The Wasted Love
BIMO AND DONI HAVE A FIGHT

The longer the pain in my head became - so ', it was not strong enough to stand .

Rania...what's up....? Bimo started panicking seeing me endure the pain .

Rania .. I'll take you home .

I nodded my head, because there was no other choice "I was no longer strong enough to endure the pain .

That afternoon I was rammed by Bimo using his antique motorcycle and I can't wait to get home .

thank goodness after a few minutes of pain I finally got home safely, even though the pain in my head had not diminished .

Mom saw me from a distance she ran up to me , it seems like mom already knew my situation .

Rania ..you're okay son ..mom's starting to worry about seeing me .

slowly my mother took me into the house, while Bimo was still standing in front of Mr. Dedi's house .

I'm afraid that Bimo's whereabouts make Doni angry, because Doni doesn't like to see me so close to bimo.

But mother ... totally ignored Bimo , what's wrong with mother .

do you also hate Bimo, I think you have your own reasons why she behaves that way .

buuuukkkkk.

oh jesus...Doni why are you blocking my way...

Rania... next time if again the path of the eye was to look forward not to the back, than I was standing here .

sorry Doni I accidentally "because of shame I left Doni just like that and went into the room with mom .

not long after, I heard the sound of people fighting in front of the house .

But who....? I walked outside while enduring the pain in my head .

Donnio ...Bimo...what's the matter...? why did you guys fight, I approached the two of them.

Rania.I don't like it when you get home with this guy (while pointing towards bimo ).

Well how this Doni is really angry, I wonder why Bimo is still standing here .

I thought Bimo was home after dropping me off,

I didn't mean to make them fight just that I couldn't go home alone.

Doni.what's the matter if I'm in between Bimo and go home, Bimo this is my friend Don...

I was friends with Bimo long before I met you.

like Bimo also often help me, I don't want Doni constantly scolding Bimo.

All this time I've only been quiet if you still meet him often .

but you have to know what Rania .. boundaries of friends are !

you can't appreciate me just a little, I told you if you need anything you can ask for my help.

Doni.until when I keep bothering you, you have your own business and I have my own business .

so we've got each other busy, is it possible that every time I need your help, you can leave your more important affairs .

Doni ... Currently we have no relationship whatsoever, so please do not hinder me to be friends with anyone .

We never had a relationship, but our parents had more than brothers, I just don't want my dad to know this "my father must be very angry and you know what the consequences are, my father and your father are hostile .

It seems like Doni started threatening me, it's true that his father Doni was very close to my father.

all this time I owe a lot of gratitude to his family Doni .

but the feeling problem, I can force myself to like Doni .

if I calculate the value I may not be able to pay it .

I realize all the shortcomings of my family, I am very grateful because all this time your father has been willing to accept us to stay in this house .

if I am with my family still continue to stay here , then the longer the burden of your family increases .

so it's better for me and my family to leave this house, but I ask you to give me some time to find a new place to live.

What do you mean Rania.you want to get out of my father's house , you can't appreciate my father who already thinks of you like his own son .

how could you Rania, hurt my father's feelings .,

I know you don't like me but please don't hurt the feelings of my father who needs your presence in this house .

So I have to be like any other ..you I've considered like my sister .

Doni.you deserve a woman more perfect than me. I don't want you to regret .

You're right Rania. I deserve a more perfect woman than you and I can definitely get one .

but you must understand, there is nothing more perfect in this world than the happiness of my parents .

I love my dad so much, so whatever I want I'll take it .

Sorry if I meddled in on both of you .

Bimo started talking after a long time seeing me and Doni fighting.

Rania.if indeed the decision of your parents and also the parents of Doni can not be prevented.

any more.

you better just follow their wishes, it is not good to argue with parents.

I've been sincere with my destiny, I've been waiting for you Rania ...

but God has determined your destiny is not with me .

I try to accept it, believe everything that has been his destiny then the best for him.

I'll give up on your happiness, sorry if I ever hurt you .

Bimo left me and Doni, I don't know why this heart hurts to hear bimo's words earlier .

I felt no tears dripping and the pain in my head growing .

Bimo ..I know you are very disappointed and that you should know I also do not want this matchmaking .

but God has set his own course, I cannot dodge it .

I could love Doni who has been a part of my family as well as my sister .

Rania...Do you love Bimo...? rania replied don't confuse me .

Doni looked at my tear-stained face, I cried not because I loved Doni' but why I had to accept such a complicated way of life like this .

Rania..if you love Doni so much, I will ask my father to cancel this matchmaking .

I don't want to force you to accept me Rania.

Never mind .. I don't want to add any more new problems, let all this run its course .

I died Doni and went back to my room, this heart hurts so bad .

why I used to know Bimo and ended up having to separate in such a painful way .

Although Bimo is my best friend but I don't want to hurt his feelings .