That man is my husband
God willing

Day by day I pass through the message of Allah on all the prayers that I pray there will be no bright spot. Sometimes I wonder if this is the answer ? the answer from Allah swt that I and Rudi cannot be together so that God has not yet established my heart. Until one day I felt this was the answer and intended to meet Rudi.

I just got up from my seat when Sifa called me.

" Mommy take me to yuk's perpus???

" to the library alone must be delivered"

" Come, , I will rarely go to the perpus so yahh how is it" said Sifa a little seduce

" It's it I'm taking yah" I said as I walked side by side .

My intention to meet Rudi's brother I paused, I better accompany my best friend. Although I continue to be agitated because I want to immediately finish my business with Rudi's sister, Rudi , I was afraid to be called PHP (false hope-giver) surely Rudi's brother was probably waiting for an answer from me that until now I have not answered.

" fa there is a wind what suddenly wants to put foot into the perpus" I said with a small laugh.

" Mami it ah "Sifa pouted

" Can't it be?

"Maybe "my words while poking Sifa's cheek

I don't know if there's any wind that Sifa's suddenly taking to the library because I know Sifa doesn't like the library very much . But I thought this was God's plan, Allah swt moved Hypha's heart to the library until I got a signal from God. Initially my intention while waiting for Sifa I read books alone rather than bored waiting for what Sifa did not know.

I'm interested in reading a book called "to Your land "

. There was a sentence in the book that made me realize that made me decide to accept Rudi's proposal. And in the article it says "If a man comes to you asking for permission to apply for you and even asking permission to see your parents , so accept him because he is definitely a good and responsible man "

I immediately got up from my seat and ran to look for Rudi's sister. But I didn't find Rudi's brother at all to be his class I didn't dare.

" Astagfirullah. Patting the jidat

.I'll have Rudi's number I'll just chat him".

Me : assalamualaikum kak Rudi sorry to interrupt the time, If. there is a time later I wait for you Rudi in the library. There's something I want to talk about.

I waited but there was no sign of him replying.

'' Yaudah later also brother Rudi reply, do not meet now tomorrow or maybe later I will explain through chat alone" my mind

"Mamiiiiiiii" came a cry that made my eardrum hurt.

" Sifa doesn't need a shout." I replied a little annoyed.

" Mommy has my heart" replied Sifa while turning her face away from any direction,

" Sifa sorryin yah .. I was suddenly in business. "my answer begged .

" Yaudah is okay, if you don't know why you can't be angry "

"Oh so sweet" while hugging

" One time sorry well "

" Fa, Mey same Risya where all day not see, "my question

" They go home to know the lecturer will not be anyone who enters"

" You want to go home too ? I asked sifa

" He we go home too yuk "Take Sifa to me

" You go first I still have "my business to answer

" Yes first well, assalamu'alikum

" the waalaikumsalam "

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Trings

brother Rudi: waalaikumsalam Aisyah sorry brother Rudi just reply . If there is something that you want to talk about through chat because your brother is out of town.maybe after brother came home.

me : Pantesan kak Aisyah lately did not see brother.

Brother Rudi: what does Jaudah Aisyah want to say ???

me: I'm sorry to have waited for a long time for an answer from Aisyah regarding sister's proposal. Is it still happening?

Brother Rudi: Of course Aisyah ..that's been brother wait, so how ???

me: If you are serious about Aisyah if you want to meet my parents next week.

Brother Rudi : Thank God my brother is happy with your answer Aisha. .insya Allah my brother will come to see your parents. Just send him the address.😊

me : Good brother.

God willing, this is the best choice .. God guided me through a book. And it was through the way of Sifa who also took me to the library of Qodrattulla ...

May this be a good start to connect me with brother Rudi, may our good intentions be in line with the destiny that has been set by Alloh swt .