That man is my husband
Surprise 2

Assalamualaikum Aisha. .

assalamualaikum would-be wife Abang. .

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that voice ? those words?

I looked for the source of the sound and I saw a large monitor showing itself.

Her...

I tried to close my eyes and keep racing "this must be a dream, it must not be him, it must be a hallucination"

When I opened my eyes again, the face was still on the monitor. "so this is not a dream?, this is real ? " My inner.

At that instant the feeling of pain, the wound of my heart opened again, and somehow I could only just stare at him inside the monitor while my tears were unceasingly dripping.

If only he was in front of my eyes straight away, I'd like to feel like I beat him up, and ask him where he hid my son.

" Aisha, do you remember those words?, I'm sorry Aisha, I have brought you into suffering, I'm sorry for playing with your feelings, forgive me for making you my revenge and forgive all the wrongs I've done to you" said the man, filled with regret and tears.

" I'm sorry I separated you from our son. Do you know why I brought one of our children? The reason is only one . Because I've fallen in love with you Aisyah. I think that by bringing one of our children, a little bit will treat my longing for you when we're really divorced. The idea was approved by Lisa long before you gave birth. With the success of my plan to make Irrman destroyed, then our marriage ended . It was hard at first but I had to do it, because there was one heart I had to take care of. Lisa, well the heart that I keep belongs to Lisa. .The woman who had accompanied me for 4 years and allowed me to marry you Aisyah. . Surely I'd rather Lisa than you have loved too much the suffering I went through with Lisa, including the rejection of my parents"

The man paused his speech, with a full frenzy of grief. What if I ? don't ask me again because I'm really sad, I don't like it when I have to remember and bring up the past.

"Aisha, do you know, I used to think my decision to part with you was the truth . And living with Lisa is also a truth, I imagine living happily with Lisa raising my children with her. And I'm sorry that I was so selfish, not wanting to know how you felt that I hurt. The happiness I imagined didn't happen, my guess was wrong, you know? I felt that God was punishing me. My only source of happiness was as if I was taken. First Lisa, she. She died in childbirth due to heavy bleeding "

His words paused, perhaps because he could not afford to recall the past.

" After Lisa's death, I took care of my two children, one of you and one of Lisa. I played a father and mother. Can you imagine how much of a report I was at that time? To the extent that I brought my two children to my workplace . I don't hire babysitters at all, all I handle. Until one day Mother came home to Indonesia, and offered to take care of my two children, but I refused. I don't want to trouble him, let's just say I indirectly kicked mom out and told her to go back to London . Even though Mom refused, you know I insisted that you go back to London. Maybe I was offended By my words that I said at that time "Mommy do not interfere with Rudi's life, Rudi can be alone without anyone's help ", Tomorrow he is no longer there ."

" Next my happiness is taken (crying, and bowing and re-blessing his head) .You see how I am now? Look at this (pointing to the body) I'm thin, weak . This (pointing to the head) my hair is falling out, and Look at this (pointing medical equipment attached to the body) , I am sick Ayesha . God really lowered karma on me, after what I've done to you in the past."

" So embarrassed by my situation, I was willing to break contact with family, I changed my mobile number, moved house and moved office as well. I don't want them laughing at my situation. I'm sure anyone who sees my situation will say" that's karma for what I've done. "

" Aisha now I am sick, my strength is gone, weak and I am but a useless human being. It was painful Aisha, when we were very sick but there was no family to accompany, only my two little angels were always with me. When I was sick like this, they both really could not get any more affection from the figure of his father or mother. I can't take care of them anymore, only the babysitter who took my place for two years."

" This is Ayesha's game of fate, when the hospital that handles me says, I have to move and be taken abroad. But I refused, I said just move me to the best hospital in Jakarta. And this is where I met Irman. It turns out that the best hospital belongs to Irman, until the accidental meeting happened. Until I can finally speak now even if this is just a recording."

" Aisha, I feel like my life is hopeless . My illness seems to have defeated my defenses. So I hereby recite thousands and thousands of words of apology for what I have done to you in the past. Aisyah I will also return Shakira to you, she needs her mother's affection. And ... (cow down, then raised his head back) I also tipped Arsya my son with Lisa, I beg (, clenched both hands ) accept him , Arsya also need the figure of a mother, I ask (, I beg you, This is my last request Aisyah. I want if I die later do not want to carry the sins of the past, do not want there to be a burden because it keeps remembering the fate of Arsya who has no parents ."

Pain, pain, my heart as in the dozens and dozens of sembilu. Irman held my hand tightly. He always knew that right now I needed strength. Too bad your fate Brother, honestly I've forgiven you, but sometimes if I remember your treatment used to really make my heart hurt again.It feels like no longer want to continue to see the video footage, want to run away but, uh, my hand was held tightly by Mas Irman .Makes me have to watch the video footage until it's over.

I see Brother, he's crying, he's so worried .Even though I still have empathy, especially he is the father of the second oh not what I mean from my three children. Before long Abang again continued his words after it had been paused because of his crying.

"Oh yes Aisyah, I have a surprise for you I hope you like it. But I'm sure you'll like it. mmm I think I'm talking too much, (chuckles ) sorry well. Astagfirullah, almost forgot, Aisha had a greeting from Mother, father also Sharon. You know Aisyah now Sharon likes you a lot and wants to meet you, well even if it's too late, but I hope you want to see her . Mmm I think it's more than enough I'm talking, I'm tired, I want to sleep. Assalamualaikum Aisyah, happy well and surprise don't forget you ask your husband. bye (waving hands) "

jelg. ....The video footage's dead.

Instantly silent, the atmosphere that had been rumbling now became silent. It's not just me that those who watched the video were crying. I don't know what made them cry,

I wipe my tears, I point my body at Mas Irman face to face. I looked at his bead of eyes, asking for a surprise explanation of What you mean.

" Ak.." Suddenly Irman took me by his arms.

" I love you so much Aisha, " said Irman and kissed my old forehead ,

I smiled "What else I am, I love you very, very much"

" Are you ready? ask Irman.

" " Are you ready? my deuteronomy is full of confusion.

" Well, what are you ready for? ask me back.

" Surprise from Rudi," he answered enthusiastically.

" You know what?"

" Of course, 'cause this is it we've already planned"

" us? she mean? many confused.

" You have to explain, Mum,"

" Yes, I'll explain everything, now your eyes are closed, "turn over my body and start pointing a long black cloth at my eyes.

" Just answer (hold Irman's hand), I need an explanation. And why do I have to flirt all over, not funny mas,"

" Geez, (patting eidat ) wife mas kok naggingnya level 10 anyway"

" Well.....

Mas Irman just chuckled and went back to closing my eyes. What surprise is this, and why did Irman say We are? , Who do we mean, ...

tbc