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After arriving home, Kandara immediately went into the room and cried as much as possible. He was so sorry, unable to control himself that it embarrassed him like that.
Kandara now remembered many eyes looking at her as she left the restaurant, as Lucha shouted to her name. 'Exceedingly embarrassing!' Inner screaming.
Especially when considering the two colleagues, Mala and Toby were in the same room with him. This made Kandara even more embarrassed and cry.
In such a mood, Kandara recalled her Mama's advice. 'We need to learn to control ourselves. Because there are times, we have to deal with people who cannot control themselves.'
'We can only control our own attitude toward the actions of others who are unpleasant to us. That's all we can do, because we can't control other people's attitudes.'
When she remembered her mother's words, Kandara wiped away her tears and exited the room to look for Ms. Selvine. He wants to talk to his mother. It turns out that Ms. Selvine hasn't come home from a church meeting. Kandara returned to the room feeling still sad. He wanted to give what was going on with him to someone.
Kandara remembered her best friend Manche. He took his phone and sent a message for her. "Che, I just broke up with Lucha." Write Kandara, not forgetting to include sad emoticons.
Manche did not reply to the message, but went straight to VC.
"Dara, Dara. Why would that be?" Manche immediately asked, when she saw Kandara on the phone screen.
"Die, Che. Sorry to bother you." Answer Kandara with a careless eye.
Kandara recounts all the events that happened while she was having dinner with Lucha. Manche heard him calmly and patiently. Because she knew, Kandara wanted to tell her everything she felt, so that her heart could be relieved.
"Patience to you, Ra. And also, maybe it's better for you. Because in my opinion, if a man can not control himself in a public place, let alone later in a closed place such as a house for example." Manche said quietly, after Kandara finished telling her story.
"Especially use ngancam all. But that's just ordinary. We are social creatures, we will meet or relate to others."
"You're a career woman, definitely connected to a lot of people. And those people are not only women, but also men."
"What happens if one day he sees you talking or eating with a client? Maybe he'll pull you out of that place." Manche said, imagining it and shaking her head.
"If as you said earlier, it means that all this time you can survive because you are the one who often succumbed. Maybe you've been following what he said all along, so his ego isn't visible." Manche said again, and Kandara heard in silence.
Manche took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. She doesn't like Lucha very much, because Church friends like to tell her about Lucha's unfriendly attitude to them. But they didn't feel good about delivering it to Kandara.
Therefore, they like to ask Manche for help to advise Kandara. They know Manche's relationship and closeness to Kandara and her Mama.
So even though he was already in America, they still often DM to ask for help. Because they love Kandara but feel reluctant to convey it directly. They had also conveyed Lucha's attitude to Bu Selvine.
...°-° In this life, we can not live alone, we need others as a place to share °-°...
But Kandara still survives dating him. It made Manche feel this was an opportunity for her to advise Kandara, in order to see Lucha well.
"Become, now listen to me. You're sad enough for this. You should be grateful that the original character was seen before you went on to a more serious stage." Manche said, and Kandara gasped while looking at Manche seriously.
"With your nature like that, you can bleed if you continue with him. Because not only will your body bleed, but your heart will bleed more."
"Do you remember giving thanks in everything?" Asked Manche and Kandara nodded in understanding.
"But by the way, what was dinner last?" Manche asked, smiling in her heart.
"What's wrong, Che." Kandara asked back, not understanding the meaning of Manche's question.
"Ngga papa, Dara. I'll just ask. This just occurred to you, maybe you were eating wrong or eating something unusual. Because I was surprised, your courage and your ferocity came from nowhere." Manche said with a faint smile.
"I was also from earlier astonished myself, Che. Ko' could put out such words to Mas Lucha." Kandara said, astonished
"Yaaa, there it is. The Kandara I know, is very gentle and patient. Likes to give up, because it doesn't like to make a noise or fight with the mouth." Manche said again because she was surprised.
"Yeah, Che. Now I'm so sorry I can't control myself. So let myself be humiliated by answering Mas Lucha." Said Kandara with a sad face.
"Do not regret it, Ra. What happened, let it happen. Perhaps it had been so long harbored, it had finally appeared at the time of being suppressed." Manche said, trying to be wise.
"Now, the one who should regret it is Lucha. He has released someone like you. I can't wait to see he's sorry I lost my best friend." Manche comforted Kandara.
"Makasiii, Che." Said Kandara with dewy eyes, moved to hear what Manche said.
"I know you, Ra. That's why I believe you'll get someone better than him." Manche kept cheering on her best friend.
"Amiin..!" Kandara said what Manche said.
"So let's stop crying, don't waste your tears on people you don't deserve to cry." Say Manche again to encourage Kandara.
"Now all you have to do is pray and give thanks. OK?" Manche asked, and Kandara nodded.
"Thank you, Che.. You've given me time to listen to me, comfort me and encourage me. Love u." Kandara.
"Love u too, sweet dreams. Manche ended their VC.
After finishing the VC with Manche, Kandara exited the room to make a warm drink for her. Because he had not finished eating, so he wanted to drink a warm drink to relieve his throat, before going to bed.
Since Miss Selvine has not returned home yet, Kandara returns to the room to rest. He sat on the bed and pondered again what Manche had said.
Kandara's heart was full of thanksgiving and gratitude. He remembered the Word of God delivered by the Pastor during the Sunday Service. "What I do, you do not know now, but you will understand it later."
Kandara now pondered more and more and it calmed her heart, then prayed: "Yes, Father, forgive my heart and my deeds today. My heart and mind. Give us peace and quiet in our sleep tonight. In the name of the Lord Jesus, I ask You. Amen!"
Kandara felt better. He lay down his body and tried to sleep.
...°-° A person's character can be seen, from his custom °-°...
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