That man is my husband
Divorced

Rudi pov

Actually I was able to make peace with the past but when I saw a beautiful girl whose face was so familiar to me. I saw that face in the photo in Irman's wallet even though the photo was taken when the girl was a child but not so different that now she is hijab.

Suddenly in my head it flashed to destroy Irman as crushed as it was destroyed, maybe through the woman it could destroy her.

I tried to convince the girl that she didn't suspect anything and believed that I loved her . I said sweet words all the way I did to be able to convince her, even though at that time I was having a lover but I would try to be able to hide it. Until the time came when Aisha asked me to come to her hometown in Ciamis to ask her directly to her father. This is the beginning for me towards my true goal .

When there the Ayesha family so welcomed my family's arrival, in my heart I thought that Ayesha's parents would accept it . My guess is right his parents agreed but on the condition that that day there must also be a marriage.

My marriage with Aisyah was done in series, let me not care about her most importantly Her father believes in my sincerity which is actually fake.

My marriage also happened, Aisyah looked so happy while in my heart just smiled wryly.

Over time, the togetherness that intertwined between me and Aisyah even made me fall in real love with her. What's more when she demanded I marry her legally, I was happy to hear it but for a moment I remembered Lisa the lover I had been dating for about 4 years despite her age older than me but that was my type.

My decision not to publish it and stay at home was the right one for me so that I could divide my time between Aisyah and Lisa. Between me and Lisa I never had anything to hide until one day I ventured to tell her everything about myself who was married in series. At first Lisa was angry and felt betrayed but for a long time she understood and wanted to forgive me on the condition that I had to marry her.

With a confident determination I agreed to her request because she was truly ever present in my life as a lover even though my feelings for Lisa Now it was either love or just a form of my gratitude for her loyalty waiting for me even though people my parents had no blessing with my relationship with Lisa and gave no reason behind her disapproval.

As I said earlier I felt my love had now become Aisyah's, but I tried to shake her off 'I can't fall in love with her remember your original purpose" that word I always remembered until I heard the news that Aisyah was pregnant, my flesh blood and of course I was happy .

I realized my attention to Aisyah started to diminish because I intended to divorce her after she gave birth even though I felt I had fallen in love but I didn't want to because there was Lisa who I thought was more important because of her I have been present in my life for so long and I cannot be in vain .

I was self-conscious now Aisyah began to march over my attitude towards her, what can I do instead of feeling my love the bigger I'd better start to keep my distance so that when I'm going to sue for divorce there's no more regret, no more regret, child problems of course I will be responsible even though I actually want a boy not a girl.

Although boys or girls are the same but still I want boys so I can be proud. It's up to people to judge me petty or whatever I don't care.

When the content of Aisyah stepped on 4 months At that time Lisa was pregnant two months . I feel like a very lucky man because my two wives are pregnant with my children.

Two months went by the distance between me and Aisyah was getting further because my attention was focused on Lisa. Lisa's pregnancy makes her nausea and vomiting at certain times for example if she sleeps not see me first then early in the morning she will be nauseous and vomiting. Aisyah is not like that so I am a little relieved .

At that time Aisyah asked me to wait in line to check her pregnancy and that day Lisa will check the contents. And you know I'd rather accompany Lisa, because I've never dropped Lisa off so now's my chance. Aisyah is angry this is the first time she's angry and I don't care what she wants .

Although actually from the bottom of my heart There is a feeling of guilt , there is a feeling of tightness when treating Aisyah like that . But my ego says don't mind her, she's the woman that Irman loves you should leave her because your mission succeeded in making Irman destroyed to the brink, heart says keep him because he's the mother of my children . I really dilemma I just leave it to fate so that fate will answer to be taken where my relationship and Aisyah.

Rudi pov off

I have to be strong for the sake of my children, I want to see how in the future he still does not care about me and his son.

With a heavy heart I finally decided to go with my brother Johan, he was the only family I had.

" Sister, why?

Glancing towards Johan "Why jo, just focus on driving "

" Sister should we get out of here" asked Johan

" What do you mean jo, ngawur you" chuckled

" I know brother, I see and also hear "

My cry broke really I was not strong, I was only so strong but in fact I was fragile.

" hiks hyks hyks "my tears

" Cry, brother, I'm sure we better go and divorce with the baj*ngan Rudi. Jo doesn't want sad brother, let's hear this time jo's advice, Jo promises to be responsible for you and older brother's children, Jo will work hard brother" johan said with anger.

" Jo, you're crazy, I don't want to, I'm sure Brother must have changed "clearly me.

" But brother.....

" Already Jo brother knows what to do sister, if brother is no longer able to do so then brother take advice from you Jo"

" Well, brother, and I make sure that person will regret having wasted brother. Some in Ciamis the same mother Mr. a lot of land we just sell some of it for our business capital later if we go from here"

" Jo, how quickly you grow up .. You are indeed the best sister brother, you are the only family brother "smile and pat Johan's shoulder.

" Jo dear sister "