That man is my husband
I'm gone, but not with my heart

To distract Johan I was forced to find an excuse to avoid Jo's question, I wasn't ready to tell him the truth about Father and Mother. Seeing the jo's newly awakened state from the coma made me think twice about telling everything.

" Jo, I'm sorry brother not yet when you know, brother will find the right time to tell everything" my inner being walked out of Johan's room.

When I came out suddenly I heard someone calling my name, I turned my head to the source of the voice.

Irman, he was the one who called my name. I don't know again the chaotic feeling in my heart comes again every time I face him.

Irman walked up to me, while my heart beat was getting more chaotic I tried to be calm.

" Aisha can we talk for a minute? ask Irman.

"What else do you want to talk to me about? if it's about my sister's health then speak up, but if it's about anything else you better not talk. "

" For a moment, I beg you" said Irman pleading and clasping his hands over his chest.

" Well," I was a little forced to agree to Irman's invitation to talk to me.

In the hospital park I and Irman are now sitting with a very long distance, even sitting with their backs to each other.

" Hurry up if you want to talk to me about something, I don't want to take too long with a situation like this"

" Ayesha. .." slightly crochet her

" what?? much

" Are you happy ?"

" What kind of silly question is that? should I answer ?

" Reply, please! !!

With a little annoyance I finally answered the question that I thought was very silly. " Of course I'm happy, if I'm not happy with my marriage there's no way I'm pregnant with my brother's son "

" Thank God if you're happy, at least I can calm down a little if I leave you"

" What do you mean? where are you going? search me

" I will go to Jakarta, after all, Mr. Radit has returned from his duties, meaning that my job as a substitute teacher has also been completed, keep me in this hospital too while it's time I take care of my parents' hospital in Jakarta

You're fine here"

" You don't have to worry about me here and there's my husband who will take care of me, thank you for worrying about me"

" Aisha, as long as you know that I am gone from you, but my heart is not, my heart will be yours and there will always be you in my heart"

" Enough Irman! !! I'm a married woman I hope you can open your heart to other women don't expect anything you can't possibly get. Don't destroy your future Irman, oh yeah, have you ? if you have and no longer want to talk about it I will go "Then I rise and want to leave but stop when Irman says something that makes my heart dilemma and messed up.

" Aisha you must remember even if I go, but my heart is not I will always wait for you "

Strange, really you're Irman's weird guy even though I repeatedly said to stop expecting myself but you're still chuckling with your stance. Somehow I have to persuade him I don't want his life just to wait for me who until anytime he can't have.

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Ever since the events of eight knew then I kept looking for her I wanted to explain to her that it wasn't me who was on that night that almost took away her honor.

I almost despair of the various ways I did to search for his whereabouts but my efforts seemed to be in vain.

After I felt that my hope would not come true I finally decided to leave here from this city to bury all the memories with him forever.

Coincidentally also my harvester Om Radit was assigned out of town until finally he asked me to become a substitute lecturer himself, he said, even though I refused because I was not interested in becoming a lecturer but just wanted to focus on being a doctor.

But somehow Radit's request to get carried away with the dream and in my dream met with her the woman I was looking for this salama.

" Aisha !!!! I screamed and woke up from my sleep.

" Astagfirullah, why are you always present in my dreams, do I have to accept Radit's offer maybe this is a sign that I will really find you if I go there?

I finally fulfilled Radit's request, and immediately left for Bandung.

Today is my first day in college as a substitute. I went into the class that was her schedule for me .When I first entered I said hello but there was no answer from them and then I hit the table as a sign of regret for the actions of those who did not return my greetings.

I vented my annoyance by scolding them as I turned my eleventh right and deg ..he's the person I've been looking for these eight years now in front of my eyes . Glad that was how I felt when I first saw her but the woman's eyes showed that she was scared and I'm sure she was scared because she remembered the event. Suddenly he fainted making me worry so soon I grabbed him, despite being pulled by three female students who I believed to be his best friend, they said

" don't hold him let us take him "

"It's an emergency, let's quickly show where the health room is" I told the three students

" Alright follow us sir"

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When I got the chance, I finally explained everything about what happened eight years ago. I am grateful that he believed and this misunderstanding no longer exists and of course my heart feels relieved.

My chance to get it was even greater my promise to always be with him I will realize.

When my hopes were high - her height must now fall to the bottom of the deepest abyss when I knew she was married , I really don't want more of the man who became her husband why should he be the one who hates me so much the one who always snatches everything I have. I'm afraid he married her because he already knew that woman was the one I was looking for the one I loved.

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Today somehow I feel bad, like something's going to happen to someone . think badly of me when I see an accident as a doctor of course the soul of humanity is also called and immediately maybe do first aid. My eyes opened perfectly when I saw in front of me three of the four victims of the accident were people I knew, he they were Aisyah's parents and his younger brother. Without waiting long I took them to the hospital .

Twenty minutes later we arrived and it was a coincidence that the nearest hospital from the accident was where I worked. When I cleaned the blood from the head of her mother Aisyah she noticed that her eyes were focusing on me .

"Irman, is this you son? ask Aisyah's mother to me

I just answered with a nod of my head,

" Kid please take care of the child Mother, the mother turned Aisyah if if Mother is not" said Ms. Aisyah

" Aisyah is married ma'am, of course there are people who take care of her and Irman please do not say like that, mother must be cured Father also Johan must be fine " I said while still focusing on cleaning the blood on her mother Aisyah's head.

" I don't know why I don't trust Ayesha's husband, but with you I believe "

" It's mom, don't talk too much "

" Please promise "

" Promise for what?

" Protecting Aisha "

Again I only answered with a nod of the head, After speaking at length with me the mother's situation was suddenly critical she was unconscious. Likewise, the situation of Mr and Johan is equally critical.

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I called Aisyah using Mom's mobile phone and told Aisyah that Father Mother and Johan had an accident .

I see her the woman I love hysterically, I feel unbearable my heart goes to pain want to feel hug my woman but what a power I can't I'm a nobody.

When I approached him suddenly he hugged me, he cried in my arms this heart was so happy but I tried to be mediocre.

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Maybe because of tired Aisyah collapsed she fainted and I was so surprised when I checked it suspected that she was pregnant. All doubts in my heart have now disappeared after I found out she was pregnant and have been made sure she must be happy and her household is fine.

Go maybe I should go, I think Rudi took good care of her even though I left Aisyah to me .

That day Mom and Mr. Aisyah suddenly dropped I told the nurse to contact Aisyah but what answer she said my nnti there , , Hours waiting for Aisyah but never came until finally Mother and Father died right in front of me .

They had long since I considered my parents so stifling in the heart, when they had to leave the divine presence.

The hospital once again contacted Aisyah as yet the hospital completed her conversation the connection was severed and I'm sure she must be heading here .

A few minutes later Aisyah until again she hysterically my heart back hurt especially when Rudi hugged her made me randai ..but I who hugged her gave back to give peace to her.

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