Not Winnings
Raka's Request

...''As we grow older, the pressures of life become heavier. We need to find some way to deal with it. For example channeling hobbies in between spare time, or just a walk with friends,''...

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''Brother, you promised me. Even you swore, so today I'll take your promise,''

Raka looked straight at the beads of Bryan's eyes which were now also staring at him. Bryan did not understand, what exactly the intention and request of his sister was against him. But because he had promised to support her whatever it was, Bryan nodded his head.

''Yes, whatever it is I will do, '' he said.

Raka smiled. His hand will grab Bryan's hand. But quickly Bryan who immediately grasped Raka's hand.

''Sister,'' Raka patted the shoulder of Bryan's palm.

''Saga Rena, love and love Rena wholeheartedly. Brother has responsibility for Rena's life now. Try to start loving her,''

Raka's words paused. He noticed a change in his older expression that seemed to be frowning his forehead.

''Rena losing both of her eyes might be this calamity. But this can also be used as an opportunity for sister to be closer to Rena,''

Bryan lowered his head. Her tears began to wash both her cheeks. Raka understood the confusion that plagued her brother.

''Before Rena got an eye donor, sister could take care of her by pretending to be me......''

''But Raka....'' Bryan intended to cut off Raka's words, but Raka raised one hand so that Bryan listened to her words until it was over.

''Does sister still love Natasha?''

''No! My sister has forgotten that love. Right now brother is only focusing on you and Rena.'' Answer Bryan.

Raka nodded her head.

''Please, learn to love Rena. I can't take care of her anymore.''

''Raka, don't say that again. Brother is sure you will definitely recover,''

''Brother, I already know how I am in this moment. That's why I made that request to my brother. I'm sure, big brother can definitely grant this last request of mine?''

Bryan shakes his head. Now her crying began to sob.

''I don't want to make a lot of promises. Because human beings have a lot of temptations. But you will make sure, you will try to continue to care for and love Rena wholeheartedly Bryan said with determination.

''Okay, I understand. So, from now on try to get closer to Rena. Pretend to be me. And don't make a sound when you're nearby,''

Bryan nodded in understanding. Finally with a heavy heart, Bryan responded to his sister's request.

''Brother, can we hug? I miss you so much, though,''

Bryan smiled and hugged his sister tightly. Suddenly their cries broke considering their time from childhood to adulthood.

''What is this? Why are you even hugging like Teletubbies so?'' Said Miss Rossa when she just entered the room.

''Mama, ''' At once they both smiled at the arrival of the mama.

''How's Rena mah doing?''

''Rena, still under the influence of a sedative.'' Miss Rossa explained how Rena was after she regained consciousness.

All this time he had blamed his brother for the suffering that befell Rena. But now, he is also the cause of darkness to come in Rena's life.

Bryan patted Raka's shoulder. He understood the unease that Raka was feeling right now.

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Without feeling the time quickly pass. Raka is still in strict care from doctors. Even in his body there are still many equipment installed. His occasional breathing and heart often made people worry.

Bryan and Miss Rossa took turns to look after Rena or take care of Raka.

Like at the moment. Rena and Bryan are in the park. Bryan thought to take Rena for a walk for a while so as not to get bored being in the hospital continues.

''Her cooking today was very good Mas Raka. It seems like the more day Mas Raka is getting good at cooking, said Rena when some bribes she felt the food that is now fed by Bryan who is currently pretending to be Raka.

Bryan smiled he could finally get this close to Rena, without having to scare her. Although he himself was sad because he had to use this way so that he could be close to Rena.

Bryan began pushing Rena's wheelchair back into the room where Rena was taken care of. Because it's time for Rena to do the examination.

''Mas Raka, why since Rena woke up after the accident, Mas Raka did not want to talk to Rena? Does Raka hate Rena? Because.....''

Rena's speech came to a halt as an index finger landed on her sweet lips.

''Alright, Rena won't talk much anymore. Rena will also fast by the way. Just like Raka,''

Rena pouted because every time she asked about why Raka would not talk to her again, surely the edges of Rena's mouth got fingers.

''Uh it sucks this Mas Raka.'' Rena smiled occasionally she turned her head towards Bryan. Although he could not see, he could feel that the man who was currently always looking after him was very sincere towards him.

After arriving at the room, the doctor immediately checked Rena's condition and gave several injections. You see these few days Rena's eyes feel pain that makes it can not take it anymore. Even to the point that he felt a pain in his head as well.

''How's Rena doing right now Doc? Is there a solution to reduce the pain in the head or eyes doc?'' Bryan whispered

''Forgive me, Mr. Bryan. But it seems like the patient should get an eye donor right away. It looks like there is some tissue infected because maybe before the broken glass has injured some nerves that lead to our brain. Therefore, it must immediately perform surgery again so that patients can get better treatment, said the doctor.

Bryan nodded his head. He has been searching for some hospitals. He even called some of his acquaintances who worked in medicine to help him find an eye donor for Rena. To date, he has not had any results.

''I will try to find an eye donor for Rena doc, for now can the doctor give her medicine to reduce her pain,''

''We will try sir.''

On the other hand Raka was talking to Miss Rossa. Looking at the expressions on their faces, it seemed like their conversation was very serious.

''Are you sure, son?'' With tears. Miss Rossa tried to strengthen her heart at the request of the son.

''Raka is absolutely sure ma. After all if it wasn't for Raka, Rena would definitely not have lost her sight,''

''Okay then. Mama will try to clench it.''

Miss Rossa hugged the son tightly. It was a really tough decision for him. But Miss Rossa believes that her son's decision must have been carefully thought out.

But without them realizing from behind the door a girl was watching their conversation.

''No! I'm not gonna let him. I can definitely save you,''