
Last night I had trouble sleeping because of my erratic feelings. I was quick in the mood when Me and Satria were noisy. And certainly morning - morning my head is dizzy and body aches all. When I saw the phone was also Satria's last chat that she was going to turn off the phone because the HP was low batt. And this morning I haven't answered. Again - drama.
"Ka.. Why are you lemes so bad?" Ask Ria.
"Father.. My lager is like.." Reply slowly.
"I'm the same as well.. We'll have breakfast first, Ka.."
"Yes, breakfast first. Uh but this is the other one?" My toot.
"Definitely want to have breakfast sema Ka.. Except for Koko, at most she immediately went to the patient. Because it's deadline."
"Jude, who wants breakfast. We're taking care of it today, right?"
"Yeah Ka... Duhh mager I'm really Ka."
"Yaampun keep the night here only until 9 o'clock.. It was mager's time.."
"Hahahaha you know for yourself I'm a mageran.." Replied Ria laughing out loud - bahak.
"Crazy huh? Have you met some crazy people here?" Ledek.
Me and the others went to the Hospital and did their own duties and followed their respective mentors from the poly and ward. Several times I was not focused on the presentation, fortunately there were Lina and Ria who helped me. I lost focus because the drama with Satria was very disturbing. Until finally after the activity was over Satria contacted me with innuendo.
"Update status on instagram can be yes, but answer the chat I can not..?"
"Please Mas?" Quick reply.
"Yes that's you, from there was no chat me. But status updates on instagram can.. Do you think I exist or not?"
"You don't really Mas? I'm again males arguing or drama with you. I'm here again dizzy.. You don't know, ngadepin crazy people are more stressed than ngadepin sane people who are physically ill. Here I must focus on their complaints. Do not add to the burden again. You're there Widi, right? And yaudah is there.."
"Yes I understand, you have a lot of work. Not to mention patients with mental disorders. But at least tell me.. Time because - because of semalem you so do not chat me at all? You know, you're talking about him anyway. I just don't want to see him even if he lives in the same place as me, but we're different floors."
"Udah deh if the drama drama gini mending you as he just, I back off. Very tired of time must be burdened in the business of kayak gini anyway.. Crazy yaa... We are different countries, different continents. I'm not as rich as he can be whenever you go to Holland. Not the same level.. Mending has just turned it back on with Him."
"Wouldn't. I want you to."
"Whatever.. I'll take care of the night first. Contact me later tonight. I need to focus on the patient here. You also have to rest, it's noon, right? Yes, yes, it is."
"Judah I want to go out first."
"Otherwise Mas? You always have a storm. As if - I would like a bad person who makes his man so sick, whether ulcer relapses, whether it hurts not to sleep. Would you like to see an ODGJ patient again? Me?"
"Astaghfirullah, what are you saying? If you want to keep the night yaudah I do not bother you. I just want to get the wind out for a second."
I don't know why I'm doing that shit if it's a storm with Satria. Even I can cry - cry, I'm not like me. Since I was dating I've never been like this. In fact, it is said to be very indifferent and never cry - cry, except break up, just cry. I also felt weird at that time.
"Ka.. At 9am we should have a caw later.." Said Ria.
"Hmm yeah.."
"I'm so sleepy about Ka.."
"Jude..."
From 4pm to 9pm Ria and I stayed at the IGD night, we handled ODGJ patients. My experience during koas in this part of Psychiatry is funny, dizzy and fun. Because we must be able to understand and understand the language of those who have mental disorders. Even here not only mental disorders, there are also personality disorders and even the growth and development of children there are also those who are late to talk and cannot socialize with others. So the mental hospital is not just a crazy person who just laughs and does not wear clothes on the streets. But there was also a silent mental disorder person, he was even lazy to speak. There is also a personality disorder because from childhood it may be in bully or not feel confident. Even though he is a very smart person even though he is someone who graduated from S3 successful but mentally disturbed because of his girlfriend's stay because of cheating. Really - really creepy. Mentally if not strengthened by faith will surely be shaken, even a genius can be mentally shaken because he is not used to failing during his life. Always full of ambition.
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After the night watch, Ria and I went straight back to Mess. My feelings had calmed down by then and I contacted Satria.
"I'm home. You where?"
"You want to go straight to the room or buy some food out?" Reply Satria.
"Live on, Magelang is not Jakarta. Lots of food that closes at 8. There are those who are far away into the night.. Ka Rina also wants to go there again. Where are you???"
"Oh yaudah, but I ate it, right? Iyasih emang Magelang is different. If you are new rame. I'm in the room, baby."
"Yeah.. Malem to Jogja. Tomorrow I go in the morning - morning is absent. Have eaten? I brought food from IGD. As usual, I was given a caterer from the hospital."
"Oh yes I forgot you if you take care of the night to eat yaa.. That's what darling. I was cooking."
"Yes.. You're coming in tomorrow?"
"Yeah I'm going in tomorrow. Today is enough rest..."
"Judek. I'll eat and take a shower and go to sleep.."
"I'll call you later if you want to sleep."
"Yeah... No more drama, though. We are LDR far away. Susulin is also far away.."
"Yeah baby... It's yaa.."
The drama stopped for a moment, but time would start again. And I feel weird about my own attitude. But I still enjoy it because my dear feelings for Satria are getting bigger.