That man is my husband
Derogate

Hope is only hope, maybe for now I can not be with you, my woman . If anyone says my wait for you is just an obsession of the past, of course it's wrong, this pure love of love is not an obsession.

I don't know if my heart hurts when I see you being held in your husband's arms, my heart hurts when you're sad like I want to feel like I'm holding you gives you peace but again I can't know my limits. I'm just a stranger who has no right to you.

The man said that love is blind, and I affirm that love is indeed blind. The evidence is clear - obviously you belong to someone else but I'm so presumptuous to keep a taste of you, but don't blame my feelings because my feelings for you have been around for 10 years.

I repeatedly told him that whenever I would wait for him because I was sure you were my soul mate even if I knew when exactly we were together. I always try to throw away and bury this feeling and pray every third of the night to show my soul mate to bring him closer because I realize I actually do not want to be a destroyer of houses woman's ladder. Beyond your expectations, O Aisha Husnah, you are always present in every dream, isn't this a sign that you're my soul mate even though I know you already have one but I'd be happy to wait for that time to come when you and I become us.

Maybe for now I'll get away from you, remember! !!! only my body is gone but my heart is yours. My confidence was even stronger when your mother Aisyah asked me to take care of you somehow she left you to me. Does he not trust your husband? or whatever the reason I don't know.

My woman, wait for me if we are indeed fooled, surely Allah will give us a way to be together. I will always wait for that time.

Irman pov off

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Did not feel the time passed so quickly did not feel Mother and Father had 2 months left us. Johan was now able to move back after he experienced another drop when he learned of the departure of Mom and Dad for good.

I always try to strengthen Johan and can mengikhlaskan them even though I am fragile but I do not want Johan to see that would even add to his sadness.

While my brother-in-law and sisters have returned to London, my mother-in-law is reluctant to return because she is worried about me, but I said I'm fine don't worry because there's a brother who will always protect me.

A second later I thought of Irman, who went where he was because after he left and he never contacted me again. Sad, why should I be sad when he said he was leaving should I be happy at least maybe he could forget me when far away like this. And I pray that you will be happy and find a better woman than me. Don't wait for me anymore even though you were so clumsy with your stance.

the flasback

"Aisyah, wait don't go" said Irman as she ran towards me leaving her.

'' What else is Irman? I don't want to hear anything from you anymore"

" I just want to make it clear to you that I'm going to wait for you, until destiny is settled"

" Whatever! ! the important thing is that I warned you but you kept abreast of your "my circus.

" Let it be like this I beg you not to tell me to stop expecting you, because until any time it will never stop, keep it!!!

" Whatever! !!!!

" Aisha !!!

"What else is Irman? ?

"When I'm gone you're fine in sni"

" Don't worry about me, 'cause there's a husband who's gonna protect me, and so will my son "

" promise! !!

" Promise what?

" Please promise to be happy "

" Of course I'd be happy with my husband and my son-in-law too, if you hadn't bothered him "

"I won't bother you anymore Aisha, calm down"

"It's good that if you're self-conscious, I'm sorry I have to go"

I walked away from her, my tears without excuse fell on my cheeks I don't know what I'm crying about I was also confused by my feelings.

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" Dear'" Brother hugged me from behind.

"Eh Brother! ! surprised to know''

" What the hell is staying outside, enter the night wind is not good for pregnant women"

"Now Bang, Adek still wants to see the stars. Look at the beautiful bang, right?

" Where?

" Tuh "my hand shows the cluster of stars in the sky

" hmmm. .according to my usual brother, because the most beautiful star is now in front of Brother "stroking my face

" Hahahaha Abang - Abang dreadlocks "

" Seriously dear, Ka-----

dratt. ..dret ... Suddenly Brother's phone vibrated, and it was seen from the look of his face so happy .

" Bentar well deck , you want to pick up the phone first " Brother's permission to me and nod by me.

I look at the departure of Brother, somehow the feeling of anxiety, anxious to be present when you are with me then suddenly there is a phone then you will stay away from me. This incident happened since I started living at home with Brother and even Brother often came home late at night . I try not to be prejudiced it may be that Brother is a lot of work to make him continue to go home late .

One day I heard my phone not stop ringing, while my brother was in the bathroom, I hesitated to answer the phone for fear of an important phone call and when I would pick it up all of a sudden my brother picked it up and said call from the client . From there my suspicions began to grow I kissed the romance - romance of infidelity .

But sometimes the gentle attitude of my brother makes me throw away all my bad thoughts may just call and return Brother who is so late because of the many jobs Brother. I should have supported him instead of suspecting him because my brother worked for me and my children later.

A few minutes later, he returned,

" Call from whom? my question is full of search.

" From my client he said he wanted to meet now "he replied

I saw the clock in my hand showing at eight o'clock tonight "it's already night lo Bang, not tomorrow"

" Sister also wants it like that but Brother's client is waiting for Brother "

With a heavy heart I just ask you to go out to see his client, had thought these nights would discuss what it is like there is no tomorrow.

" Oh yeah deck, when's the content check schedule? ask your brother before he leaves

" A further two days"

" okay, yaudah Abang go first yah" kissed the forehead.

" Yes beware Bang "

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