That man is my husband
Baby Rey and Baby Rein

My hearing was getting less clear, and my eyes were getting darker and I couldn't remember anything else.

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My eyes began to open slowly, adjusting the light entering the retina of my eyes. I spread my eyes to every corner of the room, I don't see anyone here. My consciousness had not fully recovered, until I felt this sudden pain in my stomach.

I grabbed it and felt something strange. My stomach looks flat, and it feels so sore. I remember something, I wasn't going to give birth, why I don't remember, and where my baby twins were.

Busy with a mind that is very confusing, whether maybe I am still dazed or what, so that when giving birth I do not remember whether the baby has been born yet, safe or not. Because what I remember, I was trying to push. The sound of the door opening, I turned my gaze there, there was Irman mas turned out.

"Yank kam___" said Irman mas I was fielding immediately because there were too many questions I wanted to ask him.

"Mas, where's our baby? wasn't I giving birth? why does my stomach feel like this? moving is so painful and also what is this (pointing to the infusion hose) why should use all this? " my words are completely without pause.

Irman did not answer him immediately, he just kept quiet and continued to walk towards my ward. Then he sat in the ward and suddenly landed an old kiss on the forehead. I felt something fall on my cheek, I touched it it was tears. Irman was crying, and my mind was beginning to wonder if something had happened.

"Mas, why are you crying? where's our baby?" I asked Irman.

Then Irman straightened his body, held my hand so tightly and kissed my shoulder so gently.

"Thank you yank, for expecting and giving birth to my child, I promise you this will be my last. I will not ask or allow you to get pregnant again. Enough of this, I was really shocked at the time that I was really afraid of losing you" sobbed Irman by holding my hand.

"What's going on? why do you talk like that? did something happen to our baby twins? "

Mas Irman shook his head with tears constantly falling, only the first time I saw a man I loved crying like this.

"Our baby twins were born safe, they're being examined first, afraid there's amniotic fluid going into their lungs"

"What really happened? Aisyah does not remember mas, Aisyah just remembered it was pushing and did not know anything else. Waking up Aisyah is already here with a deflated stomach and pain in the stomach"

"So you passed out yank, and our baby was too long inside.Doctor said that not immediately in the act can-can his baby amniotic fluid poisoning. Do you know yank?I really panicked. I'm afraid of losing you, finally the doctor suggested to do surgery for secar. Maafin mas well, and mas say Thank you again for wanting to conceive and give birth to children mas. It turns out that the life bet during childbirth is true and mas itself see and feel afraid to lose"

"It has become the nature of a mas woman, and there is no need to apologize and thank Aisyah. It is precisely Aisyah who should thank you, Thank you for being willing to accompany the process of giving birth to Aisyah. Mas know? in the past, I was alone even I was separated from one of my children. It hurts, it's been struggling to risk life, but he's a man who's been in the past without any pity to immediately separate a mother from her child" I started sobbing, too, honestly from the beginning of pregnancy until now this moment also the shadow of the past seemed to repeat itself. It's just that in the current pregnancy there is always her by my side, who else if not Irman my greatest husband, my beloved husband.

I've made peace with the past, but still if there's an incident that reminds me it's not impossible that I'll think back. What's more now that people who have in the past are betting their lives against the disease they suffer. It's not worth it for me to hate him.

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Three days in the hospital, finally today can go home. At the children's home, Mother-in-law and Jo and Riska had prepared a surprise to welcome my baby twins. Reyhan Azzam Sanjaya and Reina Azzura Sanjaya are the names of the baby twins that Mas Irman gave, this name has been prepared in advance precisely when I was four months pregnant.

At last at home, all the families were standing by the door to welcome us. Faces were beaming on their lips, while their children immediately ran up to me.

"Umma, where's the twin grandpa?"the first words that children say.

I tried to hug them, because the stomach of the former Operation still hurts. After hugging them, I answered their questions.

" Can't wait for the twin? " many

"He's Umma,"

Baby twins are still in the car carried by baby sitters while to keep and care for baby twins until I recover from post-operative secar.

"Help dong dedek twins, still in the car" I said and immediately they opened the car door. While I was on the papah Mas Irman walked towards the people who had already welcomed our arrival.

"My dear friend, congratulations on the birth of her baby twins" said Mother-in-law and hugged me.

"Thank you Ma'am,"

"Sister. uh means that Jo is happy. Finally this time really the husband who accompanied, not Jo anymore (Jo suddenly crying) continued to happy tea, Jo's happiness was constant. It's enough to suffer now it's time to be happy" and Jo hugs me and cries.

I was powerless, too, crying feeling overwhelmed. As much as Jo's affection for me, I don't think there is a sister as great, as cute and as considerate as Jo in this world.

"Thank you Jo for everything, you see for yourself, aren't you happy? stay you Jo, still will not be calm if you have not pursued your happiness. If you say that teteh is your happiness, then you are also your happiness. If you are happy, you will be sad if you are sad."

I grabbed Jo and Riska's hands and put them together. "Immediately cancel your status, if you can get married today too" my chirps made everyone shocked including Jo and Riska.

The atmosphere of haru even changed with laughter "Teteh if you talk at will, play marry Jo only. Ask first and ask her sister-in-law what would she want? if Jo mah wants, today too" said Jo with a cry.

"That's it, you're Jo" said Irman

"Udah ah really discuss Jo anyway, this feeling is the day of baby twins. Let's set a time to discuss this ok"

What Jo said was true, we almost forgot the baby twins. Now the baby twins are in their room with Teteh and her Aa.

Seeing a scene like this makes the heart happy, Umma hope you have to love each other and protect each other. Like the presence of baby Rey, Baby Rein has a positive impact on everything, not just for me, Mas Irman.