Aksara For Arsyilla
Heartspour
Late that afternoon, Mama Khaira was seen coming to Arsyilla in her room. There were many things he wanted to talk about with his daughter. Including the figure of Aksara who has visited his house twice and delivered Arsyilla.
“What's new, Syilla?” mama Khaira asked her daughter.
Arsyilla who was sitting and facing the window of her room was stunned. “Eh, Ma ... What's up Ma?” ask her to the mother.
Slowly Mama Khaira sat down next to her daughter.
“Many things we have to talk about, Syilla.” The mother started her chat and indeed there were many things that disturbed Khaira's mind.
Even the last few nights he could not sleep thinking about how his daughter was stained was the hardest blow of his life. Not only did the world of Arsyilla seem to collapse and turn upside down, but also the world of Khaira was also destroyed.
Slowly Arsyilla also shuffled and looked at the face of his mother who still looks young and still so beautiful that, “Pardon, Syilla .. Syilla knew that Syilla had hurt Mama and Papa, Mama and Papa,” apparently Arsyilla also really understand the condition.
A few days after his honesty to his Mom and Dad. After teaching from college, Arsyilla spent more time in her room. He was afraid to face his father directly. The relationship between Papa and the Son became tenuous and seemed to be not harmonious.
Slowly Khaira looked at her daughter who was looking down this time.
“How do you know Aksara, Syilla?” mama Khaira asked seriously.
Arsyilla also shook her head, “Syilla did not know, Ma .. only tonight as Syilla remembers that Vendra gave Orange Juice to Syilla. After that, Syilla's chest was hot, Syilla was vomiting in the toilet. After that Syilla might fall in the toilet, unconscious, Ma.” told the Mama.
Khaira also tries to be a good listener. He opened his ears to hear the story of his daughter.
A heavy sigh came out of Arsyilla. Then, Arsyilla again voiced, “Paginya, Syilla already found herself in one bed with him.”
The tears now accompany the story of Arsyilla, This time he was finally able to share the bitter moment together with his mother. As if the crush of the stone in his lungs just slipped away, there was a sense of relief when he could tell his mother.
Slowly Khaira stroked her shoulders up to the trembling back of her daughter.
“Thank you for telling Mama,” he said and then hugged his daughter.
This time the cry of Arsyilla turned into a sob, while Khaira herself had no power not to shed her tears. His heart felt so bitter at this moment.
“Sorry Ma ..” said Arsyilla again who apologized to her Mom.
“It's okay, Syilla .. Mama just seneng because you can tell Mama. Then, how's your relationship with Vendra?” asked Mama Khaira this time who asked her daughter's relationship with her lover who had been running for a year.
Speaking of Vendra, Syilla has decided to decide on the man. This time, Arsyilla remembered how a bad event had almost happened a few days ago.
“Bby Syilla tell you again Ma?” tanyanya while parsing her embrace from the Mama. The 25-year-old woman lowered her face again.
The Mama seemed to nod her head and look at her daughter's face, “News .. Mama was always ready to give Mama's ears even time to listen to you,” he replied.
“Syilla had broken up with Vendra, Ma .. the day Syilla came home and between Aksara for the second time, it was almost Vendra harassing Syilla, Ma. Fortunately, when Aksara came and saved Syilla,” the story again to Mama Khaira.
This time Mama Khaira seemed to shake her head, she did not expect in a few days passed so many bad events experienced by her daughter. In her heart, Mama Khaira felt that she had to take care of Arsyilla more because danger could come from anywhere.
“Why can, Syilla?” ask Mama Khaira with a search.
“Mama is grateful because at that time, Aksara came at the right time. Otherwise, Mama can't imagine it.” Again Mama Khaira shed her tears.
After a long time his life and his family overflowed with happiness, and now it was as if in a week God poured down a torrential rain and dark clouds over his family.
Same with Mama Khaira, Arsyilla also nodded, “True Ma .. otherwise, Arsyilla would not dare to appear in front of Mama and Papa.”
“Don't say like that, no matter what happens, you're Mama's son. Princess Mama. We love you so much.” Khaira asserts to Arsyilla that no matter what happens, Arsyilla is still her son, the daughter she always loved.
“Ma, how about Papa, Ma?” ask Arsyilla this time.
There is still a burden that he feels and it is about his Papa. Because, since he said honestly to his parents, Papa Radit seemed disappointed and angry. The man went cold with his daughter. The relationship within a few days seemed to be covered with thick ice.
“Later Mama will speak to Papa well ..” Khaira speaks and will discuss with her husband.
That is a mother, sometimes a word that a child cannot say to his father, a mother will be a mouthpiece for children. Straighten the problem, and not infrequently persuade the husband to want to make up with his son.
***
After speaking from heart to heart to Arsyilla, Mama Khaira went back into her room. There she looked at her husband who was standing on the balcony of their room.
“Pa, what's new here? The wind was tight,” she said while standing next to her husband.
“Searching for fresh breeze, Ma.” Papa Radit replied with a slight look at his wife.
“Enter into Pa, later Papa in the wind.” Khaira warned her husband to go inside so he wouldn't catch a cold.
Radit did not budge, the man was still standing on the balcony of their room with a gaze that looked out.
“Mama can talk, Pa?” khaira asked her husband this time.
Apparently the husband also nodded, “Iya .. can dong. Kan Papa always listened to his story Mama,” he replied by glancing at his wife.
“Syilla misses her Papa.” A sentence just slid from Mama Khaira's mouth. A phrase from the princess that this time she conveyed honestly to her husband.
“Hmm.” the answer is short.
“That's the answer, Pa?” ask her again this time to her husband.
Radit then nodded and remained silent. It was as if there were no more words he could say this time to respond to his wife's words.
Seeing her husband who is still silent, slowly Mama Khaira patted her husband's back, “Don't shut up, Pa. If you are angry, better express how you feel. Remember not to do silent treatment to children because it results in our children who will feel scared and uncomfortable.”
Khaira this time reminded her husband to be able to express his feelings, express his emotions. So that Arsyilla also knows how her real Papa feels.
After advising her husband, Khaira chose to go inside. At least he said that Arsyilla misses his father. If her husband remained silent and indifferent to Arsyilla, Khaira would devise a plan to bring her husband and daughter closer together.