The Wasted Love

The Wasted Love
START GIVING UP


this second is still in the same story , maybe this time the story is much longer or just limited to this .


right now what I want to continue about my fight against Mita next ', Mita used to be my best friend even already considered as my brother ' but now Mita is the biggest enemy of my life ...


if I could reconcile with him maybe I would share what ever in Arda bang left first in his life even though the property is only in the direction for his son Arza , but I am willing to share it .


But it's all gone ', Mita who started this fight .


Arza my son may be your mother can't give you more material like your friends out there, but mom can give you great affection .


forgive mom son when you were little you couldn't enjoy the life you deserve , mom promised to fight for your future .


so that someday I can see you become a very useful person .


today I will start my struggle , it has been two hours I tried to contact Dianri but Dianri instead can not be contacted .


I was worried that something might happen to Dianri Ardani, and Dianri promised to help me and Arza .


if this were my efforts would be in vain , what would I do later .


I called Bimo to ask for an opinion .


while finishing my work, a few minutes later Bimo came to see me .


indeed from the past until now only Bimo is the one who always helps me in every problem I face .


after everything was done I met Bimo who had been waiting for me for a long time .


bim..what should I do later , at this time Dianri can not be contacted .


while the witness who can help me is only Dianri, but how can I meet dianri .


Here's what Rania is...


I'll find out where Dianri Ardani lives, I beg your help to find out where Dianri is .


I think it's very difficult Bim...


where can we get information on the whereabouts of Dianri, what else Dianri until now can not be contacted .


Rania...Rania...


we live in modern times, there are many ways we can do to find out where Dianri is .


right now there is sosmed, we can find out through Sosmed Rania...


you're right Bim...


but I never use sosmed at all, not even one sosmed account I have .


ha.ha.ha.


rania I'm sorry not that I mocked you, but your life is too serious I'm afraid your nerves are getting tense .


Keep mocking me if it makes your heart happy, I'm actually offended to hear Bimo say .


but what Bimo said is true, I am too old-fashioned not to know anything .


from now on I have a lot to learn from Bimo, so someday I can solve your own problems without the help of others .


Rania. Don't worry I will always help you, Bimo patted my shoulder giving me a boost in my life .


Bim...seems like many things I want to learn with you , I want to learn what I do not understand at this time please you explain so that later I will not be this stupid .


you are not stupid Rania.just have to find out a lot about the development of the times alone, I mean like that ...


if you want to study with me it doesn't matter I'm ready to help you, while smiling sweetly Bimo gives a code of spirit to me .


I haven't found any signs of Dianri's whereabouts, I'm just afraid anyone's harming Dianri and her family' so Dianri can't be contacted .


now that my mind is really upset, my whole body feels tired .


what's more since Bimo reported Mita's case yesterday and wanted to continue the report my mind is getting tangled up .


I think about Arza's safety at school 'I'm afraid Mita is doing as recklessly as she used to be .


looks like I have to meet Bimo again , this job is not important to me 'most important this time security arza .


I rushed to find an ojek so that I could easily meet Bimo , at a crossroads I finally met Bimo .


Rania...What's up ? it's not usually you catch up with me like this .


Bim...? I'm worried about Bim's arza, I'm afraid Mita is doing evil to Arza .


here's how Rania. You better leave your job first, so every day you can take and pick up Arza to school .


If I leave my job, like my family Bimo...


what's more my father is currently unable to work so I have to take care of my current manpower .


Rania.let me help finance your family's needs .


no need Bim, I can still afford the needs of my family at this time .


you've helped my family too much ...


what else by redeeming all the debts of the father, until now I have not been able to pay him .


so please Bim ..just get here just help my family, I'm really embarrassed ...


with you all my family matters should involve you bimo .


so now that I've resigned, I don't want to trouble you anymore .


I don't think this report will be continued 'I'm afraid that Arza is a victim of my ego .


Rania..why did you give up so easily, I was astonished by your nature .


what's on your mind , how many times have I said open your mind and eyes Rani !


I sincerely petrified you, I never asked you to pay for everything .


we never asked to pay him Bim...! but I feel ashamed, too much of your sacrifice all this time .


you have the right to enjoy your life, not to enjoy the misery of my life .


who opens your eyes and mind is you Bim...!


not me , think about your future ...


my family is just making a burden in your life, stop helping me Bimo .


no Rania...? I've already stepped up and I'll never step back in the slightest , whatever it is I don't care .


Enough Bim. I don't want to continue this fight, you are too good for me .


I went to leave Bimo alone regardless of him, I continued walking towards his school arza .


with a step so fast that Bimo could not catch up to me, I continued walking without looking left and right.


I hope Bimo's struggle to help me enough to get here , I don't want Bimo to feel the same fate as me .