Oh My Fak Girl's
Episode 172

After Reva died, Theo was alone in his room. He lay sideways looking at the place where Reva had laid his body. It felt like he wished Reva was still there so that he could still look at her with satisfaction. Theo smiled to himself as he remembered that face was sleeping so beautifully. But his logic was still filled with the question of why he should behave like that to Richard. Even when he came home, he just nodded at Richard without a word and pulled Theo's hand to leave immediately.

Theo looked at his own right hand that had been held twice by Reva. Her warm feeling was still the same and made her heart beat erratically. There's too much Theo likes about Reva. His cold face alone felt so tempting to Theo.

“Son...” Richard's heavy voice resuscitated Theo from his daydream. He immediately got out of his bed.

“Yes dad.” says.

Richard appeared from behind the door. Richard smiled warmly at the son who seemed to be in love drunk.

“Still thinking of the girl?” richard asked, taking his place next to Theo.

“Hem... It feels like I'm almost crazy if I don't hear from him for a moment.” Cetus Theo shaved his hair. The corner of his lips curled up a smile and twinkled eyes full of happiness.

“Ya, such is love.” Richard's timpal bowed. He seems to be remembering something. “Dady was once deeply in love with a woman but God took her. If dady can meet god, dady is willing to do any redemption as long as he can return.” Richard looked at Theo Nanar.

“I know you love her so much.” Timpal Theo seemed to know which woman Richard was talking about.

“Dady knows, sometimes I feel reva similar to mommy. He's gentle but very strong. I never thought I'd find a woman who could turn loneliness and cold into a desire to survive and fight for someone. He did, he changed me.” Theo smiled at the end of his sentence.

Richard understood because he felt it. “Pursue her, if you can be happy because of that girl.” Richard patted Theo on the shoulder. Theo just smiled, it felt like his spirit was back up.

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Raka was preparing with various files on her bed neatly lined up. He will meet with several investors to improve the condition of his company. He had to make sure no files were left behind.

Raka's phone displays a notification of an incoming message. Fery's name was written there.

“Don't forget to bring the boss pack stamp. Got me missed in the office.” Write Fery.

Raka throws her cell phone into bed. He immediately searched for the seal of his company. He opened one by one a small closet drawer. I think he kept it there.

Raka's hand stopped moving as she looked at the black and white piece of paper. He quickly took it. His eyes were round when he saw Reva's name written there.

“Yes lord!” downcast,

Raka stared in disbelief at the paper in her hand. Instantly his body collapsed. Yes, what Raka saw was the results of USG Reva. Raka rubbed her face rough, her eyes looking teary.

Memories take him to the unique moments he passed with Reva. Reva who wanted a strange meal, Reva who was spoiled, Reva who looked pale, Reva who was so sensitive to small things, Reva who had vomited in the morning, Reva who had vomited in the morning, Reva who always provides sweet food next to her bed and other things that have been seen by Raka. Why is he so insensitive? Why is he so ignorant of the many changes that have taken place in Reva? Why is he still not aware that at this time Reva may be in need.And what he has done, why did he hurt Reva?

Raka sobbed in her deep cries. He cursed himself who was satisfied just because Reva was beside him. That felt enough because Reva loved him. He never tried to dive into Reva's deepest heart. He didn't try to understand what Reva's mind was. In fact, he didn't quite recognize Reva. Reva whom he loved very much. Reva who deeply understood Raka just from her breath. Reva who really recognized Raka just from the blink of her eyes. Then what did he know about Reva all this time?

“Sayang... sorry..” She shrieked with quivering lips and a shrieking cry on her chest.

Is it too late to realize everything?

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Arriving at Wijaya's house, Raka immediately ran towards Reva's room. The greeting from the servant he just ignored. He had to quickly meet Reva, that was all his thoughts. He tried to catch his breath when he arrived at the door of Reva's room.

Raka knocked on Reva's room door but there was no word. He turned the door handle of Reva's room trembling and slowly the room was neat with the fragrance of the typical perfume Reva also touched the nerves of his smell. There was the sound of water gurgling that indicated Reva was in the bathroom. Shortly heard also Reva who was vomiting and removing all his stomach contents. Raka could only sob and sit on Reva's bed. All this time Reva had been living it all alone and Raka was not beside him. Even when they were far apart the prejudice about Reva kept him. Isn't he so evil right now?

Before long, the bathroom door rang. It was Reva who was now standing in front of Raka with her bath kimono. His face was pale with red and watery eyes. He was stunned to see Raka who was now sitting on the edge of his bed.

In a few moments Raka hugged Reva. Hugged her tightly while sobbing in her tears and regret.

“Sorry dear...sorry..” saggingly.

Reva could feel Raka's warm embrace that she had longed for. For a while Reva let it all go.

On the balcony of Reva's room they now sat side by side. Raka put the results of USG Reva on the table. His hands were trembling and twisting each other.

“Am I too mean to have no right to know my son?” Raka opened her voice in the silence. He looked at Reva who was staring at a point in front of him.

“You doubted me. How can you be sure this is your son?” reva asked as he looked at Raka.

Reva's question seemed to have slapped Raka. Raka was only able to bow as she recalled all the words she had spoken to Reva. He was aware of the pain that Reva was feeling at the time, perhaps until now.

Basically, everyone has a sensitive angle that no one can touch. When the corner is disturbed, he can be very angry and disappointed and that is what Reva felt when Raka who he considered to have accepted himself as he was, in fact touched the corner with his words. Is it wrong to be disappointed? Is it wrong if he is angry?

Raka moved from her seat. He rested in front of Reva right in front of Reva's stomach, bowing. His eyes shed tears.

“I'm sure, he's my son. I'm sure he's the fruit of our love. Because I realize, you will never turn away from me re..” he said as he looked at Reva with sadness. “I know, I was wrong when I doubted your loyalty. I also know I was wrong when I accused you of inappropriate words and my shallow thoughts about you. Even if I'm late, I'll make up for it. I beg you, love me the opportunity to fix everything re...” continued Raka with full seriousness.

Reva turned her face away. He wiped away the tears that suddenly dripped. “I told you, don't say my name, because I'm going to melt.” Reva looked at Raka. “Why do you always make me gamang? Why do you always keep me touched? Why do you always make me not hate you? Why do I love you so much when you hurt me? Why?” this time it was Reva who sniffled. He bowed before Raka with tears streaming down. In fact, the anger and disappointment that Reva felt was much smaller than her love for Raka, again she was gambled.

Raka immediately hugged Reva. He feels the same. Behind his anger, he did not want to lose Reva. Behind his prejudice, he did not want to let Reva turn away. Let's just say he's stupid or selfish but really, his feelings for Reva never change.

Perhaps, this was the turning point of the feelings of the two. If we need each other, why should we deny each other?

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Haahh. those who have problems, I'm dizzy. Those who are better, I'm the bapeerr. I'm a fucking ;D

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