Hijrah the Rebel Girl
You are innocent

..." If you feel your burden is heavier, it's because God sees you as stronger than others."...

Doctor Rey sighed. He is quite bers,ykur because miss is a little calm now.” I've heard. Do not be too lamented maslaah.said ustad who menarajrkan me. later fear God wrath same us.. Why do you not surrender to Allah? Surrender because He gave you the trials and handed over the trials to God. God will help you solve it.” He said softly.

"Life is not always beautiful. Joy and sorrow come to change. This further strengthens the heart to judge the life of this world is pseudo. Pseudo happiness. Because this world is daarul ibtilaa’ (the land of tests and trials). Allah ‘azzawajalla says,

...وَنَبْلُوكُمْ بِالشَّرِّ وَالْخَيْرِ فِتْنَةً ۖ وَإِلَيْنَا تُرْجَعُونَ...

“O man, We will test you with narrowness and pleasure, to test your faith. And only to Us will you be back” (QS. Anbiya: 35).

Ikrimah –rahimahullah– once said,

...ليس أحد إلا وهو يفرح ويحزن، ولكن اجعلوا الفرح شكراً والحزن صبر...

“Every person must have felt the likes and sorrows. Therefore, make your tribe is grateful and your sorrow is patient.”

Pleasure and sorrow are the circumcision that definitely colors this life. No human being continues to be happy, nor does he continue in sorrow and sorrow. Everyone felt joy and sorrow coming back and forth. Let us not be, the best generation of this people, the guardians of God, the companions of the Prophet

Doctor Rey sighed looking at Keyna. Keyna still silently stared straight ahead.” Hey.. You hear me?” Her reprimanding of Keyna made Keyna look at her. “Keyna. said ustadz I.. do not be too sad.. because too sad it is not good..Don't be an ungrateful person and blame the disaster you went through. Let you see and feel, the favors that you have enjoyed so far, so that you can give thanks, lest your problems now shake your faith in God. you don't want to be the ones who love or enjoy?

As Al-Ibrahim said in verse 7? (Surely if you are grateful for my favor, then I will increase your favor, but if you are kufur/ungrateful for my favor.then my punishment is very painful) you want that cake? Do you want to suffer a torment? If God gives you trouble it's a sign he loves you.” Rey's needle is soft.

...وَأَنَّهُ هُوَ أَضْحَكَ وَأَبْكَىٰ...

“It is Allah who makes a laughing and crying” (QS. An-name: 43).

“You know not? There are many people out there who say that if he does mischief because he is being instigated by this or bullied by the jinn, such as people who neglect to pray, never pray.. who do not want to fast because it feels hot, everyone blames the devil and lust... Even those who love to bury, bring up the disgrace of others, complain of sheep and even when adultery though. They blame the devil. Though he was no longer a seductive demon.” He said it was soft.

Miss raised one eyebrow looking at Rey's doctor. “Yes because Satan tempts those who believe, not those who do not believe, if he does not believe what Satan tempts them hehe.” His words with kekehanya make Keyna also chuckle.” Really right? Those who rarely pray it is not because incited by the devil, but because of a habit, those who like to be inattentive and late to pray, Seran incited him dukalah they still believe but if it is not the devil will look for another target.because they have underestimated prayer, they are used to underestimate ordinary. So that everything he did was no longer because of the devil or his God. But because of his habits. Therefore, we are living must be based on the intention.many say, want to change but difficult. Yes, because the habit has mastered it. try there is an intention. nothing is difficult right.” His words again make Miss understand.

“Together with the believer, because Satan disturbs this believer a lot, as explained.If Satan cannot be seduced through your faith, then he will tempt you through your beliefs and also your daily life.. if he is not able to shake it then he will shake your lust.he has a thousand ways to make people enter hell, just as he is.. you want only because you mourn your sorrow, until you hurt yourself, blame yourself and also make you forget your faith and your trust makes you one of their people? Come miss.You must still want if you have God.. “

Missing still silence made doctor Rey sigh. Though the silent miss was not because he did not listen to the words of doctor Rey. He was silent because he felt slapped by reality. He felt far from his God. But he has repented. How easily did Satan tempt him into a corrupt man and forget his God?

Doctor Rey waved her hand in front of Miss's face making Miss look at doctor Rey with her empty eyes. “When God tests you, it's a sign that he's looking to see you. Whether you believe it or not, a servant will not easily say 'My Lord I believe’ while he is not tested. So, like a test, if you are able to pass this test, then you will enter a higher level, and the higher the level, then the greater is not the test? His lesson? And all concerned high it will be already. like we school, first class different exam with second grade. so you have to be vigorous and strong.”.The vocal.

Miss nodding lal nodded, she squeezed her own hands. “Can I open my veil? looks like your cheeks are bleeding, later infection loh.” His words made Miss look up. It wasn't unusual for him when Rey's doctor treated him. Dr. Rey is the doctor who deals with her illness. Once he was looking for another doctor, who was female, but because his history of the disease piled up made it difficult to find a doctor especially he had to start with the initial one made some doctors unwilling to accept it.

If the doctor Rey Rindu can even pay for drugs at the end of the month or other. Rey's doctor has always helped her to make her comfortable with Rey's doctor. “Iya.” Said Rindu beat Rey doctor open the veil. cAdar is not a duty, so it's not a problem right? This is in his own interest anyway.

“You want to change clothes first miss? You will be sick.” He looked at the clothes of Miss who was still dripping water. He was worried about missing. Because he misses opening his veil. Seen a lot of bruises on his face Missing.even thinned Miss bleeding and at the corner of his torn lips. What happened to Miss actually to this extent? “Rindu you are well sjaa right? You're not fucked by people, are you? Why are you hurt so badly? we go to the hospital, yes. I'm worried about you.” He said with concern.

Doctor Rey sighed.” my mat can force you to go to Rin's hospital. Or force you to tell your problems, but sometimes we can tell stories with others, especially I am afraid like you you are receiving persecution, I fear it will be prolonged, I am afraid it will be prolonged, at least later I can take care of you.”Said grimacing.

Rey's words were right to make Miss look at doctor Rey with her eyes. “I don't know where to start doc..” His word. The tears that were dry now fell again. He is still weak, isn't he? It removes the falling tears it fast. “ I was slandered.. I was slandered by others..” His words weakly made doctor Rey stare at Miss in silence.

Doctor Rey cleaned the wound on the face Miss was stunned, "Don't tell me if you can't afford it. I don't want to see you grieve Miss. I don't want.” His words held Rindu. he could not bear to see it once.

Misses caressing.” It has to be a story.. “Teach Missing. He needs consciousness. He was unable to pray because of his prayers. “ I was maligned if I sell myself. In fact I spelled the hyx killer. I said pembuh and also many others.” He said with the fall of his tears.

“I admit I am not a good woman, I admit it, I am a lot of ex-boyfriends, but I can guarantee if I never cross the line, I am also evil because I am friends with my friends. My friend who always highlighted his male friend.I was there, because I did not want my friend to be more deviant. Until they sell me, using my name makes me have to take the property and goods to the man here and there. But I can assure you, I never ask for anything and ask for anything from a man.. Maybe God be the witness if I'm not like that.” His word.

“I also failed to keep my friend, until my friend got pregnant first, here the beginning of my destruction. My friend agreed with the man who was obsessed with me to make him put my drink sleeping pills at night. hiks hiks.” He rubbed his tears to make Rey feel more guilty.

“There I almost raped.” His weak words made Rey's doctor stunned and silently looked at Miss.” handle me tied up. But because God still loves me, He sent my friend to help me. Gevan..he who knows everything and helps me. After that I hit Arga hard until I want to kill him and make me cover myself this way.all because of him.”His words sighed.

“Until yesterday.they slandered me if I paaran over. I sold myself when I did not sell myself at all. I admit I like karauke, but it just wanted to keep an eye on my friend and play alone.I once stayed at the hotel because I held the responsibility to the man who had already made my friend pregnant. for God's sake I'm not a prostitute*”Steach him strictly. His tears are no longer alive, maybe he is tired too?

“I just found out if the person who slandered me earlier was once a grudge against me. Because he cheated on my boyfriend first. She gave her virginity so my boyfriend would want to go with her. Even though my boyfriend loves me so much that he does not want to be with him. She was pregnant while my boyfriend didn't want to, and told her to abort him. But she didn't want to abort it, but my boyfriend used to force her.” Missed to tell everything carefully. As the events of Reno who loves him while Mise who loves Reno make overlapping tinderi.

To the point that Reno forces Mise to abort him and make their child die, to the point of driving Mise crazy and depressed. Mise who hates Miss to her roots. Always seize what you miss to have and the man who loves Miss. whereas Miss never hurt.

It has been said that Miss Ssok who is difficult to love others makes him never consider a man beside him even though the man is his own girlfriend. So as much as Mise did her crimes she would be ordinary. It's just that he used to be a little upset.

Doctor Rey looked at Rndu with concern. The problem of longing is not a trivial problem. It even clarifies everything well and correctly. “So who helped you was almost raped?” Ask, and Miss quickly replied “Gevan”

Doctor Rey nodded her gaze at Miss.” Then what are you crying about? What made you this bad?” Ask in her soft tone. He sighed while reapplying red medicine on the cheek of Miss. There is no romantic event at this time yes.

“Because I feel pain where my aurat which I look after others shows and is seen by the crowd. I feel like I failed to keep my aurat.” Her fingers made Rey's doctor ask what else and Miss answered. “I also feel guilty with Mise because I she lost her child, the child who was kicked Reno. and again I also feel very guilty about what I did earlier made her womb again miscarriage.” Clearly with nano.

“Hey Misses.. look at me, “Judge makes Miss look at him. His narrow eyes he opened as early as the doctor Rey smiled holding back his gel. That's very funny. “you want to hear my advice is not?” His question made Miss nod weakly.

“I think you are innocent at all in this case.” His words argued to make Miss look at him weak, “ When you are dating Reno. It should be Mise or that shameless girl. Because he is the one who destroys your relationship. He broke your trust with your girlfriend. He even justifies everything, right? He even dared to give something that he should not give.he gave his body so that your former man would be with him and turned away from him. “ Say.

“And again she was pregnant. He may be that Allah is wrathful to him, so Allah has given him a fetus in his stomach. But because he started something in a bad way, he will end it in a bad way. As, if you cook, if you initially cook without feeling or good intentions, then the cuisine will not be tasty. It will be destroyed..it is already the natural law of Missing,” He said again argued.

“Sampa to Reno did not want his son because he was trash, he did not consider women good, because which man would want to smapah? Everyone wants expensive stuff. Because the fact is when men love it must protect not damage. So what Mise experienced was the result of his own actions, what he planted then that's what he cash. So stop blaming you, you're not a killer and you're innocent in that.. But you're just a victim there. Because selfishness and Mise's heart disease make him look at you with hatred, making you feel surprised, even though he is the wrong one. YOU'RE INNOCENT UNDERSTAND?” Asked to Miss made Miss nod weakly.

“And again you did not fail to cover your autat.. Now you just have to ask Allah for forgiveness, because here you are again a victim. God is all-knowing Miss.do not forget.if what you do not know on this earth God knows.so again and again you must remember.. If God knows and knows.do not forget this disaster he gave. So he could see which was wrong and which was to blame. Understand?!” His words made Miss back stunned.

“What else? You feel pain over him You were slandered by Mise? vilified if you are a bad woman and others. Are you hated and held in one eye? You do not remember the story of Mother Aisya who was slandered in concert with the rosullullah and he was hijrah? Or the story of Maryam's mother who became pregnant out of wedlock? women start and holy but suddenly get pregnant?” tanyakanya.