out" I said.

Me and Randu came out hand in hand. I hugged her arm, I missed her perfume. An anxious Pandu just ruffled my hair. Suddenly our steps stopped, I was surprised when I found out that Abian was still waiting outside. Suddenly he walked up to me.

"Let's go up" Abian asked. I frowned at me. "Don't Haris call you?" Ask. I'm back confused. But I ended up going with Abian after saying goodbye to Randu.

In the car I was silent, between annoyance and wonder. How could Haris send that man for me.

"Don't think too much of me" chirped Abian who instantly made me glance in annoyance.

"Too confident it's not good for mental health" I said ketus.

"You're not something that matters ... Why do I think of you" I replied still sniffling. Bian even laughed a little.

"Is he your girlfriend? The one you were with?" Ask.

"That's none of your business" I replied briefly.

"Don't get close to him anymore" I turned my head immediately when I heard his words.

"You who? Who are you!" I was really pissed off half to death.

"I don't like it" replied Bian. God, I'm really gonna blow my emotions in his face.

"Stop ... I said stop!" I'm upset. Sure enough the car stopped.

"It ... What do you want?" Ask Bian.

"Go away, don't ever show up again" I said. I'm about to open the door.

"If I don't show up again, the man will never show up again either" he said calmly.

"Don't be like that" I said. "Who are you, you have no right to my life!" I came back screaming. I was surprised when he called someone.

"Destroy the car with a DC plate 231 ..." I closed his mouth before he finished speaking.

"Are you crazy?" I'm angry.

"I've given you a warning" he replied casually but his gaze was sharp. "I can finish him right now" he added.

"What are you doing?" Just pissed.

"now let's go home" instead of answering, he drove his car. I swear to God I hate him so much.

When I got home, I went in without saying anything. I went straight into the room and broke my body.

"Who does he think he is? crazy" I swore in my room. "Basic crazy man!!" I screamed in annoyance. I want to quickly rest and forget about that crazy guy.

[Father's office]

I have to go to the office again today. Oh yes, by the way I resigned from my old job and now I have to focus on my father's company. I follow wherever Haris goes, it feels tiring but all for my father's sake.

I was sitting in the restaurant in front of my dad's office right now is my office. I enjoy my favorite ice coffee. But suddenly my mood shattered instantly when I saw Abian sitting on the chair in front of me. I had raised a look of dislike, but it didn't seem like he was a sensitive creature.

"Why sit here?" Just pissed.

"Why ask that?" Oh my god, he asked back. I was about to tell her to leave, but my phone went off first. Randu, I quickly picked it up.

"Hello dear" I said in a loud voice, fortunately this restaurant is quiet.

"why do you call me that?" Tanya Randu was astonished then chuckled.

"it's okay, just want to" I replied with a laugh.

"Where are you?" Ask Randu. "I'm in front of your office right now" he said. I looked outside and it was true that he just got out of the car.

"okay ... Wait there, I'm out" I'll just grab my bag and quickly leave. I glanced at Abian for a moment, I had a chance to see the look on his face, but what do I care.

I waved my hand and shouted to her name. Randu turned his head and smiled until his eyes were not visible. He stretched out his hand and I went straight into his arms.

"You here?" Tanyaku.

"I'm taking my leave" he replied while shuffling my hair. "Let's take the road" he asked. He and I got in the car.

In the car, we were just joking and singing.

"Who picked you up yesterday?" Ask Randu.

"That's ... All of Haris" I answered nervously.

"really? I see a different look at you" said Randu.

"different?" I asked, "it's just your feeling" I said.

"eum, maybe" he replied while shuffling my hair again. I looked at her face, as hard as I tried to keep loving her.

Seriate.....