That man is my husband
Jealous

I still stared as I watched the gift in my hands from the women of my husband's admirers, what a pain this heart felt . Jealous? ? of course I'm jealous of how I'm not jealous when there's another woman who's openly giving a gift or just greeting my husband and it has to go through me.

Realizing from the daydream I rushed to class, I walked with a blank look my body was on campus but my soul floated thinking about my household. My household is so complicated, and I'm also the brother who makes it so complicated when it's just to say that we're married but it's very difficult to say those words. Let me and my brother bear all this as well as our desire to hide this marriage.

My tears didn't fall without my permission, but I tried to hold them back but failed because of too much pain and jealousy. From a distance my three best friends walked towards me , soon I might wipe away my tears fearing that they will think that it is not enough that I alone feel pain and jealousy not wanting me to share my problems even if it is with them my best friend.

" Mommy "call them to me

I greeted them with my sweetest smile pretending to be okay.

" Hi. .I miss you guys" I said as I hugged them.

"Our mami sama also misses "Risya replied

" Uh ah we are classy soon enter "my words while looking at the clock in my hand.

"Wait for mami.." intercept Sifa. ..

" What the heck fa " protest Mery and Risya together

" Mommy is what did Mommy bring? sifa asked and just straight away Mery and Risya set their sights on something I brought along.

" Eh he ..that's what mami?? hmmm don't-don't gift for us well" said Mery while pulling a gift from an admirer of my husband that I hold.

I was shocked and shook Mery's hand "Don't hold it !!! it's got no man's manners if we take it or just look at it"

" I'm sorry mommy, who does that have?

" how do you guys kepo anyway. since when you become rich kepo gini usually also you are funny "my tease deliberately to distract them.

" Ah mami. .mami also why be secret play - the secret of everything usually also mami like to open the same as us" said Mery

which has succeeded in making me silent, do not say, what Mery said was true somehow now I like to keep secrets, especially about my personal problems as if I do not want others to know even once they are.

" Who is playing the secret of everything, not why am I just joking tau haha, I said while laughing . " You want to know well.here come closer do not go far," I said while waving so that they approached and after they really approached I immediately ran deliberately to make them curious.

"Mamiiiiiiii "sounds a cry calling to me..

I laughed happily because I had managed to try them, besides being with Brother with them all the problems I had for a moment were forgotten as if I had no problems living. Oh my best friend is still like this make my heart happy continue .

They chased me and they saw their mouths kamit kamit I'm sure they were grumbling, it's their habit his mouth won't stop babbling until all the unek-unek they came out all. Not paying too much attention to the road I finally collided, with someone making gifts - gifts that I brought fell scattered .

brugh. ...

"Auww "my peek

" I'm sorry, are you okay Aisyah "ask someone I know very well

I lifted my head and saw the face of someone I didn't want to see lately.

" I-I'm fine, sorry I didn't notice the way I was eating I hit you.

" It's also my fault for not paying attention to the road but instead playing my phone"

Then I thought back to the scattered gifts I immediately took them back and put them in a pocket of crackers. When I was cleaning up the gifts to three of my best friends had arrived with their gasping breaths.

" Mommy swears.Your run is very fast" said Sifa

" Mommy there is no morals really like us, friends themselves dijailin "lead Risya

" Mommy anyway .what a hard thing is just say it's a gift to have anyone, or anyone for "mery oceh

All three of my best friends are unaware of Irman's presence here 'if they realize I'm sure their style of speech won't be like this but they will be gentle ' you know, my best friend.

" khemm " Irman chuckles.

suddenly my three friends turned to the source of the deheman, their eyes were round and they heard them say the name Irman.

" Are you Mr Irman, sorry sir since when did you stand there?? sifa asked with a clumsy smile.

"So you guys have an unimportant debate, now is the debate? because 5 minutes more my lesson , you guys just choose me to go first to class and you guys are late then I will be legal or you guys now also quickly to class later I follow" threaten Irman's.

" No sir! !! let us go to class first "

" Then ..HURRY! !!!

snapped Irman which made me and my best friend shocked.

But before I stepped Irman gave me a piece of paper, I glanced at him and looked down

"What'sthis?? much

" Next you know, but please read and don't throw it away "

" All right "

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The clock shows at 20:30 pm but Brother did not go home, several times I called his number but never visited Abang raised it. Not usually Brother like this even gave news no, your brother where worried.

An hour had I waited for Brother but not yet seen also the trunk of his nose, I tried to call him once again who knows the adoptive brother but in vain.

To get rid of the boredom I took a laptop and played my favorite Korean movies. But to my fear that my brother continued to interfere, I stood up to the window to see that maybe you were already in front and again not home.

"I'd better watch a Korean movie"

When I was about to drop my ass on the chair I remembered a letter from Irman this afternoon. I wonder what the letter is about him and what he really wants .

I opened it and started reading from him.

**dear Ayesha

Assalamu'alikum Ayesha.

I'm sorry I'm not so presumptuous, but I think it's appropriate to give you this letter because if I speak directly of course you won't want to and will continue to avoid.

This is my heart to you, my promise to you eight years ago I will always hold, I realize you've now become someone else's wife but I don't know where you've come from just for me. I will continue to wait for you Aisyah no matter how many years. Because I'm sure you're just for me and always will be for me.

Sorry Aisyah does not mean I pray you part with your husband, but it is just my belief that one day you will be mine .

Stupid me, huh? I am indeed a Foolish Aisyah man, I am sure there will be no man like me in this world, so I beg you not to force me to forget you or force me to stop loving you.

Whether you like it or not, but this is my promise. Even if I had to marry another woman, the woman I now want my Mama to marry me, my heart is still only for you and certainly my heart will still be anchored to you. I'm just waiting for fate**.

"From your future lover"

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