
Reva felt her body getting better. He no longer felt pain in his lower abdomen or dizziness in his head. His face was not too pale just that, the pleasure was still not gone from his face.
What makes Reva excited every day is that in the morning, afternoon and evening the nurse checked her fetal heart rate. The sound of the horse saddle was so warm to his heart. He followed all the doctors advice. He eats regularly, takes medication on time and avoids strenuous activities. He felt his life was more than enough just to have a baby that was now growing in his womb. He does not want to make mistakes again, he does not want to endanger his love fruit again, for him a new fetus measuring about 8 mm is his life. With all his might he would always protect her.
Like today, after passing her morning sickness, she walked outside the room and breathed in fresh air. He closed his eyes and began to feel the sunlight greeting him along with the gentle gusts of wind caressing his face. In a sense, he felt a calmness among the turbulence of his uncertain feelings.
“Reva!” a voice that made his eyes open.
Reva knew the voice but she did not dare to turn around. He was not ready, he still wanted to enjoy his solitude through the exhausting days.
There was a rush of steps approaching Reva. Reva walked away and pretended not to hear it.
“Reva!” this time the man ran and managed to pull Reva's hand, making his step stop.
Fery flipped Reva's body facing him. He held onto Reva's two shoulders and stared at her fixedly.
On one of the hospital park benches now Reva and Fery are sitting side by side. Many times Fery looked at Reva with a look of disbelief. After 3 days looking for Reva, it turns out the health condition of the Hero that made them meet.
Reva was still silent without even looking at Fery. His face was cold without a smile.
“Re, I seneng lo fine aja.” Reveal Fery in fact. But Reva did not respond, only a rough breathing that was clearly heard. “Gue tau, you must be very angry with raka. You must be disappointed too. But please go home. Raka nyariin lo is like a madman. He eats, drinks or sleeps. Your parents are constantly sad as well as alea, om hero and aunt niken.” Continue Fery with full seriousness.
Reva glanced at the one medicinal plastic that was in Fery's hands. He could see, the name of the Hero was written there.
“What pain?” ask Reva later. Even though he is angry and sad, it does not mean he does not care about the people around him. He just needs time, he's still not ready and he still has to protect someone in his womb.
Fery's gaze was also shifted to the medicine in his hand. “Om hero disease relapses. But he gag wants to be taken to the hospital. He's afraid that you'll come home and he'll gag home, you'll be anxious.” Bright Fery.
Reva's heart is crispy. In fact, to calm himself, he had made many hearts become restless. Then if he comes back, is he strong enough to deal with it? Can he try again this time to repress and forget all the pain? Really, Reva's thoughts and feelings are still flogging with each other.
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It's Reva's choice. Yes, he chose to return to the residence of Wijaya. However, he can no longer avoid or run away from his problems. After his inner upheaval, he chooses to walk behind Fery, following him in as Fery opens the door.
“Non rere!!” yelled Bi Inah who was flashing around hugging Reva. “Yes allah Gusti, Alhamdulilah non rere all right..” Continue Bi Inah while sobbing in Reva's arms.
Reva tried to smile, rubbing Bi Inah's back. “Iya bi, I am fine aja.” Sluggishly.
Hearing Bi Inah's voice, Nida ran down the stairs in a hurry. While Alea called out to Indra who was in her reading room.
“Reva... dear...” said Nida who noticed the figure of Reva from top to bottom. He wanted to make sure that his favorite daughter was okay and what he saw was not a shadow.
“Mih...” Ogre Reva with a thin smile on her face.
From a distance, Alea and Indra were walking quickly. They looked at Reva with an indescribable feeling of pleasure.
“Bad kid, where are you from?” cetus Alea ruffled Reva's hair with affection. There was clearly anxiety on Alea's face.
“Sorry brother, it makes you anxious.” Reva said regretfully.
“It’s okay, which is important you are all right.” Alea hugged Reva. He knew full well the burden of pain that his sister was currently feeling but being able to see it was fine, was enough to calm Alea down.
Alea looked at Fery who was standing behind Reva. He smiled and Fery replied. Her man, always reliable to protect the people she loved, then what else did Alea doubt?
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Fery and Indra were sitting in the back garden. He asked Raka's current condition. Since his anger at Raka, he still has not met her daughter-in-law again.
“Where did you meet reva?” ask Indra to Fery. This time his gaze was directed straight at Fery, something he had never gotten before.
“Em.. I met reva at om hospital, when I was looking for a pharmacy or hospital that sells om hero medicine.” Light Fery carefully.
“Can you get a reason why reva is there?”
Fery just shook his head. Yes, many times Fery asked Reva the reason she was in the hospital, but Reva remained silent a thousand languages.
“Gue gag well and need rest.” That's the only answer that came out of Reva's mouth.
Indra sighed her nafs in, “I have 2 very special princesses, but sometimes I feel distant with them even though they are in front of me. I do not know, what kind of father figure needed by them because in fact they prefer to save their own feelings and thoughts without me knowing.” Indra lirih.
Indra's gaze was fixed on the leaves that moved in the wind. Always like this, he felt he could not play a good role for the two daughters he loved. Indra again took a sip of tea water in his hand and sipped the aroma for quite a while.
“You not only keep alea, but also keep reva like your sister. I hope, I am not wrong to give my trust with you fer.” Indra continued, this time staring at Fery warmly.
Either Fery should be happy or what it looks like, but if he can conclude, Indra starts to believe it and it's something big again heavy for Fery.
“I can not promise alea will get an overflow of treasures or something. I can only promise, if I will always do my best for alea, because alea is important for me.” Firmly Fery with full confidence.
Indra understood. “I don't ask for any promises from you. For a man is not seen by his words, but by the evidence of his deeds. I tipped alea same you.” Tukas Indra patted Fery on the shoulder.
He got up from his seat and then passed leaving Fery still fixated with many thoughts that he had to digest.
A line of smiles was clearly visible on Fery's face. This is not the time for him to cheer, but for whatever sake, he is very happy because finally Indra's blessing he can get.
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