
“I don't need anything, Mom. A... Me...” Mekka's cry made her voice dashed. His neck was so tight that he had trouble speaking.
Azlan was silent and waiting, waiting for the sentence of what would be said by Mecca. He is ready to accept any consequences. “Say, Mecca. Say aja!”
Mekka even as much as she pleased.
“Mekka, sorry I.” Azlan.
“One more time I said, I don't need anything, Mom. I just need your honesty. And that I didn't get either. Why, why don't you tell me that you're married to another woman? After you married Alexa, what's wrong with you calling me and canceling our marriage? If you cancel this matchmaking from the beginning, I certainly will not hope for you. I certainly don't want to marry you,” upset Mekka. He then took a breath to make his voice not tremble. “At first you made a lot of promises to me, you said you were going home and tied me up with marriage, you said you were going to make me your wife. But what is the truth? You married another woman first, and you purposely hid her from me. What's my fault with you?”
“I understand with this frustration of yours. I understand and I don't pa-pa if you're mad at me. Get angry, get your emotions out. Tell me everything that's stuck.”
“I feel you are not fair. You're playing me. I was wrong to obey only my parents. Marry you who is forgetting some of your past. At that time, I only kept one promise, the promise to marry me. But who would have thought, if only in a short time, you turned out to have married another woman.”
“Yes, you came home to see your mother who was rumored to be sick. You didn't come home to fulfill your promise to me. Obviously, you don't think of me at all. You should not have to obey your mother's wish to marry me if this is the case. You should have denied your mother's wishes by saying that her daughter-in-law is Alexa, not me.” Mekka took a deep breath, trying to get rid of the tightness in her chest.
“Honestly, I myself find it difficult to take a stand. The time, conditions, situation and facts that exist as if supporting me to take this path.”
Mekka did not answer again, she was at a loss for words.
“Everything has happened, Mekka. I can't turn back time. And I can only apologize. You can even blame me. You can punish me, whatever it is.”
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