Reyhan, My husband

Reyhan, My husband
Good News But Painful


I want to let go of the pain slowly


About all the isolated pain


Turns feet into happiness


Until a smile arch


Looks perfectly decorate the face even under the dim light


I want to take you off with a smile


I've been working on everything, though,


So that we can live side by side


No longer have to use feelings..


Believe,


I really want to let you go as soon as possible


Closing the blue book old story


Open a new book without you..


-N.A.D-H


****


Weekend is over. The short honeymoon in Reyhan is also over.


The atmosphere this morning at home is a little tickling, for a beautiful woman named Nayla.


He who had long been used to loneliness, now had to face a ridiculous drama.


How busy the residents of this house rearrange their preparations overnight, for the smooth activities of the children today. There are also small troublemakers. The only thing he did was break the focus of his brothers. Ah adorable, isn't it.?


Nayla's like getting her new world at Reyhan's. A world he had never had before.


A sense of loneliness that had been loyal to accompany his day immediately felt destroyed. Replaced with a burning sense of happiness.


"Nriv ...."


Nina walked quickly with a happy face toward her best friend who was sitting casually near the entrance of the campus. Then she hugged Nayla tightly.


"Thank you, Nay, thanks to you, Satya is finally responsible."


Say it again with a glowing face.


"really?" Nayla said make sure.


Nayla smiled broadly displaying her father's face. He should be happy, right? Satya's problem is finally over.


"Yeah... Thanks again, Nay?"


Once again Nina grabbed Nayla's body and hugged her for a while.


"Did you know? Yesterday he and his parents came to my house, Nay, and he proposed to me."


Nayla just smiled. A forced smile appears to accompany the happiness of his best friend.


His heart was beating rapidly accompanied by a sense of tightness in his chest. Nayla should be happy, right?


But deep down, he felt an almost unbearable pain.


"I'm happy for you, Nin,..."


A drop of tear fell without Nayla preventing it. His heart was still in pain that he should never feel again.


Nayla is against herself.


"Nay how do you cry? If you don't want this, I can munduurr..." Nina felt guilty.


"Ahh no no... I'm not crying because I'm sad, but I'm happy for you.. Finally, our efforts were not in vain Nin..."


Nayla is lying. Forced to lie because for now, it would feel too evil not if Nayla admitted it.? Although that was not the reason, but Nayla was reluctant to ruin the happy moment that Nina felt.


"really?"


"Of course it's true..."


Nayla had to lie again.


Stay away, forgetting is easy, but letting him go is hard. Nayla is still in process. Processes that also take time. It takes time to heal, and then it really grows back. The process of forgetting cannot be done in a hurry. Must enjoy slowly, so that next he can receive, then be able to mengikhlaskan.


Nayla believes that there will be a time when she can live side by side in a truly peaceful peace. Peace that will not be left the slightest sense of seeing his former lover living happily with his best friend.


If you ask, how does Nayla feel? Of course, Nayla was happy to hear this good news. News that can bring good to many. With their marriage, Nina's future is saved.


Ah at least her good name was saved too, right?


Nayla was also sincere when she helped Nina persuade Satya back then. Very sincere in fact.


But, somehow, this good news was also painful for Nayla. Although there was a lot of interference in this.


Wasn't he himself the one who held Satya responsible for Nina? Why does Nayla feel pain too?


Deg, man,


That fast?


***


The sound of singing birds restores the husband and wife's consciousness from their sleep. Moreover, the scorching sun that seemed to sting them made it unable to linger on the mattress. Nayla immediately went to the bathroom to clean herself with her body that was still naked due to heat activity last night. Well even though his body still felt limp and crumpled.


Today is sunday. Six days had passed since the good news that hurt him a little was heard in his ears. Nayla thinks she managed to keep her anxiety a secret from her husband. And her conjecture is strengthened when her relationship with her husband is fine, without a single question from her.


After he finished his business in the bathroom, Nayla immediately came out to Reyhan who was still sleeping in bed.


"Reyhan..."


Nayla shook Reyhan's body so that her husband would wake up.


"You're tidy? where you going?" Reyhan asked, shaking his head. Gathering lives that have not yet fully fused with his own body.


"You're free today, right? We go for a walk, right? I'm still at home.."


Not yet had time to answer Nayla's question, Reyhan's phone rang indicating there was a phone coming in. Reyhan grabbed his phone from the nightstand. And then lift it.


Hello bimm..


What'sthetime? Oh well, I'm getting ready.


Wait another twenty minutes...


Nayla. Already since his return from the beach at that time, Reyhan constantly on the phone by someone who Nayla herself does not know who. And because of that caller, Reyhan is rarely home. Always go early in the morning and come home almost midnight. They even stayed overnight at Reyhan's house. Yes, the house that many residents and make Nayla always miss it.


"I'm sorry...."


Reyhan said as he passed into the bathroom cleaning himself. It didn't take long, Reyhan immediately put on a neat outfit.


Just sorry doang?


"Where else are you going, Rey? Haa, what exactly are you doing outside?"


Nayla asked in annoyance.


"Nay, trust...."


"How can I believe it? It's been a week since you've been busy on your own without any clarity.. Always go out in the morning and come home late at night.. With the clothes..." Nayla's eyes looked at Reyhan's appearance with a feeling of annoyance."Who are you going to meet until this?"


Reyhan gave a long sigh. Sabaarrs...


He himself was actually aware of his busyness. It's just that there's not a good time to explain it to Nayla.


And now that the time is not much, Reyhan must leave immediately to finish his business.


"I'm sorry..."


Reyhan pulled Nayla's body in his arms. "I don't have much time right now, but please believe me, I'll explain to you later."


He held Nayla's chin and then looked up to meet their eyes. Then Reyhan fused their lips together. Sipping it gently, as if reassuring Nayla that everything would be fine.


"I have to leave now..." Reyhan said after removing the unification of their lips. Then Reyhan took the keys to Nayla's old car. Before actually going out the bedroom door, Reyhan approached his wife again to kiss her on the forehead.


"If you are bored at home, you can go out with your best friend...


Wear a new car yes, same credit card yesterday. You can use as much as possible..."


He said with a wink to his left eye. "I love you, Nay..."


It's nonsense. Nayla's Rutuk in heart.


Right behind Reyhan's door, Nayla shed her tears. He felt like he was being ignored by Reyhan. Not only that, a fear of his own when he remembered some writings in the online magazine related to the cause of the change in the nature of the couple that Nayla had read when Nayla was lonely lately.


Does Reyhan have another woman?


Or could it be that before marrying Nayla, she had a lover and is still in a relationship today?


Such thoughts so readily arise in Nayla's brain, given how early their marriage came to be. Even now, Nayla has not understood the reason why Reyhan agreed to a marriage with her at Papa's request.


Reyhan is still so mysterious to him.


"Where the hell are you Rey? my feelings are not good because Satya is getting married to Nina, I want to be accompanied by you, but you don't even have time for me?"


"You think I still want to think about Satya.? No, but yeah how? I want to keep myself busy with you, Rey..."


Tired of crying on the bed due to their little argument, Nayla is now up. Nayla must concern herself without Reyhan in order not to drag on in anxiety.


Nayla grabbed her phone and called someone.


You where?


I pick it up now, we shop today, tenaaang, I treat as much as youuu.. abstain from going home before full..!


Nayla closes her phone and walks into the mirror. Staring at her reflection in front of the mirror then she smiled grinning.


Okay, Reyhan.. You're the one who asked me to use that credit card as I please? Calm down, I'll make good use of it...


You can enjoy your full time with other women out there, and let me spend your money here...