Suddenly Getting Married to Ustadz
The Part 32
Prahara married children, so Aka had to suppress patience, however fate had united them, both Aka and Shali were in charge of reconciling their hearts to be sincere with His decree.
"Mas, how come diem, can't ya?" ask Shali to make sure.
"I'm a little bothered, later my teaching schedule until the afternoon, how about tomorrow weekend Mas just drop by there?" Aka trying to find the most epic solution and deserved of course.
"I can go home alone Mas, you just need to ngizininin me, already that's all," said Shali lightly.
"It's not the concept, Dek, where there's a story to visit home alone, let alone it's the first time after marriage, I take full responsibility for you, I have to make sure you're okay."
Shali sounded mendes@h slowly, "Some alone can not but complicated. Should this be it with reason and concept at length," Shalin's mind was upset.
"Yes, I'm not going to be," resigned Shali mrengut. His hands deftly checked the schedule carried in his bag.
"Dec, if you want to afternoon? But the night came home," said Aka feeling pity, maybe his little wife really misses his mommy.
Shali looked at Aka for a moment with teary eyes, before finally throwing away an irritated face.
"No need to Mas, no," he replied as he pretended to be busy to divert his short talk that felt annoying.
According to Shali's version, he just needs the blessing to keep going home by himself, and stay at home on holiday tomorrow at the weekend. That's how it usually fits living in a dorm. Shali still often comes home, he is not a typical who feels at home with high discipline, but what the power, the will of parents must be obeyed.
"Sir, are you angry with me?" Aka faced his wife and summarized her shoulders. Highlighting his lowered hazel bead.
"Did not the good wife have to obey, must not be angry even if her heart is not pleased" he said irritably.
"Would it be, Dek?" answer Aka is calming.
"If only God had given me a chance once and there was another option for me right now, I would have wanted to go back to a time when there was never that day, and all will be well because there will probably never be this marriage with you."
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Aka took off her two hands that encapsulated the shoulder, as if those words had become heart-piercing thorns. The pain he felt, disappointed and if possible just want to be angry. Again the man tried to ignore his wounded heart, he did not want his wife to increase in sin. His job is of course to make the child fall in love with him and remove the shadow of Azmi who first occupies the space of his heart. He has so much in his heart.
Indeed, Aka almost carried away emotions this morning, he was anxious himself with the behavior of his wife who was not willing to accept this marriage. The man was still waiting for Shali's reply calmly.
It is not an easy matter for Shali, he is required to serve according to sharia and religion, but with a heart that has not been fully accepted, it is clearly a burden. His heart aches and feels irritating, not obedient of course sinful, such is the worry in a Salin.
"I'm sorry, Mom, I'm not a good wife, I'm far from being obedient, dissident, and obnoxious, I just need some time to space my heart out for a little while, I'm ... I need time for that" she said, but both of her hands nervously squeezed the skirt she was wearing.
Shalin had tried, but nature seemed to entrap him, with the intensity of their unexpected meeting clearly made him fail to move on. If it were possible, and her husband would understand, it would be like to go away from that house.
"I don't want to say anything that's not supposed to be done, nor will I become selfish by asking for my rights while you don't want to. I'm patient, but it's better not to test my patience."
"Yes, my dear, thank you for your understanding" replied Shalin controlling his heart.
"Yes, let's go to the dining room, we must have been waiting for Umi, for breakfast," Aka warned.
"Yes, Mas," Shali replied feeling obstructed.
They came out of the room together, as if they had made a pact, on the other hand Azmi was waiting for her brother to speak.
"Dek, you first yes, Mas there is a little business left, later Mas followed to the dining room." They paused for a moment, before Shali finally nodded and continued his steps.
Aka deliberately went to her room, after dawn Aka had to fill out a study, so it was not possible to speak from heart to heart with her younger sibling.
"Come, Bang! What do you want to talk about?" welcome Azmi cold.
Not wanting to make small talk, Aka went straight to the point.
"Abang knows everything, about your forbidden feelings with your sister-in-law," Aka said.
"Continue?" answer Azmi casually.