Call Me Rain
Decisions

Alula POVs

Tonight I was back alone in the room, while the other children were still in the living room.I looked at the clock on the wall of the room at 20:00 p.m, I deserve to be not sleepy yet.

I recalled my conversation with Ibu Indah this afternoon, he intended to continue my school to the High School level.well, I should now be sitting on the High School bench after the division of SMP diploma a few months ago. a little late indeed, but it doesn't matter if the values I got in school used to be quite high with satisfactory average values is not it? I am grateful for the intelligence I have.

I'm happy if Ms. Beautiful wants to go back to school. One side I feel recognized as her son, I feel back to get attention, I'm glad that there are still people who care about my future.

but somehow I was a little worried.I hesitated to accept his offer, whereas if I refused I would hurt him.

On the other hand, I am also afraid that I will only add to the burden and increase the cost of spending, Ms. Lovely, just like Risma told me earlier. Well, well, after the death of Ms. Indah Risma came to me and said many things to me. especially Risma like never liked me. I wonder, why she never was nice to me, why she never was nice to me, though I would love to be friends with him considering we all here have the same flaws.well, at least I know about Risma who has lost her father when she was in the womb.

I understand Risma's position, right now she's just jealous of me. Just like I felt when Dad and Mom paid more attention to Dwi my twin sister. I just try to accept with a chest of air with their treatment of Dwi. not only my parents, many people around me treat me and Dwi differently.

I knew my arrival made the other children closer to me than to Risma and I was sure it was also what made her hate me. I'm not angry, I'm not upset, I just need to be nice to him, regardless of how he reciprocates my treatment, it's up to him.

After a long time of thinking, I finally decided to just leave this halfway house.so that all return to their original condition before my arrival here. that way Ibu Indah does not need to bother spending extra money to send me to school and Risma can get back to familiar with other children with my absence. well just like that !

I take my backpack under the bed, I take out a wallet I once took from the bad guy.I slowly open it, I open it,

daan taraaa's....

There are several pieces of money fractions of a hundred thousand, fifty thousand and the rest of the money ten thousand.not in vain do I bring you a wallet? hahaa. I laughed in my heart.

I didn't steal, did I? I was just taking advantage of the situation.well, right now I am desperate. inevitably I have to wear it, wrong myself why is evil to me ! this money I will use to rent a contract and to connect my life to go back to school I will think about it later.

Wait ! there was something that bothered my mind when I saw a wedding photo in this wallet.The groom I made sure was my stepfather, but the bride is not my mother, who? for a moment I remembered that face, I felt like I was no stranger to her face. Ah ! no need to care. I put the wallet back in the backpack.

Slowly I began to put my things back in my backpack, not much, just a few clothes, and my precious letters. I knew this would be much needed, he said, so I'll always take her anywhere, not forgetting my beloved mother's black notebook.

I re-wrote something on paper, just a thank you note and an apology for doing all this. I'm sure Beautiful Mother will definitely be very disappointed in me, but I have no other choice, she said, I do not want to damage the relationship of mother with child, and sister with brother. Hopefully in the future I can live more independently again and hopefully the decision I take is not wrong.

When I heard the sound of someone's steps about to enter the room, I had already laid myself down on the bed.I pretended to be asleep so that they did not suspect me.

Ah apparently Jeni and Tata have returned to the room, really I will miss you later.however I have loved you so far.

Long time I pretended to be asleep, I no longer heard the sound of movement from Jeni and Tata anymore.

I slowly tried to open my eyes, if one of them had not fallen asleep I would have pretended to go to the bathroom.

Fortunately no, they seem to have fallen asleep.maybe they are exhausted after playing games earlier.I reviewed the smile of seeing them sleep asleep, maybe this will be the last day I meet you guys, I will see you guys, once again I'm sorry Jeni, I'm sorry Tata. you're my wonderful sisters.

I picked up my backpack I had kept under the bed, slowly opening the window beside my bed as if the universe supported my intentions, right next to my room this is an empty land that is commonly used as a parking lot for guests who come. for a moment I doubt my decision. aah no no no ! I shook my head.I have to be sure my decision was right.

Kulirik clock has shown at 10 pm, the atmosphere outside the room has also begun to quiet.I'm sure the other children have fallen asleep and I'm also sure Bu Indah has returned to the main house. well, the location of the main house of Bu Indah is a little far from the nursery room.

After making sure it was safe, I looked out the window, the rain had started to subside. I did not need to rain outside. very carefully I pulled the bench beside the bed for me to massage. after the window opened, I threw my backpack out and then I went up to the window. I was a little afraid to go out, it turned out the atmosphere outside when the night was really scary.

Bruck...

My body fell, I squealed a little in pain as my hand pressed against a fairly pointed rock, but that's fine! this pain is nothing, I have to be strong.

I did not dare to raise my head, even just to make sure the situation.My eyes focused on the backpack in front of me. After I took my backpack, I hurriedly ran towards the gate. I was lucky, I was very lucky, the gate was open for only a few pauses, and I was grateful to have such a tiny body that it easily passed through the gate.

where's the security guard who used to take care of ya? ah probably hanging out at the fried rice shop.

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So want fried rice gini atulah.. 😅

ehh dgga deh, I ask clicked ajumnya let me shanggunya, ehh nulisnya... 😀

thanks my riders..

Forgive my language style writing so far ya gaess, still need a lot of learning akutu, amateurs author understand.

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