THE FORGOTTEN LOVE On The Train
Last Letter to You, Lord
Warning: (Which is not strong this chapter can skip)
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Valentino took a slow sip, a bottle of mineral water after a nun placed three bottles of mineral water on the table and after Father Gilberto invited him over. Then he put the rest back on the table. Jared and Torres did the same thing, their throats were very dry.
"Train began writing the letter after he attended the pre-Christmas event. One month before Christmas. Train and all the children who joined the Sunday school, shared the gift with me and I became Sinterklaas at that time. He is almost seven years old and he loves to write. In early December it was his seventh birthday" Father Gilberto said, looking at Valentino's face, which was very similar to Train's.
"That means Train is a few months away from being a birthday-Oh my God.. The eighth" Valentino rubbed his face. He again received a second letter, then he took out a letter from the envelope, and Valentino read it.
Good Lord, how are you? I'm not good enough.. It's snow on the third day down in Barcelona, it's snowing early. I'm sad. It's my birthday, I'm seven years old. I saw Mommy's eyes, always misty and no lights. He laughed but did not seem to laugh. When did Mommy's eyes have lights? Damian was beside him. I blew out the candles but I didn't beg, I just mentioned Daddy Toro in my heart. Because you know what I mean? I just write my request. Can it be my birthday without snow? Can YOU wipe out the winter? Because winter just makes my Mommy sad. Well I'm gonna ask you something, but you have to actually read my letter, God. One, I want my Mommy and Daddy to be healthy wherever he is. Two, give Damian a good lover, I can't possibly go on a show forever not liking him. YOU know, I like Damian, but because of my love for him, I don't want to hurt him. He hurt himself can you prevent it? Because YOU know my Mommy doesn't love her, Mommy's eyes don't have lights like my Mom's Manuella and Diego's Dad's. God, that's all.
Trains.
"Sometimes Train, send it once a month or two.. He writes according to his feelings. Even in February he wrote twice a month" Father Gilberto said after Valentino folded the second letter. He fell silent and wiped his tears. He can't say a word anymore.
Leyka, I love you more.. There's still love for me Ley. Inner Valentino while swallowing his saliva that feels bitter.
Valentinopun opened the third letter and read it, while Jared folded the previous letter and put it in an envelope.
God, how are you? Are YOU okay? Are YOU very busy? Pedro said, as I asked, 'Why don't YOU answer my letter?', Pedro said YOU're busy because of the millions of letters YOU receive every day. It's springtime, and I started attending Esperanza school. I saw Pepito's father slap Pepito's mother.. That was terrible.. God, I don't want to know my Daddy and I don't want to see him if Daddy-like that, don't find me, if my Daddy's like Pepito's.. I was so happy when Mommy said, 'Daddy Train is not like that, Daddy Train is not a drunk and likes to beat women, Daddy Train is a good man and very romantic also full of warmth'. I saw Mommy's eyes there were a lot of lights, which is why I always kept Daddy's place, so that no one would dare next to my Mommy, including Damian.. God, can you make Pepito's dad change, I know Pepito is not good to me, but he's my friend.. Can Pepito's dad, like my Daddy? And can YOU tell Daddy that I love him? I'm waiting for your answer
Trains.
"Warm and romantic? Am I like that in your eyes, Ley? Blueeee..." Valentino put down the letter and wiped his tears. He then grabbed a bottle of drinking water until it ran out and grabbed Torres's property. Father Gilberto signaled a nun to re-provision drinking water for her.
"He thinks of others! That little boy, Diev! It's crazy!" torres ruffled his hair. Valentino could not say anything but spray the inhaler into his mouth and occasionally massaged his painful left chest.
Valentino opened Train's fourth letter and read it.
God how are you? Are YOU very tired? I'll massage YOU like a tired Abuella's leg up and down the elevator to the 7th floor. I'm begging YOU to grant Abuella's wish to move to the 1st floor. Kasian Abuella is very old, if YOU can not blacken Abuella's hair back, then just grant her request. Today I got a good friend, his name is Paolo. His mother and father separated. Sometimes Paolo goes to his dad's house on weekends, his dad has a girlfriend, his mom, too. All look happy, but actually Paolo and his sister are not happy, he tells a lot of things. Lord, may I ask, just unite my Mommy and Daddy, am I overdoing it? Am I being selfish? Mister Takeshi said, If my Mommy and Daddy don't love each other then everything can't go together. Can you make my Mommy and Daddy love each other even when? If you can't, yes you have.. I can what? Penelope says everyone has privacy and choices. But can I feel staying with them even for a moment?.
Trains.
Valentino threw the letter at the table and got up, he walked to the window and opened it. He inhaled the air that barged in very deeply as his tears flowed so profusely.
"No.. These.. These.. All wrong! Had I been willing to give up, had I not attached much importance to my ambition, had it been-Oh my God, had it been" the cry of Valentino broke again, 8 years so long, and this made Valentino really surprised by this fact. A Torresian could shed tears, Jared then approached Valentino and brought him back to the chair where Father Gilberto was there with occasional long sighs.
"I'm just asking Train to believe without a doubt that one day you'll come. Many child letters came to me, but Train's letter touched my heart so much, Read them all so you can see your Son's heart" Father Gilberto patted Valentino's shoulder.
Valentino reopened Train's fifth letter, then read it while wiping his tears.
Oh my God, my news is very good. I hope YOU're good too. Today Mommy banned me from Church but I don't care. I'm naughty. Yeah, I'm naughty. I'll just give my letter to your friend Father Gilberto. Today is my Daddy's birthday. Tell him like this, 'Hi, Daddy happy birthday. May you remember your story in Pretoria on your birthday. Hope you don't forget it. Be healthy Daddy, said Mommy you're a strong man. I hope you're not happy because your happiness is only with my Mommy and me. My God of letters is currently very naughty. Daddy, happy birthday. I love you through my Mommy story, you'll fall in love with me when you see me. Daddy, I missed you. I want to feel the warmth of your hug. Mommy said your hug is very warm and makes you sultry. Hugs Kiss for you, Daddy.' God, protect my Daddy anywhere. Tell him everything, tell him there's a Blue Train in Barcelona.
Trains.
"Aaaarrayggghh! Blueeee!" Valentino again blew up his tears, repeatedly beating his chest. Everyone is confused as to what to do. Father Gilberto looked calm despite his reddish face, while Jared and Torres certainly shed their tears.
"If you're not strong, you can bring the letter. You can read it when your heart has calmed down" said Father Gilberto meekly, his wisdom emanating from his aged face.
"Diev, you can have a heart attack, calm your heart, let's just go home. It's getting late" Jared patted Valentino's shoulder to stop shaking.
"It's crazy! This is so crazy!!! Nah! I'm a strong Daddy I have to read all my Son's letters!" Valentino quickly wiped his cheeks and nose and opened Train's sixth letter to God. Valentino read.
*Oh my God, I'm coming back quickly. It's because my Mommy's having a birthday. Mommy always cries when blowing out the candles. Can you tell me why my Mommy is crying? My guess is Mommy remembers Daddy but Mommy won't confess. Why would I guess that, because after giving her first cake to me Mommy always kissed me and whispered 'Blue Train.. Blue Train's.. Blue Train's.. My Sweet Pretoria's'. I only ask for one, grant Mommy's wish, may Mommy always be healthy and strong, may Mommy not cut her hair. I'm willing not to get a Christmas present from YOU every year. Yes, the train gift is blue, which was given by Father Gilberto and he said it was from YOU. One more thing, can you tell my Mommy to stop making fun of my Daddy with the word Pecu*ndang. No me gusta! No me gusta! No me gusta! No me gusta! No me gusta! No me gusta! No me gusta (i don't like it)! The siempre cada vez! The siempre cada vez! Siempre cada vez (always, every time)! Mommy always said my Daddy was like that! I'm mad! I'm going to be naughty! Make my Daddy come! God made my Daddy come*!
Train >,<
"Blueee.. Jared Torres's.. Looky.. Lihaatlaah.. Anger symbols.. Blueee! Daddy's coming, Bluee!" with tears in his eyes, Valentimo pointed to the symbol Train wrote as a form of anger at the end of the writing next to the name 'Train'. They smiled faintly, wiping the corners of their eyes before tears drenched their cheeks.
"He..Very funny and clever.. He's your son, Diev!" Torres admitted while receiving Train's seventh letter. Torres became impatient to know what Train was writing next. After removing Train's letter from his envelope, he gave it to Valentino. Then Valentino, Jared and Torres read it.
"The seventh letter of Train is his anger. After your birthday, the letter never appears again. Every time I asked him he replied 'God doesn't read his letter, God is busy and doesn't remember it'. Dolores and I tried to convince her" Father Gilberto said, looking at the three men who were so enthusiastic about reading Train's letter.
I don't want to say hello! I don't care if YOU're okay or not! It's been a long time! YOU didn't read my letter! YOU're ignoring me! None of you returned my letter! When my Daddy comes, it means you've already returned my letter! If Abuella moves to the 1st floor, it means you're replying to my letter! Can God grant Abuella Dolores' request? Don't mind me! Don't you grant my prayers! I know I'm asking too much! Just pray Abuella! Entiendo! Entiendo! Entiendo! Entiendo! Entiendo (i understand)! God thinks too much of man all over the world! Don't look at me! Just look at Abuella! I won't write any more letters after this! Adios (goodbye)!
TRAIN
Jared and Torres looked at each other, he was amazed by Train's anger in his seventh letter. Valentino's heart was pierced by a dagger thousands of times. His heart was shapeless.
"After a long time, Train finally sent another letter. I just finished reading it and you came screaming Train's name. My hunch says you saw Train and you couldn't find him. And from your face, I can see you're the father he's been waiting for all this time. He almost lost his faith, he was angry with God because Train felt God was not answering his letter. He was almost desperate - Read the last letter from him, maybe he would not write anymore. Because here Train says, this is his last letter" said Father Gileberto while thrusting an envelope containing Train's letter. Valentino accepted it and opened it and read it.
God, do you miss me? Of course not because you're so busy. But I miss you so much. I'm very happy right now. God, ignore my seventh letter. Will YOU forgive me? I'm angry and disappointed in YOU. Lo siento, God. You finally got my letter back. Abuella Dolores moves to the 1st floor, which means Manuella's mother and Diego's father are getting married. I'm so happy for them. Y'KNOW? Abuella's apartment was filled by a new neighbor. He's very nice, and he's very pleasant. She said she was in love with me, but I was so sad. Will my dad fall in love with me when he meets me? Uncle Gallardiev. He always makes my Mommy nervous and Mommy always makes Uncle Gallardiev nervous. Their eyes twinkled with many lights, their cheeks like a colorful rainbow.
How long are YOU gonna make my Daddy come? Because don't blame me if I match them. God, Uncle Gallardiev bought an aquarium with nemo fish. The little Nemo was me and he also ordered the big Nemo fish and that was Marlin, Nemo's father. He's so funny, he's so concerned about me. Mommy nicknames him the Demon King, and Uncle nicknames Mommy the demon woman.
Lord, this may be my last letter, I will not write to YOU again. I will say it in my heart, I will pray like Mary. I have a promise, if my Daddy comes, I'll give you all my piggy bank! I'll leave it to Father Gilberto. I'm going to have a birthday, and I'm betting with Mommy that the magic exists. Because YOU created a miracle. My dad's coming, when I'm on my birthday, I'm betting with Mommy. In your hands I hand over who wins. If Mommy wins I'll never believe in Miracles. And when Daddy's birthday doesn't come, maybe I should give up my Daddy. Let him always be there never to come down and don't let him know that there's me, his son. You know God? I cried as I wrote your last letter, Lord. Mirar (see)! I wrote it down to two sheets. God I will always love YOU even if YOU don't love me! Like I love my Daddy, even though I never saw him, even though he didn't love me because he was either happy or not with me. Adios God. Gracias has taken your time to read my letter. Te Quiero's!
The Blue Train Valentino.
"Torres cure!!" jared screeched as Valentino leaned his body on the chair, Valentino could not hold his own weight, slowly leaning his body sideways.
"Diev! Hang in!" Torrespun took the heart medicine he bought and was in his pocket, then handed it to Jared.
"Diev! You should tell it to Train! Hang Diev!" jared screeched open the medicine blister and Tores tried to open Valentino's tightly clenched mouth so the heart medication could help him.
Valentino did not remember anything, the voice of his comrades drifting away in silence. He just felt someone put medicine under his tongue, something stuck and dissolved so quickly. Up to 5 minutes later the ambulance at the Cathedral took him.
Blue.. Blue.. I have to hold on.. God, I don't want to die right now.. Allow me, make my Son laugh and be happy.. Blue.. Daddy is coming..
Daddy caught me.. Daddy.. Daddy.. Daddy.. Capture me.. Dadddy.. Daadd's.. Daaddd..
Only Train's voice filled his head, until it was so soft and finally completely vanished in the darkness.
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Rooftop Casa De Miel Apartment
Train looks for Leyka, wherever Train does not find his Mommy, when it is so Train will go to the top of the Casa De Miel Apartment, and right there Train found Leyka with Damian sitting side by side staring at the twilight that was not also moving away.
"Mommyy! Uhs! Mommy's here! I looked for you in the store, in our Apartment, in the Abuella Apartment, and in the Manuella Mother Apartment, none of it! Mommy's here dating! Uhhhhss!" Leyka and Damian turned simultaneously towards Train holding Maria's hand and a faint male Leyka remembered.
"Train?" Leyka looked at the man by furrowing her brows.
"Camele Paquito? Isivivani Freedom Park! Freeing the heart in the place of slave liberation!" said Matthew Ford who was definitely forced by Train to come with him. Matthew stretched out his hand but with his eyes round, Leyka brushed off Matthew's hand and shouted scattering into Matthew's arms.
"Maaathhew Ford?? Aaaa! Howareyou? This-This is a surprise! You're in Barcelona?! Matt! We meet again!" exclaimed Leyka with her face beaming the series instantly. Train crossed her arms and walked towards Damian who was still fixated on seeing his lover's behavior.
Train turned his face towards Damian and flashed a cunning smile with millions of unexpected intentions. He was about to shoot one target and hit all of them. Damian knew her, let alone Maria who saw Train's smile with an annoyed look.
"He's Matthew Ford, Henry Ford's descendant! I was riding the Mustang Shelby El Eleonor! She was Mommy's friend in Pretoria, Damian! They meet there and free their hearts like this! Miraaa (look)!" Trainpun climbed on the chair and then climbed the table and all of course was stunned to see Train. Matthew has not even answered Leyka's question and is instead bewitched by Train's attractions.
"They went up the wall in Isi va ni, Freedom Park-Train spelled it - it was so high Mommy said, then they freed the heart! With screaming!-
"Train!" Leyka cut Train's action by popping her eyes and it made Damian curious.
"No Mommy! I want to imitate your style! Miraa (see), Damian! Mommy shouted, 'Tooorrooo! I loveaaimuuuu! Ahahaha!" Train spoke both ways and screamed loudly. His laughter echoed in Rooftop that afternoon.
"So like that?" Maria held back her laughter seeing Damian blushing her face for a moment, it was certain Damian was burning to hear it.
"They! And Uncle Matthew yells-and-shouts
"Come Train!" pinta Leyka and Matthew chuckle at her "Leyka, let it go!" matthew laughed even more.
"Nooo! Mommy!- Uno man (one more)! Uncle Matt Shouts-Uhm, Maria you don't get jealous!- Mary rounds her eyes and Matthew stops laughing instantly-Madelineee! I love youuuu! Ahahaha!"
"I'm jealous?" Mary shook her shoulders, did not understand and they all looked at each other.
"That was Mary, now Uncle Matt can shout like this here, 'Maariaaa! I'm in love with youuuu! Ahaha! I'm in love with youuu Mariaa!" Matthew instantly flushed his face, even Mary glared at Train who was laughing giggling. Damian retorted withholding his laughter looking at Maria.
"Mattt?" Leyka asked through her eyes asking for an explanation.
"Eh.. Ehh.. Your boy.. Is correct.. Is correct.. Issh.. Leykaa--Mathe was nervous not to be a bitch, and she brought her face closer to Leyka's ears - Your son just embarrassed me!" Leyka held back her laughter. He strongly believes Train in judging.
"Your little devil I leave it to you! Cck! That's right the kid!" Maria snorted and passed but just a few steps away, Train's chirp stopped her.
"Ahahaha- Maria! Are you gonna bring Uncle Matt's flower bed? You take him anywhere, Ahahaha! Mariaa ayoo shouted with me, 'Mattt I love you too! Ahahaha!" Maria threw a white lily at a nearby table with a reddened face, and she brought Matt flowers from church. Damian was as broken as Leyka.
"Shit!" hiss Maria and Matthew were getting more and more wrong.
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Estimated up Friday, Because there is a qobul ijab between my aunt who is Jendes and married to Dudut, widower dangdut 🤣 because of his HP ringtone and appearance dangdut abis.His breath is aja there is a clove 🤣. Ck, it is old to do marriage.. Uh back.. Sorry for drinking less coffee.. 🤭🤭🤣🤣
But if I am in marriage it is relaxing gaantin2 yes I do need to write from henpun jd malemnya times can only up. Sumangaat. syusyu warm mamah.. 🤣🤭💋💋
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